Chapter 648

In the front yard Pavilion, Lin Luoshui prepared drinks and cakes. Recalling Mrs. Bai's question just now, Lin Luoshui slowly told Mrs. Bai about it. After listening, the two servant girls behind Mrs. Bai secretly wiped their tears, and Mrs. Bai was also moved: "I didn't expect you to be a martyr. In order to keep your promise with your husband and take better care of your children, raise your knife and destroy your appearance. Only that unswerving love can give you the courage to start."

It is rare for a woman to ruin her face with her own hands.

Lin Luoshui smiled and said, "Mrs. Bai is serious. I just don't want to be disturbed. I just want to raise my children."

"You have been very successful. Li Luoyang's achievements are second to none among his peers, and even his descendants in the palace are not half as good as him." Mrs. Bai said reluctantly, thinking about her children and looking at Li Luoyang's achievements, Mrs. Bai really couldn't accept the gap in her heart. She hoped that her children would be able to inherit the imperial power than anyone, but he didn't work hard. He was idle all day and had already lost the qualification to compete with the children of other concubines.

"I'm ashamed to say that when I was young in Luoyang, I was taken back to Luoyang by the Lin family and hardly took care of him. This is my debt to him. The reason why he has achieved today is entirely by himself. To tell the truth, I didn't expect him to come to this step." Lin Luoshui was ashamed. Thinking about Li Luoyang wandering alone for so many years and how to live at a young age, Lin Luoshui felt that his heart was dripping blood. Fortunately, Li Luoyang has stood firm now, which is more or less a comfort.

"On the first day I came to Luoyang City, I had the chance to live together in Wenjun Yazhu. Then I learned Li Luoyang's skills. I really want to take him to the palace to further study and become a great thing in the future. However, this child has no interest in the government and the public. It is rare that someone does not move by power. Even if he is a child, he has not died of interest, which proves that he has his own plans and ideas It's rare. "

In the face of Mrs. Bai's praise of Li Luoyang, Lin Luoshui naturally felt proud and happy. As a mother, she likes to listen to others' praise of her son, not to mention the love from the Queen: "thank you, Mrs. Bai."

"By the way, you haven't answered my question just now. Does Zhou Xiangong know the scar on your face?"

Lin Luoshui nodded: "I know."

"Hasn't he given up yet?"

"I don't know."

"Do you want him to give up?"

"Hope. At the beginning, I hoped I had no contact with him. I always treated him as a brother. The scar on my face not only wanted to keep those men away, but also wanted to tell him that I only love one person in this life. I am willing to give up everything for that person."

Mrs. Bai smiled helplessly: "you and Zhou Xiangong are infatuated people. One is unwilling to give up and the other is unwilling to let go. It's rare, but have you ever considered that if Zhou Xiangong really doesn't like you, the Lin family will let you go?"

Lin Luoshui smiled and said, "people in the family have long wanted to put me to death. I let them lose face. If they don't die, they scruple Zhou Xiangong's existence. I'm already a pile of bones, but even so, I'm willing to let him give up, because I don't want to ruin his life. No matter what happens to this generation, I won't accept him."

Xiao Hong couldn't help interrupting and asked, "why? Zhou Xiangong is so excellent that he doesn't deserve you."

Mrs. Bai didn't stop Xiao Hong from interrupting impolitely, which is why she also wanted to know the answer.

Lin Luoshui smiled calmly and said, "there is only one person in my heart. I have always been a family member to Zhou Xiangong, and I never think he is unworthy, but I don't deserve him. He should find a better woman, not a woman with a sense of belonging."

Little green also asked suspiciously, "does he love you for so many years, you don't feel at all?"

"Little girl, if you love someone, you must be rewarded? As I said just now, I have only family affection for him, not a trace of affection. He knows very well that if I have a trace of affection for him, why did I run away from home? Why didn't I marry Zhou Xiangong according to the family arrangement? Hehe, I won't leave even if there is a trace."

Looking at the firmness in Lin Luoshui's eyes, Mrs. Bai smiled: "I envy you that you have such a feeling. You dare to put down everything for the people you love. Feelings in this world are uncontrollable. I have contacted Zhou Xiangong many times. He is really excellent. Many senior officials in the palace want to marry their daughter to him, but he was unmoved. I didn't know it was because of your existence until later."

Lin Luoshui frowned. Mrs. Bai's words were somewhat helpless. Lin Luoshui seemed to feel that Mrs. Bai had other feelings for Zhou Xiangong.

Mrs. Bai stood up slowly, looked up and sighed: "that year in Chang'an temple, I used to chant scriptures for my children, but I didn't expect to be assassinated. At that time, Zhou Xiangong saved me and stayed with me in the temple for a whole night. That night was a feeling I had never had before. That incomparable sense of security is still unforgettable to me."

Mrs. Bai obviously fell into memories, and her eyes had become moist. Lin Luoshui never thought that Mrs. Bai, as the queen, actually had Zhou Xiangong in her heart. But on second thought, life in the Imperial Palace was originally boring. In addition, the emperor rarely slept with the queen, and many people in the Imperial Palace had never served the emperor in their lives. They often suffered countless loneliness, let alone feeling lonely Feel safe.

Wiping the tears from the corners of her eyes, Mrs. Bai smiled and looked at Lin Luoshui: "do you know why I envy you now? Zhou Xiangong loves you and your son is so excellent that she really envies others."

"Mrs. Bai is serious, but have you ever thought about what will happen to you even if Zhou Xiangong loves you?"

Mrs. Bai smiled boldly: "Of course I thought about it, because I thought about it, so you can live today! He and I will not have any results. If so, I will send someone to kill you and let him stop thinking about you, and then stay with me. It is precisely because there is no result, I don't need him to hate me. Now I cherish my friendship with him, and this is the only way in this life."

Mrs. Bai took up her glass and drank it all at once: "even if I'm not a queen, but just an out of favor concubine, I can escape the palace and be with him, but now I have no way, no way to leave the cage, no way to get what I want."

Lin Luoshui said slowly, "it seems that Mrs. Bai is also a man of temperament. How many women want to have your power in the harem, but you don't care. All you want is to be with your loved ones. Those women competing for power in the harem can't compare with you."

Mrs. Bai raised her glass again, collided with Lin Luo's water, smiled and said, "that's it."