Tang Miao had the whole afternoon and didn't know what to do. She walked aimlessly on the road, stood on the side of the street and watched the traffic lights go from red light to green light and then to red light...
Yes, Tang Miao did not lose her memory. Everything is just her pretending. She really didn't know how to face Song Ling after she woke up, the man who made her go from heaven to hell, and rescued herself from despair again. Why didn't she want to be with Song Ling? After all these years, she never forgot.
It's just... Tang Miao shook her shoulders and smiled wryly. She stopped and looked around. This was the coffee shop the two of them used to go to most often. I feel so humiliated. This place was only found after walking all over the alleys of the big city. It was always bustling then, and now it is full of diners.
Tang Miao paused, raised her foot and walked in. The old couple in the shop was gone, and a young couple greeted her.
"Ah, you are Miaomiao, right?" The young couple suddenly called her name.
"Huh? How do you know?"
"My parents always mention you and your boyfriend." The two smiled knowingly, "They say there is a young couple who are talented and beautiful. Girls like to play petty temper, but they can make people feel affectionate. What about boys? , always gentle and gentle, I feel like I am smiling at everyone, but I am actually thousands of miles away.”
The husband recalled, and the wife rushed to say, "Ah, by the way, the mother-in-law also said, this boy really keeps a distance from everyone, but the only one who smiles, the smile reaches the bottom of his eyes, is to That girl." As the wife said, she held Tang Miao's hand with envy, and led her to the best seat in the shop with the best light in all aspects, and sat down by herself.
"Can you tell me how to recognize that the smile reaches the bottom of the eyes, or how can I see that among thousands of people, my lover only sees your reflection?" The wife held her face, her bright eyes looked forward Looking at Tang Miao.
Tang Miao opened her mouth, she really wanted to say, that boy and I have... broke up...
But she was silent for a while, and then smiled, "This is not seen with the eyes, but with the heart."
"Huh?" The wife was taken aback.
"That is, you can clearly feel that there is a gaze on you without turning your head. No matter what you do, this man will never be angry, but has a helpless face. Even if he is angry, you will not feel it." It's cold, but it's warmer..."
Tang Miao's metaphysical words really confused the young couple. Tang Miao smiled, pointed at the desserts on the menu, "That's all."
The couple didn't ask any more questions, and walked to the kitchen with a vague understanding, and began to prepare.
After a while, milk tea and cakes were served. Tang Miao sipped the milk tea with strong tea aroma, she hadn't drank it for a long time. At that time, in addition to the affordable price, it was also because I loved the full fragrance of the tea here. She doesn't like the milk flavor is too strong, sweet and greasy, it feels oily in her heart when she drinks it.
Tang Miao especially likes this kind of tea-like bitterness, because there is a hint of hard-won sweetness in the bitterness, but because of the bitterness of tea, the sweetness is just right, but it can be too sweet heart.
Tang Miao gulped and drank, and after a while, the cup bottomed out. She ordered another cup, still drinking heavily. The young couple thought she was thirsty, so they offered her a glass of boiled water, kindly reminding her that boiled water quenches her thirst better.
It's just that Tang Miao smiled and said nothing, shaking her head and refusing.
The couple also took over the business of the coffee shop at home soon, and they still know what to say. The two finally realized that this young couple whose parents talked about them all day seemed to have come to an end...
The wife was a little reconciled, and the two heard their parents tell a lot of stories about Tang Miao and Song Ling in this cafe. It looks noisy, but it is always sweet when you savor it carefully.
"Why are you...yes, are you having a conflict?" The wife cautiously probed.
Tang Miao glanced at his wife, she knew it was wrong for her to casually ask strangers about their privacy, but Tang Miao and Song Ling were no strangers to the two of them, after all they could hear their deeds every day.
"Hmm... It's a conflict." Tang Miao thought for a while, she really needed to find someone to confide in, it was good to have someone she didn't know, and she didn't have to worry about being told. That's why she didn't talk to Liang Xiaoxiao. Liang Xiaoxiao is her best friend, but now she doesn't need a best friend to listen to and give advice to, she just needs a stranger who has never met before.
"Then let's reconcile. What conflict is more important than the relationship between the two of you." The wife quietly breathed a sigh of relief. She saw this couple for the first time in the past few years, and she didn't want the model objects she aspired to learn from to end up being strangers to each other.
"What if this conflict... involves the relationship between the parents of both parties?" Tang Miao smiled wryly and drank a big mouthful of milk tea, hoping to use the bitterness of the tea to overwhelm the pain in her heart.
"Parents always love their children. If it doesn't work, just persevere and the relationship will gradually ease." The wife suddenly became confident and patted Tang Miao on the shoulder. "My husband and I also disagree at home. My mother insists that I find someone who is richer than him, but I don't want it. The rich second generation is not as handsome as him, smart, or in good shape, and he doesn't treat me as well. it is good."
The wife shrugged her nose cutely, "But we are both reluctant, so we must grit our teeth and persevere even if it is hard. As long as we trust each other and no one gives up first, then the other party will never let go."
The husband looked at his wife's beaming face, shook his head, and smiled dotingly, knowing without guessing that his wife was telling her love experience again.
"Speaking of it, don't blame us for being so curious and looking forward to you. At that time, we both couldn't hold on for several times, and my mother-in-law and father-in-law would tell us stories about your interaction. Whenever that time, we would I feel, ah. It turns out that I am not alone in this world.”
