When they got to the balcony outside, before master Yan spoke, Jiao Yang apologized and said, "I'm sorry, uncle, I didn't take good care of Ya Ru."
Yan's eyes full of pain, he shook his head at Jiao Yang, "it's not your fault, you can do this, our family will thank you."
Taking care of Yan Yaru is definitely a very difficult job.
AIDS hit her too hard, and the humiliating experience of country B almost destroyed her spirit.
Not to mention, she still has this serious depression.
The virus infection did not kill her, on the contrary, she tried to die in three days, several times hovering on the edge of life and death.
During this period of time, yanyaru has completely changed. She is sensitive, perverse and violent, aiming at everyone who tries to be nice to her, and Jiao Yang is the one who suffers the most.
But he didn't show the intention of flinching once.
In fact, the bottom of Yan's heart is very tangled. For Jiao Yang, he feels guilty and knows that it's unfair for him to let him stay with his daughter.
At the beginning of the daughter and Jiaoyang things, this period of time, he also had some understanding.
After knowing how they got involved, his view of Jiao Yang has changed a lot. From the beginning of the look down on, look down on, and even strong resistance, to the present appreciation, guilt, remorse.
He knew that his daughter had already been like this, and what she would be like in the second half of her life was already a fixed number, so Jiao Yang should not be dragged down.
He is a rare, ambitious, hardworking and capable young man. His future should be bright and boundless. He should not be here with his daughter and waste the good time he should have worked hard.
However, his daughter's current situation, if there is no Jiao Yang, he really does not know what to do.
AIDS is not cured, but also doomed to death.
How can parents bear to see their daughter die?
Are you looking forward to one more day for your daughter?
But this has Jiao Yang here, daughter still three days two ends of thinking, if Jiao Yang is not there?
He really did not have the confidence, also did not dare to think, at that time daughter, will be what appearance.
He frowned and thought his words over and over again, but he didn't want to. At this time, Jiao Yang opened his mouth first.
"Uncle, I don't want to go on like this any more."
His words surprised master Yan. He looked up and looked at Jiao Yang. His lips moved, but he couldn't speak.
Since his daughter's illness, Jiao Yang has been taking care of her for more than three months. In these three months, he can't find a single fault. Even his own mother and Yaru can't do Jiao Yang's job.
His daughter is so noisy all day, even he and Mrs. Yan can't stand it, let alone Jiao Yang?
He originally wanted to discuss with Jiao Yang and find a way to improve his daughter's present situation, but when he heard Jiao Yang say so, he swallowed it.
But since Jiao Yang's intention to retreat has sprouted, he should not stop him.
He nodded, "all right."
Jiao Yang was a little confused by what he said. He frowned, then opened his mouth and continued to go down.
"Yaru was already weak. The doctor said that if she continued to struggle like this, AIDS didn't kill her. On the contrary, she was killed by herself. It's not a good way to go on like this. I have been accompanying her, persuading her, enlightening her, and telling her that getting this disease is not the end of her life. Now with such advanced medical technology, as long as it is combined with treatment, she can still live for a long time. She should, too, but when she got sick, she forgot all about it. "
After hearing Jiao Yang's words, master Yan didn't react at first, but soon he found that he had misunderstood Jiao Yang.
He just said that. He didn't want to leave at all. He thought of going with himself. He wanted to help Yan Yaru change the status quo.
"During this period, my biggest feeling is that the reason why Yaru is like this is actually because she has no sense of security. Although she is strong on the surface, in fact, she is the most vulnerable and afraid of loneliness. She often asks me what would happen if I was not with her one day. If you, your aunt and the second young lady dislike her and dislike her, what should she do. Suffering from this disease, she is painful and self abased. At the bottom of her heart, she has classified herself and other people into two categories. She lives cautiously. She wants to get close to us, but she doesn't dare to. She deliberately keeps a distance from us. This distance is also the root of her pain. This distance makes her afraid. She has no place in her heart, and people are engulfed by loneliness. "
Jiao Yang paused. "It's not enough just to tell her that she still has hope. What we should do is to give her hope and let her see it herself."
He turned around, raised his eyes and looked at master Yan.
"So, I'm looking for you today to discuss my marriage with ya Ru."
Just along with Jiao Yang's way of thinking, master Yan, coldly hears that Jiao Yang has made a mistake."What, what?"
"Uncle, I'm asking for your permission. I want to marry Yaru."
Jiao Yang affirmative answer, Mou se is serious.
This sentence is no less shocking to master Yan than when Jiao Yang came all the way from country a and told him that he would accompany Yan Yaru to finish her last journey.
He was full of disbelief and looked at Jiao Yang, who was still young.
"Do you know that no matter how well controlled she is, Yaru will not live more than 20 years? In the past 20 years, her condition will not get better. She will only get worse day by day. She has depression, has a violent temperament, and even kills herself when she goes crazy. "
"I know, I know all of them." Don't wait for master Yan to finish, Jiao Yang opens his mouth and interrupts him.
"That's why I want to marry her and give her a sense of security. Not only that, we have to have a child that belongs to both of us. Like other people of the same age, we have to tell her that she is just sick, and she has not become an alien
Jiao Yang's last words are blindfolded by master Yan.
Getting married?
Having a baby?
Let alone Yan Yaru, even he, who was a father, did not dare to think about such a thing since he learned that his daughter was infected with such a disease.
It's enough for them that their daughter can walk through the rest of her life, but what does the young man say?
He doesn't dislike her, is willing to marry her and have children with her?
"Jiao Yang, do you know, do you know that Yaru has AIDS, which will be transmitted to her children through mother to child breeding..."