Chapter 57

What should I do with you

The angry man didn't notice at all. He just stroked my skin and dragged my clothes down.

I cling to my clothes and fight for nothing. Because of my lack of cooperation, he has been fighting with my clothes since he took off his upper body.

Because living with Qin Muyan, I was always a little defensive, so I always wore pajamas and pajamas instead of a more convenient nightgown. I didn't expect that it would be useful at this time.

Looking at the clothes is really difficult to take off, angry red eyes of the man a bite, hand with a fierce force, a tore my coat. My dignity, too, was torn apart.

There seems to be a string in my mind, which finally broke after tension.

For a moment, I seemed to be in the galaxy nightclub. I didn't know whose man was pressing on me. He was smiling and kissing my face. His greasy tongue was like a disgusting insect.

For a moment, it seemed that in the detention center, countless men surrounded me, touching my bare skin with their hands and feet, and their excited laughter was in their ears.

I blushed, instinctively resisted, waved, kicked, and even screamed.

I cried, "don't... Don't come here... Let me go!"

The man who was tugging at my pajamas seemed to realize something was wrong and stopped.

But now I'm in the fear of being violated. Where can he stop and recover? That kind of nightmare like memory, remains in the depth of my consciousness.

He was also a little flustered at this time. He held me tightly and kept saying in my ear, "I'm here, I'm here. Wake up and look at me... You're safe now..."

It seems that I can't hear anything. My ears are full of the obscene laughter of those bad men. Those excited and obscene voices, like poisonous snakes, are tightly wrapped around my ears, spitting blood red letters and hissing.

I covered my ears and screamed, "get out of here! Get out of here!

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I don't know how long this situation lasted, but later there was a voice, which seemed to emit thousands of holy lights, dispelling the poisonous snakes in the dark corner. My consciousness gradually returned, and the fragrance lingered on my nose. It was a kind of reassuring fragrance. I followed its guidance and slowly went to sleep.

At the junction of dream and reality, I heard someone sigh in my ear, deep and elegant as a cello.

He said, "Lin Huanyan, what should I do with you?"

When I woke up the next day, I was already in my bedroom.

The sun was just shining. I saw two tall figures standing in front of the big French window. One of them was wearing a white coat, and it was Joey.

Qin Muyan stood beside him and looked at the distance, "didn't you say that you had hypnotized her? Why did that happen yesterday? "

"Come on, Qin Shao, even after an operation, is there a recovery period? I just hypnotized her for a few days? It's good for you to hook up such a terrible memory in such a simple and crude way. " Joey's tone is not much better.

Any doctor will be upset when he sees the family members of the patients who are so uncooperative

I'm sorry.

Qin Mu Yan bowed his head, seems to be a little remorse, "I was angry yesterday." Joey made a stop sign. "I'm not interested in things that have nothing to do with my illness. I only know that if you want to do it again, don't even call me. I can't help it."

Qin Muyan didn't speak any more.

I deliberately got up and startled two people on the balcony.

Qin Muyan quickly walked to me and reached out to help me. I avoided his hand and even went out without giving him a look.

After a brief wash, I came to the kitchen, took out the ingredients, prepared the soup, and planned to see the soybeans still in the hospital.

During the busy time, I looked back at Qin Muyan. He just leaned against the kitchen door and looked at me. I didn't know what emotion was in his eyes, and I didn't want to know.

I turned the moment, he called me, "Lin Huanyan."

I didn't look back, and I didn't continue my action. I just stood there and waited for his afterword.

"I'm sorry."

I never thought that Qin Muyan would say these three words to people one day. He was always so cold and didn't say anything. Even when he was a poor boy, he was so proud.

I sighed, put the ingredients in my hand into the soup pot, turned around and looked at him in a calm tone, "Qin Muyan, do you know what I dreamed of last night?"

Seeing that I was willing to talk to him, he asked, "what did you dream of?"

"I dreamed about the wedding banquet three years ago, and you showed up. I laugh very happy, you are also very happy, smiling toward me, holding flowers. We are blessed by all kinds of guests, but when you came to me, you turned into a boa constrictor, clinging to me, spitting letters to me in my ear, and smearing my face with sticky saliva. It's no use asking. "

I kept looking into his eyes when I spoke, at the beginning

Wait, his eyes with attachment and a touch of guilt, but later, his eyes almost dribbled with gloom.

In a trance, I feel that those eyes are a raging sea, brewing a huge storm.

The center of the storm is my little reflection.

We looked at each other in silence, maybe for a moment, maybe for a long time. It was quiet around, only the soup in the casserole was bubbling.

He sucked hard on his cheek, as if to endure some emotion. Finally turned and left.

Downstairs came the sound of the car starting, I sat down on a chair, helplessly holding my forehead with my right hand.

Because Qin Muyan left, I took a taxi nearby and took the cooked soup to the hospital to see the fresh soybeans.

When I got on the bus, I found another man Mu Yifan sitting in the back seat of the car.

"Mr. mu?" I looked at him and was obviously stunned.

He wasn't surprised. He said with a smile, "I looked at the man from a distance

Like you, let the master stop there. It's you. "

I was not in a good mood. I managed to smile at him. I didn't get off the bus and even forgot to thank him. The scene was very awkward for a moment.

"You go to the hospital to see Maodou?" He pointed to the lunch box in my hand and asked askew, not caring about my rudeness.

I reached out and stroked my hair, nodded with a smile, "do seniors go to the hospital like this every day?"

"Not at all. Only today did I get a taxi when my car broke down. I didn't expect that... "He laughed, looked at me and said," I knew, my car should have broken down earlier. "

I was amused by the way he played tricks, and I was in a better mood.