"You...are you really willing to help me? Provide me with someone to find her?" Song Ling bowed his head in silence for a long time, and finally spoke, asking jerkyly, his eyes dodging, not daring to look at Huang Haotian. He knew that what a serious thing he had just done was worse than what would happen if he betrayed him.
"En." Huang Haotian responded lightly, looking at Song Ling's awkward look, a trace of disgust flashed in his eyes. Holding his cuffs, he strode over to Song Ling's side, stretched out his hand and punched Song Ling's chest, "Big man, why are you dawdling! Come on!"
Song Ling bent slightly, covered the place that Huang Haotian had just hit with his left hand, and coughed lightly. "Ahem, me, I'm not..." Are you afraid that you will feel bad because I just hurt the person you love the most...
Huang Haotian smiled slightly, brothers for many years, how could they not understand what Song Ling was thinking at the moment. He reached out again and patted Song Ling's shoulder, as usual, "What I was like back then, and how you helped me, I will never forget." Huang Haotian's voice was flat, as if what he just said was A very small thing.
But Song Ling knew that this was his promise, his affirmation.
"Oh, thank you..." Song Ling breathed a sigh of relief, and smiled sincerely for the first time in a few days. He really thanked Huang Haotian from the bottom of his heart. For such a proud son of heaven, it was really not easy to ignore past suspicions like this.
"You don't need to be thankful, remember to apologize to Xiaoxiao. Don't blame her for this matter, I acquiesced, I hope you don't take it to heart." Huang Haotian glanced at Song Ling, his tone was as cold as usual, and there was no sign of wrongdoing. In seeking reconciliation, it still feels like an order.
Song Ling bent her lips helplessly and smiled, "Hey, is this your begging attitude?"
If he didn't know Huang Haotian well, knew that Huang Haotian could attribute everything to himself, take care of this mess for Liang Xiaoxiao, and replace it with other people, the genius Huang Hao would probably force them to apologize directly, absolutely not. So much nonsense, but also take responsibility.
Huang Haotian was telling him that if he was unhappy, come to him and he will accompany you in everything. This was Huang Haotian's biggest concession and apology to Song Ling.
Huang Haotian cast a glance at Song Ling who was teasing at the side. Although his face was still expressionless, he could still see that Huang Haotian's complexion had improved a lot, and he even had a slight smile.
"Let's go, you can do it yourself."
"Okay. I will... first say sorry to Xiaoxiao for me." Song Ling agreed with a smile, and after a little hesitation, she still begged Huang Haotian aloud.
Huang Haotian paused as he walked away, but he didn't turn his head back. He only left three words, and continued to stride towards Liang Xiaoxiao's direction. Liang Xiaoxiao still didn't sit in the car and wait for Huang Haotian, but shivered against the wind beside the car, looking back at Huang Haotian and Song Ling from time to time, curious and worried, wondering how they were doing.
"go alone."
Huang Haotian obviously paid attention to Liang Xiaoxiao's disobedient behavior for a long time, so he didn't give Song Ling any more time to keep him away, and walked out quickly, with windy footsteps.
Liang Xiaoxiao in the distance didn't know how many times she looked back, and then she was taken aback suddenly, staring wide-eyed, staring at Huang Haotian who was getting closer and closer, with a troublesome expression slowly appearing on her face , hurriedly flustered, hurriedly opened the passenger door, and hurriedly sat back in the car.
When Huang Haotian came, Liang Xiaoxiao was already sitting in the co-pilot's seat, sitting upright, and even fastened the seat belt obediently. Liang Xiaoxiao looked calm, turned her head slowly to look out the window, covered her mouth pretending to be surprised and asked, "Ah, Haotian, you're back~"
Huang Haotian looked at Liang Xiaoxiao entertaining herself, directing and acting very happily, did not speak, just looked at her with raised eyebrows,
Liang Xiaoxiao talked to herself, and found that Huang Haotian hadn't responded, and slowly stopped.
Liang Xiaoxiao pursed her lips, hating herself for being spineless, then looked up at Huang Haotian and smirked, "Hey, Haotian, why don't you come in and sit?"
As he spoke, he patted the driver's seat, and then motioned to him, "Come in, it's cold outside. It's cold."
