Lin Muyang found that Tang Miao was not the same as before, following up her own words strangely, finding fault with herself, but became very quiet. Lin Muyang's movements gradually slowed down, and he stopped slowly. He looked up at Tang Miao, and seeing the reminiscence, he knew that this girl was thinking of the person on the other side of the mainland again, and those things.
He sighed and shook his head.
Tang Miao's mood at this time was exactly the same as when he left Liang Xiaoxiao and came to England for the first time. How sad he was back then, how much he understands Tang Miao now, Tang Miao is even more miserable than him, it is even more pity.
Because his departure was fulfillment, it was a beautiful reunion of a pair of lovers, although he was reluctant to give up, but at least he left with a smile, happy in his heart,
But Tang Miao, it was even more difficult for her than herself, because her departure was the separation of the ends of the earth, and it was a helpless move. Even the self who left with satisfaction and fulfillment at that time, and came to the UK for the first time, was so hard every day in the dead of night. What's more, what about Tang Miao who only had bitterness in his heart?
Lin Muyang has never been a kind person, and he has never tried his best to help anyone, even if this person is his favorite Liang Xiaoxiao's request, if he didn't really approve of it, he would not be so serious and wanted to go help her.
Lin Muyang understood how bitter the first days would be, so when he saw Tang Miao who opened the door the next morning and greeted him with a bright smile, Lin Muyang almost burst into tears several times.
He could see the pain in the depths of Tang Miao's eyes, the deep dark circles under her eyes, and the dry tears on her face under the sun.
Such a painful girl insisted on forcing herself to smile, and happily made videos with Liang Xiaoxiao all day long, teasing Ruanruan. Lin Muyang always sat silently aside after greeting Liang Xiaoxiao and Ruan Ruan, watching Tang Miao pretend.
Then when the video call was over, he came over to get the phone, bid farewell to Liang Xiaoxiao and Ruan Ruan, and sometimes choked a few words with Huang Haotian, also to cover up Tang Miao's existence.
Lin Muyang would always cover Tang Miao's whole body on purpose at this time, saying that it was to protect Tang Miao and block her from Huang Haotian's sight, but even without Huang Haotian, he would still cover Tang Miao firmly, at least It was Tang Miao's face.
Lin Muyang wanted to use his body to give Tang Miao a time when she was alone, when he and Liang Xiaoxiao were happily chatting and saying goodbye, so that Tang Miao could release her emotions, no longer pretending to be smiling, but showing herself at will. Vulnerable and helpless.
Lin Muyang knew that Tang Miao was pretending, in order not to worry Liang Xiaoxiao, and to let Ruan Ruan see a happy godmother forever. God knows how difficult it is, and God knows how long it will take for Tang Miao to balance. Lin Muyang really felt sorry for this girl he wanted to treat as his younger sister.
So Lin Muyang would take the phone when Tang Miao was about to lose it, and use his generous shoulders to cover Tang Miao's next fragility.
"Don't worry, just cry if you want to cry..."
"It's okay, I'm..."
Although Lin Muyang never said these words, his every move, every look in his eyes gave Tang Miao strength, supported her, and survived every day when she was a newcomer.
"Yo, where did that big sister who was fearless just now go?" Lin Muyang remained calm, as if he hadn't noticed anything wrong with Tang Miao at this time, and continued to quickly pick up the last piece of food with his chopsticks. Shaking in front of her, Tang Miao came back to her senses, then opened her mouth proudly, and ate the dish.
Of course Tang Miao knew that Lin Muyang's extremely exaggerated movements at this time were deliberately pretended by him, so she gave a face-saving chuckle.
Tang Miao raised her head, and silently wiped the corners of her eyes with her hand, wiping away the tears that flowed from the corners of her eyes, and then covered it up, like the beginning, deliberately putting on a bullying look.
"Hmph, big sister just suddenly thought that I can't come to school anymore, and I can't give you the dark food I made. I'm a little disappointed and unhappy."
