"...." Xu Yun didn't speak for a moment, his eyes repeated, "but" came to his mouth and wanted to stop talking.
Xu Mingyi looked at it carefully for a long time, and then he suddenly realized it.
Oh, she just saw
"Or does the second uncle really care who speaks first, but... Afraid that even if he opens his mouth, he will be rejected by his mother?" she asked tentatively.
Xu Yun subconsciously wanted to deny it, but he didn't have a hard mouth. He hid his eyes for a while, which was a default.
He didn't know why he was so worthless——
The man abandoned him once. He didn't have a long memory. He waited until now. Now he's afraid that the other party won't want him.
What pride, what face, are all broken and crushed.
Thinking of the heart that refused to die anyway over the years, Xu Yun asked with a bitter smile, "Zhaozhao, do you think the second uncle is very spineless?"
Xu Mingyi shook his head.
"I think the second uncle is too backbone. If he falls down, he must stand up. I'm afraid he won't give up if he changes ordinary people."
At this time of hesitation, I dare not speak, but because I care too much.
After waiting for so many years, now the empress is out of the palace. This is an opportunity for the two or they didn't dare to think about before, but what result this opportunity will bring is unknown.
If they can't get together, it's really impossible for the two
It is also human nature that the second uncle is uneasy, afraid of breaking the promising situation in front of him, and afraid that the suffering over the years will be classified as empty.
It's impossible to say that it's my second uncle who doesn't feel bad.
She can grab anything else and send it to her second uncle, but her feelings are really reluctantly. The empress has changed her mind after staying in the deep palace for many years——
There is no doubt about the second uncle's intention, and the Queen's choice should also be respected.
Therefore, she suggested, "why don't I go to find out the mother's mind for my second uncle first?"
After Xu Yun was stunned, he nodded his head: "good..."
It's more safe for Zhaozhao to test. If she really doesn't want to, he... Won't bother her again.
"Then I'll be there in a moment, and the second uncle will wait for my news." Xu Mingyi got up from the stone bench and said without delay.
After running outside for nearly a day and a night, I still need to go back to change and tidy up.
"Zhaozhao, wait..."
As soon as Xu Mingyi came out of the pavilion and went down the stone steps, he heard his second uncle shout himself.
She turned back.
"... don't be too straightforward." Xu Yun's expression has calmed down, but with a trace of unspeakable loneliness, as if the desolate person in his heart doesn't believe that there will be flowers in full bloom——
He said in a low voice: "these years, I just follow my heart, that is, I am not waiting for her. This is my own thing... It should not be a burden on her heart."
His mind was not a cage, nor did he want to trap her choice.
He was relieved when she came out of the palace. As for whether to be with him, it doesn't seem to matter much.
"I always follow my heart and ask her to follow her heart. This is the Wu Jingying I know." Xu Yun finally said, and there were no complex emotions in his eyes, as if he had convinced himself.
Xu Mingyi nodded and replied, "don't worry, second uncle. I'm measured."
She just wanted to simply explore her mother's mind, and would never take her second uncle's years of waiting as a bargaining chip.
As the second uncle said, it's his own business. Since it is your choice, you don't need others to share the consequences.
Xu Mingyi went back to his hotel to wash and change clothes.
This courtyard is the residence of her biological mother before she left the cabinet. Stepping into it, it seems that she can still see the figure of its former owner through the furnishings.
"... after the girl went out this morning, the yuan master sent some clothes and jewelry." ah Kui said, "not only clothes and skirts, but also several robes that fit the girl's size. The yuan master is really interested."
Xu Mingyi nodded approvingly.
The yuan family has always been very interested.
My grandfather has a good eye for people.
"Where's Tianmu?" Xu Mingyi asked casually while changing clothes under the service of ah Kui.
Then, less than a Kui answered, Yu Guangli saw a dark shadow.
Under the red sandalwood hanger on her side, the black cloak she changed when she came back this morning and wore last night slipped to the ground. At this time, the big bird lay on it and slept soundly.
"The maidservant wanted to have it washed by someone, but Tianmu refused to move it." ah Kui said, "the maidservant thought that Xu had just come to a new place. Tianmu felt strange everywhere. He could feel at ease by lying on the girl's clothes, so he let it go."
Really?
Xu Mingyi looks at the sleeping bird and doubts ah Kui's warm guess.
Maybe it's because you're lazy and don't want to move.
But recently, Tianmu of her family has been running around as a sentry. Compared with the old days when rich men were hungry, they are indeed suffering.
So he confessed: "I have to ask the kitchen to stew more delicious food for Tianmu."
"Yes." ah Kui agreed with a smile while tying the Pearl buckle in front of her girl.
It's said that Tianmu is fat. The girl keeps telling Tianmu to eat less all day, but Tianmu has been running for a few days. It's not easy to look slimmer, but the girl wants to make it up again - can Tianmu not be fat?
"Chirp, chirp!"
The big bird suddenly opened its eyes and fanned its wings twice.
"..." the warm feeling just brewing in Xu Mingyi's heart suddenly dissipated.
When the owner who has been tired all day comes back, he doesn't know to open his eyes to welcome him, but he wakes up immediately when he mentions what to eat?
Tianmu seemed to see her coming back and ran over and rubbed her skirt.
Looking at the big bird's perfunctory behavior, Xu Mingyi can hardly think of the waiter who was forced to attract guests outside the GouLan hospital for a living.
When I looked down, I felt that I couldn't compare it so much.
After all, there is no balding waiter in the GouLan yard
Ah Kui waited on Xu Mingyi and pulled his hair.
The yuan family is very careful, not only jewelry, ointment, gouache and other things are also very complete.
Xu Mingyi didn't intend to go out again. Ah Kui combed her hair with great care, and carefully selected her jewelry - all the girls along the way were light. Her skills as a close servant girl were almost useless. At present, the girl was finally willing to sit down and let her play, so she couldn't miss such an opportunity.
Xu Mingyi is in a good mood and is not in a hurry.
Today is the first day in the city. We'll get together for dinner in the evening. It's said that doctor Qiu is still in charge.
At the thought of this, she felt hungry. However, it was not dark yet. It was just enough for her to go to the empress before dinner.
"When I left Beijing, I asked ah Zhu to bring a box. Can I bring it from the camp today?" Xu Mingyi got up in front of the dressing table, and the colored glass pearl made a pleasant sound.
"What you brought was taken away by your handmaid."
"Take it out."
There is something in that box that she needs to return to the queen.