Huang Haotian looked at Liang Xiaoxiao talking, wrinkling his nose, looking serious, finally couldn't help but chuckle. He shook his head, walked to the driver's seat under Liang Xiaoxiao's dog-legged appearance, opened the door and sat in. As soon as he came in, Liang Xiaoxiao acted like a lady, tilting her head and looking at him.
Huang Haotian sighed, "It's really..."
Liang Xiaoxiao pouted, "Why, you hate me..."
Huang Haotian looked at Liang Xiaoxiao helplessly, but there was only love in his eyes.
He sighed, leaned over, reached out and patted Liang Xiaoxiao's head. "are you OK?"
The smile on Liang Xiaoxiao's face froze, then she forced herself to maintain a smile and lowered her head. "Oh, I didn't expect him to be like this..."
Huang Haotian didn't just cover her up like he did in front of Song Ling.
He knew that he had spoiled Liang Xiaoxiao a bit too much recently, and it wasn't bad, Huang Haotian was very happy that Liang Xiaoxiao dared to make his own decisions like this. However, Liang Xiaoxiao shouldn't not tell herself, no matter what, she shouldn't use the same rhetoric she said to Song Ling to cover it up.
So Huang Haotian didn't say anything to interrupt Liang Xiaoxiao's self-blame this time, nor did he try to enlighten her. He was waiting, waiting for Liang Xiaoxiao to know what was wrong with her.
"Huh?" Huang Haotian took his time and waited for Liang Xiaoxiao's next words.
"But... but Miao Miao...she said she..." Liang Xiaoxiao was not convinced, and wanted to defend herself a bit.
"She's had a hard time, isn't it Song Ling?" Huang Haotian raised his eyebrows, and continued what Liang Xiaoxiao said.
"But... but Song Ling has been forcing Miaomiao!" Liang Xiaoxiao retorted, she felt that it was because Huang Haotian didn't understand, just like Tang Miao doesn't understand now, Huang Haotian didn't understand Tang Miao back then. Herself.
"So Song Ling shouldn't be in more pain?" Huang Haotian's expression also became a little sad, and the corner of his mouth smiled bitterly. Wasn't he just like this back then, imprisoning Liang Xiaoxiao and tying her to his side, even if It was locking her up all day and all night. But is he really happy...
"Song Lingming knew that Tang Miao would hate him and torture him, but he still had to muster up the courage to do it. He loved Tang Miao deeply, so how could he be willing to make Tang Miao unhappy. But he still mustered up the courage to do it..." Huang Hao Tian's expression changed, he lowered his head, Liang Xiaoxiao couldn't see clearly what Huang Haotian was thinking at this time.
"Knowing that the one he loves will hurt, seeing her in pain, wouldn't it hurt even more, but he would rather suffer like this than cruelly keep her by his side, how courageous he is.
Tang Miao was in pain, and Song Ling was also in pain, but Song Ling forced himself to make her suffer, in order to keep her by his side, this kind of persecution, helplessness, and cruelty, wouldn't it make the pain worse? "
Liang Xiaoxiao's heart trembled suddenly. She seemed to understand this kind of Song Ling a little bit... If a person would rather risk the sad end of both parties, knowing that it is painful, but also risking great courage to do so resolutely, then It's even more uncomfortable...
Huang Haotian knew that Liang Xiaoxiao had listened, the atmosphere in the car fell silent, the air pressure gradually dropped, Liang Xiaoxiao beat her eyes, but did not speak.
"Besides, Tang Miao is in pain, she can still hate openly and find you to vent, so what about Song Ling? Who should he talk to about everything he has endured? Doesn't he hate, but who should he hate?" Huang Haotian's repeated questioning caught Liang Xiaoxiao off guard and really made Liang Xiaoxiao fall into silence.
For all Tang Miao's emotions, he could find Song Ling unscrupulously, and put all the responsibility on Song Ling. So what about Song Ling who bears the pressure of all these responsibilities? Who should he hate?
Do you hate yourself? But he is also a poor man. It's just that everyone would never pity him, because on the surface, the victim was Tang Miao.
It's just the pain in Song Ling's heart, who should I turn to?
Who should I hate? God?
Or his own mother, his own family background?
Or... Tang Miao?
Liang Xiaoxiao was silent, her heart was pricking like a needle, as if her whole body had been twisted, twisted fiercely into a deformed appearance. She thought of Song Ling's madness just now, and then thought of Tang Miao who had just gone to England.
