Chapter 217 - Various Tenderness Was Not My Intention

Although Bai Aoxue was curious about the person Jun Yeyan said, she asked nothing more since Jun Yeyan didn’t tell her at this moment.

Hearing what Jun Yeyan had said, Bai Aoxue nodded and walked towards the bed, grumbling in her heart that it was Jun Yeyan’s pampering that made her effeminate.

In the preceding world, she could eat or drink nothing and didn’t sleep at all for three days to finish the task of assassination. But now Jun Yeyan urged her so much just because she didn’t have enough time to rest now.

However, Jun Yeyan didn’t know these things, and Bao Aoxue was in no hurry to tell Jun Yeyan now.

Bai Aoxue began to hesitate when she just took off her shoes.

Since she had been arranged to share the same room with Jun Yeyan, it was impossible to let Jun Yeyan go out now. Would Jun Yeyan sleep with her?

Bai Aoxue was a little hesitant. Although she was not so conservative, she hadn’t been too intimate with any man whether when she was in the preceding world or in this world after her rebirth.

Of course, those situations when she was kissed by Jun Yeyan were an exception.

Even in the preceding world, when some girls training with her were chosen to learn the magic of charm, she objected to go with them. Learning the magic of charm could prevent her from suffering a lot, and she would not have to face a hand-to-hand combat and go through the baptism of life and death as a pure killer after learning it.

But she still objected to learn the magic of charm without any hesitation when she was young, and she would rather make progress step by step when being beaten up. In the life-or-death battle, she cherished her life all the more and became much crueler.

Even though she had narrowly escaped from death many times, she didn’t regret her choice.

She cherished her life, but identically, she cherished her purity more.

The drillmaster told her at that time that if killers like them were caught by the enemy, they would punish them in a more relentless and abnormal manner.

At that time, it was impossible to protect her purity even if she really wanted to.

Since then, she began to work harder and killed people more cruelly and ruthlessly than anyone else because she didn’t want to be subject to anyone, or rather, be their plaything.

She was more alert than anyone else when she was alive.

For example, although she was clear in her mind that she could not survive in the last task, she still accepted to carry it out. It was not because she did not understand at that time, but because she was too conscious of the reality that she accepted it.

When she was alive, she was more careful than anyone else. Although she already stood at the top, she still worked so harder than anyone else to fulfill the promises that she made when she was young.

But now since she had nothing to care about, she was willing to have a try. It would be better to survive, but if she really had to die, it would be a kind of liberation for her.

It could be said that she had completed the task successfully after taking it, but she fell into an ambush still.

The drillmaster’s words came true. If you wanted to survive, you had to be a plaything and then started over step by step. Or you must end your life by yourself.

Since she had prepared everything well earlier and installed time bombs all over the building, she pressed down the button of termination without hesitation when she was besieged.

Just as she once said, if the situation really happened, she would be buried with them even if she had to die!

And she made it.

“Xue?” Jun Yeyan shouted lightly while looking at Bai Aoxue who was abstracted.

And Bai Aoxue came to her senses completely because of Jun Yeyan’s shout.

Bai Aoxue turned around to look at Jun Yeyan in a flurry, and she was a little dazed.

She died once, but now she came back to life only for herself.

“Have a rest quickly. I will go out when you are asleep.” Jun Yeyan took off his black jade mask, and his spirited and handsome face was so stereoscopic as of it was carved by a knife, enchanting people like a deity.

Watching Jun Yeyan’s deadly charming face under the flickering light, Bai Aoxue was absent in mind for a while.

“Come to have a rest. Where will you go to have a rest? Don’t forget that it is Jun Wuhen’s place.” Bai Aoxue smiled gently with tender lights flowing in her eyes.

Hearing Bai Aoxue’s words, Jun Yeyan was stunned and watched Bai Aoxue inconceivably.

Being watched by Jun Yeyan, Bai Aoxue was a little embarrassed and slightly tilted her head with her cheeks blushing slightly.

“What? Would you like to go out?” Bai Aoxue said coldly, trying her best to conceal her shyness in her words.

Hearing the words of Bai Aoxue, Jun Yeyan came to his senses and said in a hurry, “No, I just can’t believe that you… Xue…”

“Don’t misunderstand. I just don’t want others to find out any flaw!” Bai Aoxue explained hurriedly, fearing that Jun Yeyan would continue to speak.

Watching Bai Aoxue’s hurried expression, Jun Yeyan felt warm in his heart.

Since he had waited for her so long, it did not matter that he waited for her longer, right? Only if he could accompany her forever…

“Ho… I know. My little queen, can we rest now?” Jun Yeyan joked with his eyebrows raised, watching Bai Aoxue dotingly with endless tenderness and pampering in his eyes.

“Black out quickly!” Bai Aoxue said with some anger.

After saying that, she sneaked into the warm quilt in haste first.

Seeing that Bai Aoxue was behaving like an ostrich, Jun Yeyan smiled with his bent lips and put out the lights quickly with a wave of his hand.

