Chapter 203

You're pregnant

I gave him a guilty look.

At the moment, his hair is still wet, but the first thing he did as soon as he came into the room was to persuade me to have a meal, and I couldn't even care to wipe my own hair, but I was angry with the innocent man

I dropped my eyes, took the bowl in his hand and said in a low voice, "go and wipe your hair. Don't catch cold tomorrow."

"Congee..." Mu Yifan is still worried.

"I'll drink it." I said faintly.

Then he picked up the bowl of porridge and drank it with his head down.

Mu Yifan gently smiles, and then goes to the bathroom to get a towel to wipe his hair.

I am absent-minded to drink the bowl of porridge, the stomach has a slight warmth, people are a little lazy, and half lying there in a daze.

Mu Yifan came out and said, "are you finished so soon? What would you like to drink tomorrow? Shall I make it for you? "

I shook my head coldly, not aiming at him, but because I can't lift anything up now, I can't help but look a little listless.

Mu Yifan's eyes were a little sad, but he didn't want to make me unhappy. He just picked up the incubator with a forced smile, "I'll do more tomorrow. You can eat whatever you like."

"Yifan," I called, turning to leave him, tone guilty, "you don't have to be like this."

Mu Yifan's body stopped, but he didn't look back. His voice was cold. "Huanyan, you can deprive me of being your boyfriend, but can you not deprive me of the right to stay with you and take care of you?"

His voice with obvious hurt and sad, my heart is also very uncomfortable.

Among so many people, the one I don't want to hurt is him, but every one

Every time I hurt him, I hurt him.

I sighed and explained palely, "Yifan, I didn't mean that."

He didn't look back and didn't speak. He just moved on.

The empty room left me alone.

In other words, the whole building, only left me alone.

Just a few days ago, as soon as I opened the door, that person would appear in front of me and smile to be with me.

How could it have been like this in just a few days?

I felt like I was missing something in my heart. I couldn't resist the feeling of emptiness any more. I threw myself on the sofa and cried.

After a few days, I spent in this state of muddle.

Maybe I'm a slow-moving person. When I first found out, I just felt that there was a kind of anxiety

Unreal feeling, when a person calms down, now he just realizes the inner despair and grief.

After being dismissed by Tianyi, I didn't need to get up early to go to work, and no one urged me to write a manuscript, no friends, no lovers. If Mu Yifan didn't come here every day, I really doubt that no one would know that I would die here one day.

Mu Yifan knew that I was not in the right state and would come to accompany me every day. I simply gave him a key to avoid him knocking on the door every time. At first, he would bring me his own soup every day. Later, he bought materials directly from the supermarket and brought them to me to make them, so that I could eat them directly.

Mu Yifan used to cook me medicated food when he was in England, but now he is familiar with it.

I feel sorry in my heart, but I'm afraid that he will be more sad if I say it,

Just muddle along.

But, several times, I have seen him face tired to open the door, still with the smell of disinfectant, a look that just came down from the hospital operating table.

But no matter how busy and tired he is, he always comes to cook dinner for me and talk to me.

Later, he told me that he was afraid. He was afraid that if I had no one to take care of me at that time, I would boil myself down.

As soon as Mu Yifan came in today, he gave me a smile. "When I got off work, I saw that the perch in the supermarket was still very fresh, so I bought some back, and I'll cook fish soup for you later."

I had to nod and didn't answer.

Fortunately, he is also used to my silence these days. He doesn't like it. He talks to me while cooking.

The sound of soup in the kitchen and his gentle and elegant voice

Interweave together, really have a kind of human fireworks feeling.

But Qin Muyan, why can't you do the fireworks you promised me?

I had a bitter smile.

These days, I have thought about the bad relationship between Qin Muyan and me. I don't know how many times.

From the beginning when he was a poor boy, he left without saying goodbye seven years ago, met again four years ago, made fun of his fate three years ago, and was dogged after returning home. Until now, he has been lying in bed lifeless.

I still have so many things to ask clearly. Why can't he get up in bed?