Tang Miao was also in pain and very uncomfortable, but... Liang Xiaoxiao had to admit that Tang Miao was the most cruel one.
After Huang Haotian finished speaking, he didn't look at Liang Xiaoxiao, but stepped on the accelerator and drove out at once. The direction is the direction of home. At this time, neither he nor Liang Xiaoxiao had any interest in cooking.
Looking at the crazy Song Ling today, Huang Haotian almost went crazy. When Liang Xiaoxiao left him cruelly, he was not like this. Whether it was him and Liang Xiaoxiao, or Song Ling and Tang Miao, in these two relationships, it was always him, Huang Haotian, and Song Ling who had been praying humblely.
Fortunately, his Xiaoxiao is soft-hearted, not as cruel as Tang Miao, even if she leaves, she is reluctant to go to a remote location. It's just a pity for Song Ling...
Liang Xiaoxiao looked at Huang Haotian's heavy breathing. She had been a pillow person for so long, so she naturally knew that Huang Haotian's mood was extremely low at this time.
He is suffering...is it because of Song Ling...or...
Liang Xiaoxiao suddenly understood something, Huang Haotian never talked too much about his parents' short stories with him, and he always listened quietly to his complaints, or simply changed the subject and interrupted Liang Xiaoxiao's topic. Only this time, Huang Haotian talked surprisingly a lot.
"Haotian, you..." Liang Xiaoxiao suddenly turned her head to look at Huang Haotian, and wanted to ask something out loud, but in the end, she still didn't say what she wanted to say. What you were trying to say just now...was it yourself?
At that time... us?
Huang Haotian knew that Liang Xiaoxiao already understood, and he didn't give her any answer. He just stopped for a short time at the traffic light halfway, looked back at Liang Xiaoxiao, and looked at Liang Xiaoxiao, everything was kept silent.
The two looked at each other and smiled, the years of quarrels and misunderstandings, the vicissitudes of the past, all in this smile, they were truly relieved.
Liang Xiaoxiao has always had a grudge against the time when Huang Haotian imprisoned her. It was only at this time that Liang Xiaoxiao understood what all this was for. Looking at Song Ling like this today, Liang Xiaoxiao seemed to be able to see her In the face of his own quiet departure, what will Huang Haotian become.
She suddenly felt a little distressed, and even secretly regretted, hating herself back then, why she made such unreasonable troubles and left him ruthlessly. Even after listening to other people's opinions, she was unwilling to believe in Huang Haotian who loved her the most.
If...if she hadn't left, and Huang Haotian hadn't chosen to hide everything by himself, maybe the two of them wouldn't have missed so much time.
Liang Xiaoxiao wanted to come here, took out her mobile phone, and sent a text message to a contact named "Ling". In fact, Liang Xiaoxiao had always been in contact with this person, but she would avoid Huang Haotian in the past, choosing to be in Huang Haotian's absence. Today, Liang Xiaoxiao didn't shy away from it, but sent text messages openly in front of Huang Haotian.
"You have to believe that he loves you the most. No matter what extreme things he does, seeing his lover in pain will only make his heart hurt more."
Tang Miao quickly replied the text message.
"? What happened to you today? Or... are you Huang Haotian?"
Liang Xiaoxiao smiled, typing with both hands.
"I'm Liang Xiaoxiao herself...I just chatted with Huang Haotian today..."
"Oh? So what made you say this to me today?"
Liang Xiaoxiao frowned, sitting in the car, staring at the screen for a long time, which made her eyes feel a little uncomfortable. Liang Xiaoxiao resisted the desire to vomit in her heart, swallowed, tried hard to see the keyboard clearly, and typed these words.
"He knows that I will be in pain, so how can he feel better seeing me in pain. But even so, he has the heart to make me hurt. How painful is it for him to make this decision?"
Tang Miao replied after a while.
"...Do you know how many times I've read this tongue twister... So what? If that's the case, why do you do this? We're all so uncomfortable, maybe...it's because...we're not suitable."
Liang Xiaoxiao shook her head speechlessly, looking helplessly at Tang Miao's reply. Knowing that she can't persuade her anymore, she is experiencing the most complicated and difficult problems in the world just like herself back then. Deep in a puzzle, the authorities are confused. Even Liang Xiaoxiao herself, it was many years later that Huang Haotian took advantage of Song Ling and Tang Miao's affairs to point it out.