The deepest pain, and the strongest regret, are from that time.
He once went crazy and ran all the bars in the city. He went online and used his method of investigating her brother to search for her whereabouts everywhere. But at this time, he found that he didn't know anything about her at all.
She is a very clean girl, not only the appearance, he used a personal relationship, looking for social platforms, can not see any trace of her.
She is really like a white rose without dust. No matter how sweet the fragrance is, it will dissipate.
At that time, he was hysterical. He was in his thirties, but he was like a teenager in his early twenties. He did many crazy and reckless things.
At that time, he was really decadent and depressed. What he was full of was the night of parting.
He regretted, chagrined, how he didn't tell her the truth behind, he also complained, also blame her why so cruel a goodbye don't say, completely disappeared in his world.
But after all, he is a person who has set his life path. In more than ten years, his goal is no longer his only goal. It has become a link to maintain the interests of many people. Among them, the most profound one is his wife's family.
He soon received a warning to remind him to recognize the reality he was in and the reason why rose was so.
He realized that her strength was also due to her deep love for him.
She saw his tangle, saw his struggle, and knew that he was in a dilemma, so she helped him make a decision that he couldn't be cruel to himself.
He can't leave from her. She will do it for the person who is cruel to leave.
If her appearance no longer brings him happiness and laughter, but endless pain, they can't be seen.
For the first time, he realized that being loved by someone was such a feeling, such a close heart, such a warmth, such a love that filled people's eyes with tears.
After that, he quickly adjusted his mood and returned to his original life.
At that time, he didn't want to take back Ming's family. Over the years, all his supporters have become the thrust that he must continue to fight for.
He has been unable to turn back, once the retreat, waiting for him, he will be unable to bear the consequences.
Rose just saw this step, so she left.
And he, knowing later, finally understood her pains, and according to her arrangement, returned to the so-called right path. In the eyes of those who supported him, he might have made a right choice, but the real feeling was only known by himself.
That kind of, the heart seems to be torn off a son, pan a silk cool feeling, it is not good at all.
Clearly still that home, or that kind of life, but the bottom of my heart is like a little less something, often think of, also feel tingling.
Continue to go to work, continue to plan, continue to work, continue to go out to find a quiet bar, drink and relax when his wife brings Ma you back to play mahjong.
However, the mood has been very different.
He suddenly realized that what he had thought was that his wife had given him complete freedom, which was the greatest advantage of the marriage and the most desirable point for his wife.