CHAPTER 024
Yanarym took the stand, without looking back she marched to his door. While Lyndon wrestled with himself. It would just take his body to deceive her. It's not like I will make love with her, we will simply have sex. Between Tiana or his body, what would he rather lose?
He took a deep breath before running after Yanarym, he grabbed her hand and pulled her to his bed. After pushing her down, he took off his shirt and pinned her beneath him then kissed her aggressively.
Yanarym couldn't even laugh at his inexperienced harsh kissing. He seemed like he was being forced to r-ape her. Excuse me? I like the role play of pretending to be the victim, not the assailant. At least for now, that was not her intention. There were ten men I left and were crazy for my body and he is here, having tantrums because he didn't want to do it with me? Fine, then. Although she wanted to experience hate sex she was not that desperate for that to force a man to do it with her. He doesn't want me? Then, she'll find another way to have him under her feet.
She pushed Lyndon's chest. As soon as there was a gap between them, she slapped his face real hard and because she wasn't content with just one slap, she did it to his other cheek too. With that, he glared back at her—for a second, their genuine feelings for each other were displayed in their eyes.
"What was that for?! Isn't this what you want?! To be fucked?! I am giving you what you want!" Yanarym slapped him again, Lyndon clenched his fist to stop himself from hitting her. He turned his head to her, "Stop slapping me or else---"
"Or else what?!" She screamed at his face. Her eyes were filled with tears but her expression was angry as he was. Lyndon was stunned. "WHAT?!"
She gritted her teeth and the obvious disappointment was visible in her countenance. "I AM CRAZY IN LOVE WITH YOU TO THE POINT THAT I PRETEND TO BE A FOOL LYNDON!" She harshly wipes away her tears. "I know that you're not into me, you are in love with Tiana! Did I ever stop you from loving her?! Did I ever become a hindrance with your plans on bringing her back, for you to be together?! I never did! I even helped you to ruin them! So, that you can have her for yourself! And I succeeded, Lyndon! You can be with her now!"
Lyndon was speechless again, so she knew, I don't know if I should call you smart for finding that out or stupid because you played along. "All I asked of you was to pretend to love me too. Is that too difficult to do?!" She didn't hold back her tears this time and cried as loud as she could. Lyndon watched her until she calmed down because he didn't know what else to do. It took minutes before she stopped crying and just stared dazed at the blanket they were sitting on.
"I don't want to remember Kraig's lips, nor his touch or his skin, I want yours, Lyndon. You're the one I want to feel! Your love although it's not real, I want it. I need it. But if you are only going to treat me… as if you are so sick of laying your hands to me. Stop. I can't. You can't do that to me. That's the least you can do for me."
He already recovered from the slap she inflicted. He looked at her, her eyes and nose were red, the loneliness in her expression wasn't that easy to ignore.
She knew the truth about his feelings for Tiana. Would that be the reason for them to end their relationship? Or was she stupid enough to stay to get used? Could he no longer use her? Not now that Kraig will become her boyfriend… that would not be possible. He was not done yet, she still could be his instrument to ruin Kraig.
Receiving no response from Lyndon. Yanarym gave in, she should try something else… For now, it would be smart to retract and admit defeat.
This may sound conceited but she was surprised that there was still a man who could reject her. Although she was annoyed, it was such a refreshing experience to get rejected too, huh. As she generally thought, it was time to leave.
"I… I understand—I understand you can't do it with me. I'm sorry for my indecent behavior." Yanarym mumbled as she wiped her tears. "My emotion got ahead of me, I'm sorry. I will not do this again." She added, "I will take my leave."
Lyndon tugged her hand before she could leave the bed. He needed her. How could he let her go? If she leaves like this, how do I guarantee that she will stay loyal to me?
She already knew about his feelings for Tiana. If he does not give her any reassurance that he would do things for her. How could she… do the same? Every mutual relationship had a fundamental pillar of foundation. And their foundation is playing in love… if he doesn't fulfill his role. The foundation of their relationship will break.
Lyndon shut his eyes firmly and didn't think about anything. Yanarym's body was gently heaved into his grasp. He opened his eyes and stooped down to kiss her lips as she crashed into his chest.
He slowly closed his eyes once more as he parted his lips to skim hers. He felt that she was startled at first and didn't reply. But he did not stop, he caressed her face, unlike the first kiss he gave her, he was caressing her a lot more gently.
The madness that was dominating him earlier faded. His mind wasn't clouded by anything but the fact that he should not let this woman leave his grasp. Not until Kraig was destroyed. It's just sex, what would be the worst that could happen?
Yanarym received his thoughts through Guide-sama, she smirked, and looked at his face, eyes closed.
So, there was still no man who could reject her, huh. She had the impression that she was gloating...
Anyway, Lyndon could not even kiss her properly and he was still having these thoughts? He is so brash. I'm not that girl who could be easily manipulated, jerk. I'm Yanarym. Let me teach you how to kiss, idiot.
She lifted her hand and touched his face, making herself comfortable before kissing him back. She'd show him what could be the worst thing that could happen after messing with her.
Lyndon felt her lips mashed to his lips, she cupped his face and savored him hungrily. She was rough and sensual at the same time. She kneeled, towering him over, he bent his neck upwards following her mouth, and she was bending to brush their lips to each other. He did not know when it happened but for the moment, he lost touch with reality.
Her tongue came out, it traced his lip's brim to edges. He voluntarily closed his eyes to fix his attention on the way she kissed him. "Open your mouth, Lyndon," her soft voice was coarse, she said it with a low tone, it sounded so coquettish, he felt his stomach knotted. With no protest, he obeyed her command. It was as if a spell was cast on him… he parted his lips and she dipped her tongue inside his mouth. What is she doing to me?
He never kissed anyone before her, he might say as well that she was his first in everything in the category of having a woman about skinship. Was it supposed to be like this? Is it normal to lose my senses?
Unlike his rabid and unrhythmically kiss earlier. Hers was rough and aggressive yet caused his stomach to feel queasy, his body sensed an odd and electrocuted sensation. The softness of her mouth and the warmth of her breath were causing his throat to dry as if he was thirsty for her saliva.
She sucked his tongue to her mouth when he was about to retreat to breath, he gasped. He could taste her sweetness, her moist breath sent him jilts and passionate she was. He felt lost amid the heat, his body searching for her tenderness and touch. Little did he know, he was already fondling her waist.
When she left his lips, he tried to grab her head to kiss him again but she was hoisting him away to breathe. He couldn't stay still, he was concupiscent and agitated.
"Do you like it?" She asked but her tone was confident that he would say yes. And she wasn't wrong… he liked it a lot. To the point that he was sure he looked so stupid and enthralled as he was staring at her. He nodded absently, "Do you want more? Say please."
"Please...." He saw her grin of satisfaction but forgot it when she stooped to kiss him again.