"Is it all my fault? No matter what I do, you always control me with inexplicable reasons. It's very difficult for my father to come back from the military camp. You don't allow me to 'disturb' him! When I was a child, my father didn't know what I really liked. I didn't like the birthday gift I gave me. You asked me to pretend to like it! Even if I just made some mistakes You should also be scared to cover up the small mistakes that your son will make, and you don't dare to let your father know! "
"I secretly went to the military camp to find my father. My father didn't blame me, but you punished me for kneeling in the Buddhist hall day and night without telling my father!"
"You don't allow me to pester my father, don't allow me to be coquettish in front of him, and don't even cry in front of him!"
"When I was young, I didn't understand. When I saw more when I was older, I realized that not everyone was like me..."
"You are afraid of hands and feet. You look down on yourself. You and your husband are not like husband and wife at all! You have to force me to look down on yourself, so that I and my father are not like father and daughter at all!"
"You didn't allow me to be close to my father, but now you have to blame me for not understanding how to please my father!"
"Do you really blame me now? You are despised because you are not good at everything! Even the Empress Dowager is dissatisfied with you. Her words imply that you are stuck in the Yukun palace all day and don't look like a queen!"
"Now that my father has just ascended the throne and everything is still in a hurry, there will be no place for you until everything is settled in the future and there are more concubines in the harem!"
"You asked for these yourself!"
"Don't say I can't get into the eyes of my father. Even I don't want to see your face!"
“……”
After saying this, Princess Yongjia ran out of Yukun palace crying.
"She complained that I was bound to her everywhere... But others were blaming my goddaughter for her carelessness..." Heidegger closed his eyes and his mouth was full of bitterness: "what am I going to do right?"
Mammy sighed and could only advise: "the princess doesn't know your hardship. The child feels wronged and inevitably has to say some angry words..."
"No." Heidegger shook his head and said with a bitter smile, "Mammy, did you hear that just now? She said that even the Empress Dowager thought I was unworthy of being a queen..."
"Words often change the taste... The Empress Dowager doesn't necessarily mean that." mammy comforted, paused, and said, "but you did something wrong tonight..."
Heidegger opened a pair of tearful eyes and looked at her: "even you think I'm wrong? I just want to make a mistake with Miss Xu and expose the matter so that she won't target sang'er in the future. I also think about it for my majesty and the crown prince and don't want to have another dispute..."
"..." mammy stopped talking.
She didn't know what to say.
But if someone compensate her like this, without mentioning fear or fear, she will probably have to vomit to death.
"Over the years, I have been thinking about how to avoid trouble for your majesty... After I came to the capital, I have never slept peacefully for fear of losing his face, but whatever I do is futile..."
Heidegger burst into tears and said to himself, "it's useless to say these now. He still wants to drive me away."
Mammy was startled.
"Mother, did your majesty say it himself?!"
Just now in the moon tower, her majesty talked to her mother alone, and she felt bad!
But at most, I thought that your majesty might remind and blame your mother. How could it
"Yes, he said that his agreement with me was originally limited to Prince Yan's residence in Mizhou... Now that he is the emperor, he doesn't need to use me as a cover up." Heidegger's tears were like beads, and he felt his heart in every word: "If it weren't for his promise, if I wanted, he would give sang'er a decent identity and let her marry out safely. I'm afraid he doesn't deserve to come to the capital."
Mammy was a little flustered.
How could this happen?
The emperor is kind and kind. He is clearly not such a person!
No
I really can't say that
The original agreement was indeed to take what they needed, and the Lord only promised to ensure that their mother and daughter were safe and secure. As for the position of Queen... It was not within the promise.
No one thought that the prince would become the emperor!
From these days, in the eyes of the emperor and the empress dowager, the empress may not be suitable for this position, and it is very difficult
Thinking of this, Mammy became more and more flustered.
She always thought that the emperor was kind enough, but she forgot that being a queen in the capital was not as simple as being a princess in Mizhou, which probably involved many things they couldn't think of
But... What should I do if I leave the capital?
What should she do with her mother?