The wife sighed, and firmly held Tang Miao's hand, "So you must persevere, as long as you persist in each other and don't give up, then..."
Tang Miao lowered her head and stirred the pearls in the cup with her other hand, with a sarcastic expression.
"What if it is the life of a relative?" Tang Miao interrupted her coldly, and gently broke away from his wife's hand.
The wife was stunned, "..."
Tang Miao raised her head and leaned against the transparent glass. The afternoon sun shone on her face, making her look a little unreal.
"I'm very happy. I once gave a pair of people who love each other the courage to go down. Congratulations. I really envy you. It's not easy for people who can make it to the end." Tang Miao looked at his wife, her eyes gradually lost focal length.
"But, haha, it's a pity." Tang Miao smiled, "Maybe my previous sweetness was too early, and it came in exchange for overdrawing the future."
"Not all parents will compromise, because not all children have a pair of good parents." Tang Miao chuckled ironically, full of irony.
"And if love involves the health and even life and happiness of important people around you, no matter how great the love is...it can't resist the reality..." Tang Miao finished speaking, her expression was extremely tired, she closed her eyes and leaned against the glass window. The wife looked at her with pity, sighed and shook her head, full of pity.
The couple probably knew that Tang Miao was feeling uncomfortable at the moment, so they tacitly did not bother her, and refilled her glass in a kind and understanding manner.
Tang Miao didn't know how many cups she drank until she couldn't drink any more. The business of the cafe is very good, and the two are also very busy. Tang Miao smiled at them gratefully, and regardless of whether they received her thanks, she took out two hundred yuan and pressed it under the table as a thank you for their silent company this afternoon.
Today's milk tea can be said that Tang Miao may never come to drink it again in the next few months or even several years. Tang Miao has always been this kind of person, either she has always loved something, or she has been desperately in contact with this thing for a certain period of time, until she feels like throwing up when she sees him, then she will never think of him.
Tang Miao has always been so determined and cruel, especially towards herself. She suppressed the overwhelming discomfort in her stomach, forcing herself to swallow the desire to vomit. She bent down, coughed and retched while holding the street lamp, and suddenly smiled. Now, she will never be nostalgic for this cafe anymore.
She will remember how she felt today for a lifetime, and whenever she thinks about it in the future, she will hate and reject her, and she will no longer be unable to help herself.
This is still the case when facing the food that you want to stay away from, let alone people?
"Just give me the last buffer, and give you the last chance..." Tang Miao murmured, clutching her chest, "Leave this last memory, and then you will let go willingly, and I will also let you go." . . . to leave without regret.”
It was Tang Miao's intentional amnesia, in addition to escaping the painful memory of Tang's father last night, it was also to give herself one last thought, taking this opportunity to go back to the past, and the memories she had been unwilling to abandon were also holding her back. The two are entangled with each other and refuse to let go of the shackles.
"Xiaoxiao," Tang Miao called Xiaoxiao, "I'm fine." Listening to Liang Xiaoxiao's concerned inquiry on the other end of the phone, Tang Miao didn't respond directly, but replied in a general way, and then changed the subject.
"I was out shopping all afternoon today, and I told Song Ling that I went out to meet you. If he asks, remember to help me get back."
Liang Xiaoxiao listened on the other end of the phone, she had been best friends with Tang Miao for so long, she knew what to ask and what not to ask. "Okay, no problem." Liang Xiaoxiao agreed straight away. She was willing to give Tang Miao all her trust. Of course, it also included helping her to hide some things, such as this reunion, and... Tang Miao's amnesia.
Don't ask how Liang Xiaoxiao knew, as a good friend who had been with Tang Miao for decades, how could she not know the difference between Tang Miao a few years ago and Tang Miao now. It's never about age, but the state of mind after the experience.
"Miao Miao, if you haven't experienced all this, it's not bad, at least you are still as lively as before, carefree, with good intentions for everything, like... in today's words, Mary Sue, hahaha. "Liang Xiaoxiao said this jokingly while on the phone.
"Hehe, um, I understand, Xiaoxiao." Upon hearing Tang Miao's answer, Liang Xiaoxiao laughed silently, but what she said was quite different. "Ah, no, it's nothing. However, although you still miss your parents and that younger sister, you still have to keep a distance." Liang Xiaoxiao continued.
Because Huang Haotian was by her side, she couldn't directly remind her, just like she was on Tang Miao's side, how could Huang Haotian abandon his brother? That being the case, let the two sisters and the two brothers Huang Haotian and Song Ling have a duel to see who can fool whom.
Although Liang Xiaoxiao and Tang Miao hadn't met each other, they smiled at the same time as if they were close at hand.
Seeing this, Huang Haotian unfolded the newspaper and asked calmly, "Didn't you and Tang Miao just go out this afternoon? Why do you still have so much to say?"
Liang Xiaoxiao and Tang Miao said goodnight to each other and hung up the phone. Hearing Huang Haotian's question, he hugged Ruan Ruan, who was crawling around, and stuck his tongue out at her, "Because the topics between girlfriends are always endless. Besides, I don't want to remind her again Just watch out for her trash family." Liang Xiaoxiao said, eyes full of disgust.
"Ah, by the way, so what happened to Tang's family, and the Li family who tried to do something to Miaomiao?" Liang Xiaoxiao asked, how could Song Ling let them go with his character and tricks!
Huang Haotian smiled mysteriously, but didn't tell her.