Chapter 59

Mom, am I ok

After all, I'm not a good mother. They didn't give their children a good father, a good family, or good conditions to help them cure. Had it not been for Qin Muyan, my Maodou would have no money to cure.

Thinking of this, I regret my cold words to Qin Muyan in the morning.

If he didn't help me report home and rescue me from the detention house, just say that he was Maodou's life-saving benefactor. I shouldn't talk to him like that. I'd better make amends with him when I see him later.

His angry face came back to my mind when he left, but I don't know if he will see me in a short time.

"Mom."

A tender voice sounded in my ear. For me now, the sound is undoubtedly the sound of nature.

I was surprised to see Maodou lying on the bed with his eyes half open. His voice was a little hoarse, because he couldn't open his eyes after sleeping too long,

But it can be seen that he is in good spirits.

"How's it going? Do you feel uncomfortable? Thirsty or not? Are you hungry? Mom has stewed Soup for you. Would you like some? " I pitifully put my hand on his little face and asked in succession.

I was so nervous and surprised that Maodou just woke up and grinned. He whispered, "I want to drink water."

Because Mu Yifan had already called out that Maodou should wake up today. I kept warm water for him and adjusted the water temperature from time to time. At this time, there was just warm water in the cup.

I put my hand under Maodou's neck, carefully held his neck, and handed the water cup to his lips.

Looking at the way he half lowered his head to drink water, my heart is full of happiness. As long as the beans are ready, I'll be fine.

Mu Yifan, who heard the news, also came to Maodou quickly. After a simple inspection, he left first with great insight, leaving space and time for our mother and son.

Maodou's little hand gently stroked my face. My little face was cute and looked at me with deer like eyes: "Mom, am I ok

What happened? "

I gently put my hand on his little hand. Originally, the fleshy little hand became a little thin because of the pain. I felt a pain in my heart.

"Yes, son, it's all right. If you have a good rest, you can play with your mother. "

He laughed, just after the operation of the body is still a little weak, clearly still a child, but sensible people distressed.

"When you're ready, mom will take you to the park to fly kites, and to the aquarium you've always wanted to go to. Let's go to see jellyfish and whales.

When we are tired of playing in the evening, we will find a good place to eat, go to a good restaurant together, and then take a walk home. Mom will tell you a story and sleep with you, OK

I shake a shake to say, the eyes and the same vision of Maodou.

"Mom, will dad come with us?" Maodou asked suddenly.

I was stunned. I didn't know how to react. I hesitated for a moment, but I still decided

I will tell him the truth, "Maodou, mom and Dad, divorced." The child's innocent eyes were still staring at me, saying nothing.

"Dad, he left the city. Grandma, she's gone a long way I lowered my head to organize the language, also in order to avoid seeing the children's innocent eyes.

"As far as grandma goes?" Maodou interrupted me.

I looked at him and nodded. Talking about mother, my heart is a little heavy.

"If the operation doesn't succeed, Maodou will go to that far, far place, right?"

Maodou's words surprised me. I don't know where he heard it. I just wanted to refute it, but I saw his calm eyes. After this serious illness, the child seems to have matured a lot and has his own understanding of many things.

But such he let me feel more distressed, I reached out to touch his soft hair top, "no, even if mom do everything, also won't let Maodou

Leave mom, go to that far, far place

Speaking of the later, I have brought some cry.

That's fear. In the nearly ten hours of waiting for Maodou operation, I have been nervously waiting for the trial of fate, waiting for the good news. I dare not think in that bad direction.

But at this moment, this matter was suddenly mentioned by Maodou, and I found out how afraid I was. I was so afraid that Maodou really had an accident.

Money, family, those are not really mine. Even Jiang Nan, one day after marriage, will not belong to me. After my mother's death, what really belongs to me is my Maodou.

It's not so much that Maodou is relying on me as I'm relying on Maodou and drawing the sense of existence I need from this child.

Maodou's little hand gently stroked my face, the action was gentle, the tone was also gentle, "Mom, don't cry."

Looking at the crystal on his hand, I realized that I had shed tears.

I hastily wiped away tears with my sleeve and said with a smile, "Mom just saw Maodou wake up, so happy. Come on, son, try the yam and jujube soup your mother made for you. "

I took a small bowl filled a bowl of soup, yam pure white, jujube bright red, accompanied by thick soup bottom, looks really good-looking.

The soup is still warm because it has been warming in the incubator.

I touched it with my lips, tried the temperature, and then fed it spoonful by spoonful.

Maodou has always been a good child. At this time, he is also drinking the soup I fed him, and his eyes are still clinging to me.

Maybe it was because he had been sleeping all day. He had a good appetite and drank two small bowls before he stopped.

I had a conversation with him again. Seeing that he looked sleepy, I asked in a soft voice, "Maodou, do you want to have a rest?"

He took my hand and looked at me steadily. "I want to see my mother more."

I gently smile, "silly child, when you are well, how long do you want to see your mother. Well, mom is sleeping with you, OK

He nodded and closed his eyes obediently.

"Twinkle, twinkle, twinkle, twinkle, twinkle, twinkle, twinkle, twinkle, twinkle, twinkle, twinkle, twinkle, twinkle, twinkle, twinkle, twinkle, twinkle, twinkle, twinkle, twinkle, twinkle, twin.

In the end is the child, and because of the operation some weak, even if it is strong support, or not much will fall asleep.

One hand patted me on the shoulder behind me. When I looked back, I saw Mu Yifan in his white coat smiling and mouthing me: "let's go out for a while?"

He tried to open his mouth, I chuckled out, bent down to tuck in the corner for Maodou, and went out with him.

Mu Yifan took off his white coat in the office and took me to a cafe opposite the hospital.