Chapter 286 - § REVIRGINIZED §

CHAPTER 032 

Matteo was lost. He was not sure what was happening. Why is she bleeding? Or why is she crying? He almost forgot the chagrin he was feeling and the agitation he had. The turmoil was washed out by penitence. He never thought he could cause her such despondency. He made her eyes shed tears, how could he hurt her… 

He was too disheartened. Those men and she had shared intimacy in such a humane way, and although she belonged to him, he could not interfere with her life at all. He could have not done anything but just stay idle and watch her destiny unfold. The fact that she was coupling with those with whom she was preordained to be in love with… that her body was fondled carelessly by those men. He detested it. The fact that he was not truthfully included in her life, infuriated him the most. He… he didn't want to be just a bystander. 

A thought crept to him. Yanarym was at fault, she was the one who made him do this. It was her who was causing him havoc—all change he had was because of her. She was the unfaithful one, she made him mad… and now she was angry with him because of the result of her actions? This feels wrong. Everything she is belongs to me, no matter what. I had the right to be mad, and possessive, you are mine. You can't get furious if I claim you. 

Matteo eased his mind, he toughened his expression. "How dare you condemn me?" To regain the prominence between them, he lowered his voice exhibiting his authority. 

It was her punishment, it was only right for her to get hurt. Although it took an unexpected turn, she should have seen this coming. He struggled to expel the anxiety in his heart and the tethering of his stomach. He knew he had another thing to say, to refute her and make it known to her that she was wrong and should obey him with respect.

However… 

"What did you just say?" her misty eyes blazed with resentment directly at him. She pressed her lips tightly as her face blushed red with anger. "How dare I? How dare I condemn you?—" she breathed heavily, "You fucking bastard asked how dare I?!" Matteo felt aghast, he subconsciously looked down as his body shrank. 

Yanarym wiped out her tears but did not stop crying and turned to look at her thighs—blood, she was bleeding. It was certain, Lyndon made her a virgin. What the hell?! She touched her legs and the blood transferred to her palm. She trembled in the abstruse fury she was feeling. "Not me, you! HOW DARE YOU! YOU MOTHER FUCKING ASSHOLE!"

"Yanarym!" He growled her name, but he couldn't look her in the eyes. 

"What?! WHAT?!" 

"Will you keep this attitude? Do you truly want me to get angry at you?"

"FUCK OFF! I DON'T CARE! YOU KNOW WHAT I DON'T CARE ANYMORE! SO, DON'T YOU DARE TOUCH ME AGAIN!" Matteo gulped, he completely lost to convey to her that she was the one in the wrong. She's scarier than father, he cowered. 

"I-... I'm sorry," He held his breath, he couldn't argue. "...R-rym, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I didn't know, I never had sex before." He wanted to wipe her tears away and mend her bruises but if he was not allowed to touch her, he couldn't do anything. The madness that stirred him switched to repenting. 

"I don't care, you lived a hundred thousands of years! Piercing me with that, that, huge dick of yours without any foreplay, IT'S LIKE TO WERE STABBING ME WITH A KNIFE! SEE THAT! I'M FUCKING BLEEDING!" She yelled at him again. "KEEP YOUR HUGE COCK TO YOURSELF OR I'LL CASTRATE YOU!" 

"I'll heal you, d-don't get mad—" Yanarym kept on sending Matteo a death glare so that he would not step any closer to her. She knew she was like a barking chihuahua in a fully grown lion. But this can't be continued, she won't have sex or deal with this another virgin today! Period!

"I DON'T WANT TO BE HEALED AGAIN!" She screamed at him and sobbed at her palm. Why is she even crying? Ah, to have his sympathy and let her rest tonight! 

"...I'm sorry…" He mumbled and slowly embraced her. She didn't push him away again but instead cried. 

"I-it hurts, what's wrong with all of you?! Why is everyone trying to hurt me?!" 

"I didn't mean it, I'm sorry…" he stroked her back to coax her to sleep, he won't attempt to copulate with her again without her permission. And he had to study about it too before initiating. 

"How could you do that? Just fucking me with no warning?!" She kept on raging and he felt remorseful. 

"I wasn't… I am not trying to fuck you… and stop cursing me—"

"Don't tell me what to do!" 

"Alright, alright, I'm sorry." He sighed and caressed her face. "I didn't know that there's a ritual before copulating, I'm sorry, can you forgive me?" He caressed both of her cheeks and washed them with the spring water. Her eyes and nose were too red… 

"What ritual are you saying now?" She pressed her lips together, forcing herself not to yawn. Matteo injected her body with a sleeping spell as her voice began to mellow down. 

"The foreplay you said?" He said in a soothing voice and shifted his interest to combing her hair with his fingers. She closed her eyes and rested her head on his shoulder.

"You don't even know what's foreplay," she yawned, "...if you were ignorant of this, why bother doing sex? You don't want it..." Matteo brought her back to the hot spring water and washed her body. 

He gently bathed her until she had fallen asleep. When her breathing stabilized. He carried her out of the water and brought them both back to the real dimension space. 

He thought they would be boisterous as they would be having consummation so, he brought her to a space where there were only two of them. 

Turned out, they were loud because she would be fuming with anger because of his ignorance pleasing her. He dried her body and dressed her carefully. He dressed too and laid with her on her bed. 

So, it ended like this. He could not hold himself and forced himself to her. But she rejected him and taunted him for his way of loving her. How do humans love anyway? 

In heaven, there was no such thing as romantic love. Because divinity was born as an entity that was not nurtured to be yearning for company. They had that dogma that they are complete, they never sought companions, lovers, friends, or assistance. They were never lonely. They were under the impression of being perfect individuals. 

That was why Matteo was mystified by what Yanarym had done to him. Staring at her countenance, Matteo meandered his fingers to her eyes were red from crying, as to her cheeks and her red nose, to her rosy lips. 

He doesn't know how humans do love, but their one way of expressing that was through skinship. She was infatuated with those men and she had copulated with them… that was how she conveyed her feelings to those men. 

The first time that happened, was when he found the lingering scent on her body. He guessed that was that time that he seemed to lose his clarity. He was almost devoured by rage if he did not… he could have done something terrible. 

She belonged to him but she admires other men… how could she do that… 

The second time was just recently. He loses it. All he could think was how to make her love him too… he wanted her love too. Her human way of love. He wanted to overwrite those scents on her body. 

But his expectation of love-making turned out to be chaotic. He never expected that the human body would bleed like that. He thought that he would just go in and out and she would be happy with it. He was not informed that there must be a rite that had to be performed before being one with their lover…

Matteo's lips curled into a smile as recalled. Besides their Father God, no one else could be indignant at him. He was the next most powerful person in this world. And he just realized how defiant Yanarym was earlier, uttering profanity and shouting, lecturing him what to do. She was so loud and angry and adorable. 

He stooped and tilted his head to meet her lips with his. Tugging her body, eliminating the void between them, he transferred some of his ability to her body. When he let go of her lips he gazed at her beautiful dozing visage. 

"Humans copulate if they are in the heat with lust or love. You were not in heat because of lust but you had sex with those two men. That made me jealous, very jealous, do it with me… you can love me.. I can learn, as long as I will be the one you love."