Hearing the footsteps of Jun Yeyan who was approaching gradually, Bai Aoxue lay on the bed with her heart beating violently.

Although they lay on the bed in their clothes, her heart spontaneously throbbed violently as if it had leaped into her throat at this moment.

Jun Yeyan was the same. He didn’t touch anyone before in his life, including joining the hands, but Bai Aoxue was an exception.

He was so rascally in front of Bai Aoxue, but he would be like this only before her. Except her, he would overlook other women completely with no emotion.

Although he had kissed Bai Aoxue, they didn’t lie together like this when both of them were awake.

Walking step by step to the side of the bed, Jun Yeyan gently breathed a little. He took off his shoes and lifted a corner of the quilt.

Bai Aoxue could know clearly at this moment that Jun Yeyan had lain on the same bed with her because she felt there was a slight collapse on the other side of the bed.

Bai Aoxue leaned sideways, clenching her fists tightly and quietly.

Sensing Bai Aoxue’s stiffness, Jun Yeyan raised the corners of the lips up gently.

“Xue.” Jun Yeyan said. His deep and sweet voice was magnetic and charming.

Bai Aoxue was stunned and then said in a stuffy voice, “What?”

“If I do something wrong, will you forgive me?” Jun Yeyan still asked the question in her heart.

Bai Aoxue jolted in her heart and then calmed down. She said, “No.”

But Jun Yeyan seemed to have guessed so, and he giggled stupidly.

“I know it. My Xue is so straightforward in expressing likes and dislikes, which sometimes I adore so much.” Jun Yeyan said as if he was saying to himself. He sighed gently and touched Bai Aoxue’s hair after reaching out.

Hearing Jun Yeyan say so, Bai Aoxue ached in her heart and turned around quickly, only to find that Jun Yeyan was sorrowful in his eyes, which he had no time to hide. Bai Aoxue was shocked in her heart, but she had no idea why Jun Yeyan had such an expression.

“You…” Jun Yeyan didn’t expect that Bai Aoxue would turn around suddenly. And he never expected that he would show his frailty in front of Bai Aoxue. Watching Jun Yeyan, Bai Aoxue seemed to be still absent in mind.

Why would he have such an expression…

“Don’t be sorrowful.” She had made judgments before thinking in her mind.

Bai Aoxue held Jun Yeyan’s handsome face with both her hands which were slightly cold.

Seeing Bai Aoxue’s behavior, Jun Yeyan’s beautiful slanted eyes which were narrow and long blinked without a light in his dark pupils, just like the pitch-black sky without a moon.

Deep and cold.

After a long time, Bai Aoxue still stared at Jun Yeyan unblinkingly with her slightly cold hands covering Jun Yeyan’s cheeks. Suddenly, Jun Yeyan reached out his hands and held Bai Aoxue tightly in his arms.

His force was so powerful that Bai Aoxue felt her skeletons were packed together tightly, which was painful but happy severely.

“Xue… Xue… Xue…” Jun Yeyan called Bai Aoxue’s name again and again.

In the arms of Jun Yeyan, Bai Aoxue heard the vibration of his chest and said gently, “I’m here. I’m here. Jun Yeyan, I’m by your side.”

The last sentence made Jun Yeyan tighten his arms increasingly as if he would integrate Bai Aoxue into his marrow.

If Bai Aoxue raised her head, she could see Jun Yeyan’s phoenix-like eyes flashing with a bright light, which was brilliant inconceivably.

After a long while, Jun Yeyan gently pulled away Bai Aoxue a bit, leaving a gap between them.

Jun Yeyan lowered his head gently. Knowing what he was thinking, Bai Aoxue raised her head gently, closing her eyes slowly.

The cold flavor of sandalwood was as high-handed as Jun Yeyan, penetrating Bai Aoxue’s nose resolutely.

It was just like him who entered her life absolutely and monopolized her whole life irresistibly, which could not be refused. He took on all the burdens of her life dictatorially.

But she had never felt so lucky to meet Jun Yeyan as she did at this moment.

“Love me less but love me longer.”

Bai Aoxue gasped gently and murmured after getting close to Jun Yeyan’s ear. Her voice was low but charming, torturing Jun Yeyan.

At this moment, Jun Yeyan was singularly calm and engraved every word of Bai Aoxue in his heart.

“The world is so big and wide, but all of my love will belong to you in my life.”

“I’d like to give it all to you in exchange for your heart given to me.”

“I’d like to root in your heart, merely hoping that you can lock your heart tightly for me.”

“I’d like to sow all of my love in your heart to bloom with clusters of beautiful flowers in the future.”

Jun Yeyan said gently, lovingly rubbing Bai Aoxue’s hair. It was his reply. He would not love her less, but he would love her for a long time.

Bai Aoxue showed a smile in her eyes, lying in Jun Yeyan’s arms. She felt singularly calm and composed in her mind.

Even if she were a mayfly, she had found her attachment. She would never leave it even when tomorrow came.

I decided to stay and see what my destiny would be.