Chapter 46 - FALLEN

Kane heard from his friends that they saw Yanarym was in her twin sister's room, Yarisa. So, he fled to the VIP suite where her twin was transferred. As soon as he opened the door, he saw her peeling an apple while smiling while conversing with the sleeping sibling. She turned in his direction as he made a noise on sliding the door.

"Kane?" She smiled like a flower with her mellow voice. The ire he felt back when she disappeared without even consulting him dissolve in a matter of seconds. "I thought you were busy, that's why I didn't bother to notify you that I stopped by."

"Where were you? I was looking all over for you but I couldn't find you."

"I'm on vacation in Boracay." He stepped nigher to her and without saying a word heaved her into a hug.

"You, I miss you so much." He fastened his embrace to her and bussed the top of her head. "Why can't you even tell me where were you? I was worried." He loosened his grip and cupped her face.

"Kane, I have something to tell you." As their eyes met, her smile subsided. That's when Kane saw the sadness and dejection reflected in her gaze at him. At that certain moment, he knew what she was going to say. His behavior from worry came to be serious.

"Don't say it." He uttered in a disparaging tone. "I don't want to hear it." He released her from his grasp and turned in Yarisa's direction.

"You said before, we'll try, won't we?" She muttered and held his arm but he scrubbed her hand away and took a step back.

"Shut it Rym. I said I don't want to hear it." Disheartened, he was about to leave her for this conversation to end as it is but she snagged his hand and clasped it firmly.

"Kane, I can't, ---we should… stop." Yanarym apologetically said to him. But Kane won't accept that apology even if she hadn't said sorry. Because he wouldn't allow her to say sorry to him.

He faced her again this time, the affection in his eyes turned to exasperation, "Why? You like that actor so much that you can't be with me?"

"I need Alvan for my career Kane." She devoid his derisive remark, sticking to her distressed countenance. If she's anguished by the idea, why would she insist on breaking up with him? Then, keep him, make him stay!

"You need me too." He bit his lips, trying to compose himself, but he didn't know how long he could hold.

"Kane, you're my friend."

He laughed in awe, "Don't kid with me Yanarym! Friends don't make love. You told me before, right? It's making love and you were happy with me! I thought you like---"

"I slept with the CEO of Villalias Corp!" She firmly bit her lower lips, her eyes were cloudy but she didn't cry. Displeased, she was disgusted, but those emotions weren't directed at him. "I'm filthy! I'm not the woman for you, Kane. I'm selfish, I'm greedy, and a slut! I am not the one for you, you deserve better, someone better. I don't deserve you ---you are too good for me. "

"If I am too good for you, why won't you like me more?! If I deserve someone better then be a better woman for me! Why do we have to end us?!"

"Kane, don't make this hard for me… "

"Isn't this hard for me too?!" He yelled at her, he took a step forward and held both of her arms. Making her look at him straight in the eyes.

"I am crazy for you. I can't sleep at night without you by my side, I can't think straight at day because you occupied my mind," his arms slid at her frame and embraced her tightly, and buried his head to her neck. "I swear an oath to save lives but I can't even save mine from your fingers wrapped. Don't be like this, you can still use me--- don't throw me a-away, Rym ... I've fallen, I'm deeply fallen," as his voice began to lower, her shoulder began to feel damped.

Yanarym was startled, her eyes widened as she felt her wetted shoulder. She made Kane cry! An adult mature man was crying!

Guide-sama: "Yanarym, based on your actions right now, on people's standard language, you are called a ...bitch, you're a bitch."

"GUIDE-SAMA! How dare you call me that insult two times! I'm not alone, WE'RE IN THIS TOGETHER!"

Guide-sama: "Don't pull me with you into the pod of mud."

"I wasn't alone when I plotted this! More importantly, I already am terminating the plan, I wasn't even starting!"

Guide-sama: "..."

"I don't like you anymore Yanarym. I'm in love with you."

"This line, oh shit! It's still clichè when I just read the book now that I'm in the situation, oh shit! Kane! My cute cinnamon roll! Don't cry!"

Guide-sama: "...bitch."

"I told you that I have no intention of dating anyone, my priority now is Yasa," Yanarym said earnestly. Kane made the distance between them, he gaped at her and furrowed his brows.

"You shouldn't base your happiness on your sister Rym. What if she doesn't wake up?"

"KANE! WHAT ARE YOU SAYING! Take- TAKE THAT BACK! WHAT IF YASA HEARS YOU!?"

"YOU SHOULD HAVE ACCEPTED IT A LONG TIME AGO YANARYM! IT'S IMPOSSIBLE FOR HER TO WAKE UP! SHE'S ALREADY BRAIN DEAD! SHE'S NOTHING BUT A ---" A slap stopped him, she slapped him so hard that he felt the sting on his cheek. However, the physical infliction doesn't concern him.

He felt anxiousness raised from his stomach, remorse for what he had stated.

"Take it back... TAKE BACK WHAT YOU SAID ABOUT YASA! SHE'S NOT DEAD! SHE'S STILL BREATHING! SHE'S STILL WAKING UP! SHE WILL NEVER LEAVE ME!" Yanarym cried out, with no hint of humor.. "If she dies, IF SHE LEAVES ME! ​​I WILL FOLLOW HER! ---" She yelled that made him panic.