Lin Muyang laughed in a low voice, and thoughtfully did not expose Tang Miao, pretending that he hadn't noticed anything just now, got up and cleaned up the dishes and chopsticks on the coffee table.
Tang Miao tilted her head, watching Lin Muyang's movements, a mischievous tear still flowed from the corner of her eyes.
Tang Miao felt the coolness on her face, raised her eyebrows, reached out to wipe away the tears, then took a deep breath, supported her legs with her hands, stood up, and started to help Lin Muyang clean up. Soon, the coffee table, which was originally a mess, was cleaned up as clean as ever.
Lin Muyang was brewing tea, and started chatting with Tang Miao after dinner.
"How is it? Have you gotten familiar with it recently? How is your work?" Lin Muyang poured tea and began to do a series of tea crafts meticulously.
"Well, it's okay, it's almost done, and I'm going to start tomorrow." Tang Miao puffed her lips in thought, then nodded and answered.
"Tsk tsk tsk, so what you said at the beginning is true." Lin Muyang brewed tea, handed Tang Miao a cup, and then leaned on the sofa with the cup.
Tang Miao took the teacup, curled her lips to pretend to be thinking, then nodded seriously, and said with an innocent face, "Yes, when have I ever lied to someone?" Then Tang Miao spread her hands and shrugged, pretending to be innocent.
Lin Muyang was speechless, watching the twenty-five-six-year-old man in front of him playing a rogue, like a child who stole candy, and smiled triumphantly.
"What about my lunch!" Lin Muyang yelled at the woman who was bouncing towards the door with a proud face.
Tang Miao carried a lunch box on her shoulders, then turned her head handsomely, without looking at Lin Muyang, and then pretended to be mysterious and said, "You...fend for yourself, so you can take care of yourself..."
Under Lin Muyang's eyes full of astonishment, Tang Miao laughed wildly, shook her shoulders, and walked out swaggeringly.
When they went out, there was a group of mischievous students outside the door, one by one, hiding in the corner to eavesdrop, seeing Tang Miao coming out, they were all startled, then they heard Lin Muyang's shout from the door, Surprised, she turned her head and stared blankly at Tang Miao again. Tang Miao immediately laughed wildly and looked at them with a look of embarrassment, falling asleep in Chinese that they didn't understand.
They didn't know what happened, but they still felt very powerful. Everyone looked at Tang Miao's back with admiration. She was so thin but tall and mighty, with twinkling little stars in her eyes.
Then, Lin Muyang was very sorry, but he was a little secretly happy. He lost his legion of fans. The fans might still insist on it, but the fans, there are probably not many left.
As for Tang Miao after she left, she looked at the British sky, because there was no pollution from car exhaust in Chinese cities, it was extraordinarily clear and translucent. Tang Miao took a deep breath of the fresh air here, stretched her waist greatly, with a satisfied smile on her face.
At this moment, her mood suddenly became brighter, and her whole body became much more relaxed. She felt that her body was no longer heavy than before, and even her shoulders were no longer curled up. The whole person seems to have changed a temperament.
Tang Miao only finally found the way she should exist here, the way she should be, just for a moment, when she was in a daze, or in other words, when she was fighting against the group of students.
"Alas," Tang Miao let out a long breath, as if exhaling the negative emotions that had been suppressed for a long time. "The previous life was too difficult, haha." Tang Miao opened her arms, facing forward, raised her head, and closed her eyes. "It's so beautiful here."
Tang Miao stretched lazily, retracted her hands, put them in the pockets of her coat, and looked ahead with gentle eyes.
"Let's go. I have to take a closer look at this place in the afternoon. From now on, it's almost gone." Tang Miao said to someone, then stretched out her hand, waved to the door, turned around and left gracefully. In the eyes of everyone, Tang Miao looked like a strange woman, talking to the air and beckoning to the air inexplicably.
Tang Miao smiled from the bottom of her heart, and strode towards the shopping mall. As she walked, she thought for a while, stopped and took out her mobile phone, and sent a video to Liang Xiaoxiao, which was the scenery of the British streets.
This is her so many days