Chapter 120

Unless I die

"Give me some time." His voice was bitter and hoarse, like the voice of a bird after its desperate cry.

I looked at him, eyes full of sorrow, "Qin Muyan, I'm not the former Lin family daughter Lin Huanyan. I have been married with a child. I have no youth, no beauty and no time. What do you want me to wait for you? "

Tears like can no longer bear the pain in the eyes of the general, rushing to the whereabouts, I said in a sad voice, "Qin Muyan, you let me go, OK?"

Hazy line of sight, I saw Qin Muyan's hand a few times, seems to wipe away tears for me, and in scruples about what.

We are only a step away, but I feel like a natural moat.

Suddenly, a warm and dry palm brushed my cheek to wipe away my tears. I heard his voice like a sharp sword, piercing the wall I worked hard to build.

He said, "unless I die."

His hand pressed me on his shoulder and let my tears wet his suit.

I choked and murmured, "too late, too late..."

If only you had said that at the engagement party three years ago.

Now, things are right and people are wrong.

As time goes by, I've spent three years in a hopeless marriage, and you've been trapped for half of your life by a doomed marriage.

His thin lip kisses the top of my hair with infinite tenderness and love, just like a fragile precious China.

"Huanyan, you just need to remember that all my efforts are for one day, I can be with you." His voice is as cool as gold and jade, hitting my heart one by one.

And I don't know whether I can believe the man I love who once abandoned me.

Qin Muyan just hugged me very hard and warmed me with his body, as if afraid that I would leave him next second.

I wantonly cried in his arms, as if to make him not

All the grievances when he was here were crying to him. I don't know where I come from so many tears, just in front of him, I am particularly vulnerable.

After crying, I still had to work. I sobbed and wiped my face. I stood up and went to the bathroom of Qin Muyan's office. I was ready to make up and went out to continue working.

When I got to the sink, I was stunned.

The shelves of the washing table are full of cosmetics and skin care products of my common brands.

I turned around and Qin Muyan stood at the door like that. His dark gray high-end suit still had my tears, but he didn't look embarrassed.

His dark cold eyes looking at me, is the indescribable tangle and love.

Cry too long, my voice a little astringent, pointing to the things on the shelf asked him, "these, how do you know?"

He pursed his lips, as if a little embarrassed, "just pay more attention to you."

I opened my mouth, didn't know what to say, so I had to wash my hands in silence

Face, put on a make-up, cry after the eyes red and swollen and stay up late after the eyes black, let me look very spiritless, had to paint a thick eye makeup to cover. Knowing that he would not change, when he walked out of the room, he couldn't help asking again, "why don't we just do this."

"No way." Sure enough, he still gave such a firm answer.

I bowed my head with a bitter smile and walked out of the office.

I was going to pick up Maodou after work, and then two people went home together. But because I promised Ji Xuan to go to the hospital to take care of him, and it's not good to always let Jiang Nan lead the children for me, I decided to take Maodou to the hospital to take care of Ji Xuan.

"Mom, where are we going?" Maodou sat by my side and asked me.

I love to smile, "my mother has a client, because my mother has a bad stomach, you accompany my mother to see him, OK?"

Maodou nodded, very cute and charming, which made people pity, "good."

After that, he lowered his head and played with the Kongming lock in his hand.

Maodou is very interested in these intellectual toys. He always likes to play with magic cube and Kongming lock. The Kongming lock in his hand was bought for him by Qin Muyan.

Thinking of Maodou's favor for Qin Muyan, my heart is more heavy.

If I want to completely break my personal relationship with Qin Muyan, I must let Maodou break with him.

However, the child is so young that he has no father and is indifferent to everyone. It's rare for him to be so dependent. If I insist on taking it away, isn't it too cruel?

However, if we keep on opening, we can't completely break off with Maodou as a bridge.

The more I thought about it, the more confused I was. I simply rubbed my eyebrows, put aside this problem and stopped thinking about it. I looked at Maodou playing with toys.

Aware of my eyes, Maodou's attention moved away from Kongming lock. Her little soft body leaned on me and said to me with Kongming lock, "Mom! I untied it

Listening to his joyful voice, looking at him as pure as the black crystal

My eyes, my heart also followed the sweet soft up, "beans really good!"

Maodou gave me a sweet smile, then bowed his head to continue to play.

The hospital and Maodou school are not close to each other, but the driving speed is fast. I took Maodou's little hand and walked into Jixuan's ward.

"Maodou, uncle Ji." I put my hands on Mao Dou's shoulder and said with a smile.

"Uncle Ji." Maodou obediently called Ji Xuan, who was sitting on the bed, but his tone was very distant, with a sense of distance, which was quite different from Qin Muyan.

But if you think about it, he will only be a little more lively and soft when facing me and Qin Muyan.

I smile apologetically, "sorry, little boy."

Ji Xuan doesn't care much about this. Instead, he asks excitedly, "is this your son?"

I nodded and touched his hairy head lovingly. He looked up and gave me a soft smile.

Ji Xuan took out a thick red envelope from under the pillow on one side and handed it to him

To Maodou, "I don't know if you come. Uncle Ji doesn't prepare any gifts. These are the gifts uncle Ji gives you. In the future, my uncle will give you more. " I don't know why. With the last sentence, he looked in my direction.

Maodou didn't borrow it, but looked at my face.

I don't agree, "it's nothing, Mr. Ji..."

"I thought," he interrupted suddenly, "we're friends."

Looking at the smiling look in his eyes, I had to compromise again. After all, now I go back and annoy him, and the cooperation is in vain, which is equivalent to the previous compromise.

I nodded to Maodou, who took the red envelope and said, "thank you."

"How sensible." Ji Xuan a pair of amorous Danfeng eyes full of smile, while praising to raise his hand to touch Maodou's head.