Mu Yifan let the soup stew there, sat next to me, thoughtfully put on a dress for me, hesitated and said, "I read the news today, Qin Muyan... He is definitely a vegetable."

My body is stiff for a while, Mu Yifan's eyes glide over a trace of heartache

But don't worry, the Qin family and the Ji family will try their best to save him. The Ji family is still in medicine. Didn't they cure Qin Muyan's mother? "

I nodded casually. I didn't know what was going on in my heart. I thought of the man with a mole in the corner of his eye that I saw at a glance of the hospital.

At the moment, Ji Qing is lying in a man's arms, staring at the ceiling in a daze.

The man beside her is naked where the quilt doesn't cover, with a satisfied and happy smile on his face. He puts his hand across the quilt on Ji Qing's waist, and the mole at the corner of his eye is indistinct.

When did it start? Ji Qing thought.

It's about after that woman's haunted return home.

Qin Muyan wants to divorce her and investigate the woman's abortion. She is so flustered that she is afraid that he will lose him after finding out the truth. But Qin Muyan's mother's illness has been cured, and she has lost the chips to contain him.

At that time, she was under a lot of pressure. She often went out to get drunk. When she was young, she admired her. Li Xiao was not at ease and insisted on going with her. She didn't care, so she let him go.

I don't know why. She drank one cup after another that day. Until the end, when her consciousness was vague, she scolded Qin Muyan, pulled the tie of the man around her and said to his forehead, "since he's sleeping with other women, I'll bring him a green hat."

The subsequent memory is nothing more than the intertwined body and the hazy scene.

When she woke up the next day, Li Xiao was already cooking for her in the kitchen. When she saw her wake up, she asked her what she wanted to eat with a smile.

What did she do at that time?

Yes, she ordered him not to look back at her, and then set up a suit in a hurry

Clothes, rushed to him and slapped him..

The fish soup is ready soon. Mu Yifan brings it over and hands me a small bowl.

I used to reach out to pick it up, but as soon as I got close to the bowl of soup, I felt a fishy smell coming, and then my stomach twitched uncontrollably.

I covered my mouth, pushed Mu Yifan's arm away and ran to the toilet, lying on the edge of the toilet and retching.

I didn't eat anything. I couldn't vomit anything. I just vomited some water and gastric juice.

Mu Yifan in my side, anxiously give me along the back, looking at my sad look distressed.

I slowly, reluctantly smile to him, gently patted his hand, "nothing."

Mu Yifan's eyes were still worried, but he nodded his head in coordination, only to find out

He helped me back to the dinner table. "Isn't the fish I bought today not fresh? It's very fresh to me! "

After thinking about it, he said, "don't you have a bad meal these two days. Is your stomach broken?"

I didn't have the strength to get back to him, and he didn't seem to want my answer.

Just sitting at the table, the fishy smell rushed to my stomach again, so I had to go to the toilet again and retch.

Mu Yifan took the pot of fish soup back to the kitchen, and then he dared to help me out.

"Huanyan, listen to me and check tomorrow, OK?" Mu Yifan helped me to sit down on the sofa, poured a cup of warm water and handed it to me, his pretty eyebrows frowning tightly.

I shook my head. I didn't want to do that.

On this matter, Mu Yifan is not easy to talk. He advised me for a long time, until I nodded and agreed.

The results of the examination were unexpected to both of us.

"Congratulations, Ms. Lin, you have been pregnant for more than 20 days," the doctor told me with a smile, and then turned to Mu Yifan, who had a complicated face. "Mr. mu, I see your wife's body. She has had an abortion before. It's difficult for her to conceive this time. You should take more care of her."

In order to avoid embarrassment, Mu Yifan and I did not go to Mu Yifan's Hospital, but came to the municipal hospital.

The doctor didn't know this talented doctor, thought I was his wife, and congratulated us with a happy face. But no matter Mu Yifan or me, there is no smile on my face.

In particular, Mu Yifan's face was so bad that people almost thought that he had come to see a doctor.