The emperor's character here will certainly ensure that they have no worries about food and clothing, but if they want to have the scenery at this time again, they must not
What's more, others may not know, but she can't see through her mother. If she really leaves the emperor, can she live well?
Considering this, Mammy asked anxiously, "what does the mother think? Do you have any plans... Or do you deal with it?"
"I don't want to go. I just want to stay with him. I don't want to go anywhere..." Heidegger's eyes were a little distracted and asked, "Mammy, do you say... Do I still have a chance?"
Mammy crouched down in front of her and held her hand: "otherwise, you will explain the truth with the princess... Go with the princess and ask your majesty to try? Is your majesty thinking of old love..."
"No... no!" Heidegger suddenly looked at her and shook off her hand: "never let Sonny know! If she can't hide her words, she will make everyone know!"
At that time, there is really no way back!
"Then..."
Heidegger's eyes struggled repeatedly for a moment. Suddenly, he stared at mammy tightly and asked in a low voice, "did you bring the... You mentioned with me when you were in Mizhou?"
Mammy couldn't understand for a moment.
After looking at Hayes for a moment, she understood what she meant.
Mother, this is to
"The maidservant hasn't brought it to the capital... But it shouldn't be difficult to find it." mammy asked uncertainly, "but can you really think about it? If your majesty notices..."
Now, different from the past, she also saw more and more how deep the emperor's obsession with the empress yuan Xian.
Even if the empress succeeds, it's hard to be sharp afterwards, as the emperor won't notice
"According to his character, even if he despises me or even hates me... I can at least stay, can't I?" Heidegger said in a hoarse and weak tone, but almost paranoid way: "I can don't want anything. Anyway, I can't get his sincerity... As long as I stay with him and watch him accompany him, I can spend my life like this..."
Mammy wanted to persuade, but she couldn't tell.
Outside the carved window lattice, the full moon is still hanging in the middle of the sky, and the bright moon is difficult to soothe the noisy people in the world.
……
Princess Yongjia has not been out of the jade palace for five days.
Until this day, the head maid of Yukun palace came to deliver a message in person and brought several volumes of portraits.
After the head maid left, Princess Yongjia tore the portraits to pieces.
"They deserve it!"
"What do you say? I can decide my own marriage. Now I'm still going to be a chess piece to draw people's hearts!" the girl was wronged, sad and angry. She bent over and waved the booklet full of the candidates' family background and temperament to the ground.
She won't marry these people!
Others don't know. The father clearly knows her mind. This is for fear that she won't change her mind and is eager to let her die, so as to avoid future troubles!
On that day, in Deyue building, she was full of love and appreciation. She was thinking about everything for each other. Where was her daughter in her eyes?
Recently, she can't help asking people to look into the matter of Xu Mingyi. However, the more she knows, the more she can't control her jealousy.
Her grandfather, her father and even her stepmother regard her as jewelry, and this love is a well-known preference!
It is clear that there are so many, but she has to rob her brother, father and emperor, and even emperor's grandmother!
Girls who lack emotion from childhood regard all this as looting.
She threw herself on the bed and cried, throwing out all the thin blankets on the bed.
The maid who grew up with her was persuading, but the girl couldn't hear a word.
The palace maids of the inner prison guarding under the corridor hung their heads, as if they had never heard the girl's cry, and no one dared to come forward.
After several days of sunny days, it was time for the emperor to go out of the palace for autumn hunting.
The entourage marched through the long street, out of the city gate, and headed for Quanhe palace hundreds of miles away from the suburbs of Beijing.
Along the official road, people can be seen everywhere. Some people in plain clothes lead cattle and mules. Seeing such a big formation, they don't know who is going out, so they only panic to avoid one side.
Hearing the noise of people outside the car, Xu Mingyi slightly lifted the curtain and looked.
On both sides of the road, there were people who avoided. Some knelt down to salute, and some were pulled down by people who still couldn't feel the situation. While quietly watching the passing team, they whispered something.
"... is it really Yujia?"
"What is this going to do?"
"Is there another war?"
"What war have you fought? It's the time of autumn hunting recently..."
Xu Mingyi looked at the people with different clothes, but most of them had a simple face. What he saw most in their eyes was the color of fear.
