In fact, when I think about it carefully, apart from the initial short-term happiness, this relationship brings Yan Xiaoshu more endless waiting and great pain of loss.
In this relationship, Yan Xiaoshu suffered too much injustice and suffered too much, so that, slowly, her little self-confidence, which was not so strong, has disappeared without a trace.
More than anyone else, she was eager for Mingkun to think of herself and hope that they could be together again. However, she did not dare to have too much hope.
Because she has tasted too much of the disappointment and loss of hope.
It's better to prepare for the worst from the beginning than to let yourself fall into that kind of sadness again. On the contrary, it can make you feel less miserable.
Looking at the hidden sadness floating in Yan Xiaoshu's eyes, Tang wanwan sighed, and his heart was especially strong for the girl in front of him.
She still remembers how she first saw Yan Xiaoshu many years ago.
At that time, she was quite different from what she is now.
She is self-confident and beautiful. She never pays attention to men. She is proud and unruly. She is spoiled by the second elder of the Yan family. Even the Lord Wang Jue, who is superior, has never been in her eyes.
Behind her, there is no lack of pursuers, but for her, those people are not worth mentioning. When did she care so much about which man.
Even if song Mingyuan refused to marry her at the beginning, she was just angry and angry, but she didn't feel sad. Finally, after seeing the love between Janny and song Mingyuan, she quietly chose to quit and wish her best.
At that time Yan Xiaoshu how natural and unrestrained, how comfortable to live, and then look at the front of this silly girl.
How many disappointments, how many desperation, and how many years of hard work have turned Yan Xiaoshu into such a timid, self-confident man with a touch of obvious sadness in his brow!
"Xiao Shu, don't think so. It will be fine. Everything will be fine."
Want to comfort her, but searched the words in my mind, Tang wanwan can only say such a sentence.
Obviously, she also knows that Yan Xiaoshu is just a way of self-protection.
She is no longer a child. She is mature and knows how to adjust her mood as soon as possible. If you comfort her and give her hope at this time, you may hurt her.
Three years, these three years are almost the most precious time in Yan Xiaoshu's life. How Yan Xiaoshu changes little by little, and how she struggles to get out of sadness and despair, Tang wanwan always looks in the eye. She often thinks that if this girl suddenly falls down one day, she won't be surprised.
Strong psychological pressure, has let her collapse once, isn't it?
"Sister wanwan, you don't have to comfort me. I know everything."
To be Yan Xiaoshu, first changed relaxed tone, touched the corner of the mouth, to Tang wanwan show a smile.
"Look at me. I'm so big, and I can't help crying. Sister wanwan, you really don't want to talk about me."
She raised her hand, wiped the tears from her eyes, took a breath, and went on.
"Well, let's not talk about that. When are you going to the base? I haven't been there for a long time. I miss them very much. Why don't I go with you? "