Although the change of the throne is still calm, for these people who have just been severely deprived by the imperial court, it will take time and tangible benevolence to establish real trust in the new emperor.
She thought, there will be this day.
It is the emperor's intention that the road was not cleared one day earlier.
Now it is the time of autumn harvest. It is rare to have sunny days for days. The rice can't be delayed when it is ripe in the field. Although Qiushou is the ancestral system, it is not suitable for laboring and disturbing the livelihood of the people.
The imperial car and horse slowly moved forward, about ten miles out of the city, and a line of troops stopped on the side of the official road.
"Why don't you go again?"
In the carriage, Princess Yongjia frowned and asked.
Recently, the weather has been particularly dry. Under the high autumn sun for days, she has a bit of enthusiasm to rush back. When she meets the people's motorcade all the way, she will stop. She will sweat in this carriage.
The maid hurried to ask the supervisor.
The internal supervisor replied, "it's your Majesty's intention to get off and enjoy the scenery, so stay here for a moment."
Enjoy the scenery?
Princess Yongjia pulled up the curtain and looked out. She saw that there were large rice fields. In the fields, many people were bending down and waving sickles to cut rice, and even men carried rice bundles across the ridge with bare shoulders.
What are the sights here?
Princess Yongjia was about to put down the curtain when Emperor Zhaozhen and his party were walking to the rice field.
Accompanied by her brother, Jing Shizi, Dongyang King... And Xu Mingyi!
Why is she everywhere!
It's clear that he wants to be a princess, but he always shows up in front of people. Where on earth does this look like a half so-called high-ranking girl?
Princess Yongjia threw off the curtain with a calm face and didn't want to take another look.
The close maid looked at it quietly, and the proposal of "the princess should get out of the car and breathe" was swallowed back.
"This year, God will enjoy food, rain for rain, and the sun for enough..." among the ridges, Jiang Taifu said with a smile, "it's an adult."
Emperor Zhaozhen smiled and nodded, looked at the golden rice field and said, "this is the best scenery in the world."
Compared with the so-called miracles spread everywhere, which are suspected of flattering and flattering horses, this scene is the real omen of good luck. It means that the people here have food and don't have to go hungry.
Wu Tsui bent over, picked a spike of rice and handed it to Xu Mingyi.
Xu Mingyi took over and held the full ears of rice in his hand. It was heavy and gave people hope.
She also looked at the bent rice field.
Your majesty is right. This is the most magnificent scene in the world.
May there be more such grand scenes everywhere in the world.
"At the foot of the mountain is Yunyao Academy..." Xu Mingyi pointed out a direction and whispered to Wu Tsui.
Wu Chiu looked over and saw the white walls and green tiles at the foot of the Banyin mountain. He said, "it's also the grand scene."
The implementation of the new policy of relaxing the shackles of women is only the first step. Later, when the time is ripe, the female official system may be introduced.
Zhaozhao is unique in the world, but there are still many women in the world who have gullies like Zhaozhao.
So did the head of the mountain who built the Yunyao academy and Zhaozhao's biological mother.
Zhaozhao is absolutely right - women should not only study and write for the sake of getting a good marriage and managing the back house. They should also have more choices and a broader world.
This takes time, and it needs to break through the old system as solid as a mountain, but as long as you have the heart to do it, you will always move forward slowly.
The king Shizi looked at the young girls standing side by side and breathed a sigh of relief in his heart.
Fortunately, after his close flattery observation for a long time, the prince's cousin didn't mean to break up with him.
In a word, the world is really unpredictable
His eldest uncle suddenly became the emperor and his second uncle became the emperor. The former king Shisun of Dingnan suddenly became his Highness the prince and made a marriage with Miss Xu, which inevitably made him envy... Cough, extremely frightened!
After all, his Highness the prince knew that he coveted Miss Xu in the past.
Fortunately, his highness doesn't remember villains and doesn't have the same experience with him.
King Shizi finally put his heart back in his stomach.
……
When Shengjia arrived at Quanhe palace, it was already dusk.
After settling in all places, he rested in the palace all night, and the next day began three days of autumn hunting.