Chapter 749

Combined with the situation at that time, and think about her words now, qianchurui really understood what kind of mood she was in at that time.

"Later I look at each and every one of you, at my father's worry and concern for me, and at Xiao Yuanhang's love and consideration for me. I can't say a word. Maybe I'm selfish, maybe I'm cowardly, but under such circumstances, how can I tell them that the peach they are thinking of has already died on the East Mountain and will never come back

"Xiao Yuanhang thought that he was angry with me that made me like that, so no matter how I yelled at him or drove him away, he just refused to leave. He endured and treated me tenderly, expecting me to get better all the time About that time, I felt your hostility and knew you liked him It was also at that time, after some of his stories, I knew why my sister would quarrel with him and go to Dongshan in the angry night That's when you hate me more? "

"Yes..." The past is fresh in my mind, so many years ago, as if it was yesterday, the memory is still so clear.

Qianchurui hates Qiantao very much, so the things about her will be deeply recorded in her mind unconsciously.

"Then I thought Why can you be so headstrong, why do you try every means to drive him away and refuse him with a stone heart, he just won't leave you, take a look at me more, why can you squander his kindness to you so recklessly? When I think about this, I hate you very much. You and I share the same surname Qian. Do I deserve less than you just because of my identity? "

"You are wrong No one can be reckless to squander who is good to him, and no one is really hard hearted. At that time, I suffered too much, his appearance was just right, filled the vacancy in my heart. He is too gentle, too used to me, in order to make me smile, he can even make himself covered with mud, how can I not move? He told me that he could do anything as long as I was happy.

"But It wasn't for me after all. I know that he is for his sister, and I have all this because of my sister, whether it is the love of my father or Xiao Yuanhang. Everything around me has been reminding me that without my sister, I would never have had these. The more I think about it, the more I escape I can't want anything from my sister. I don't want your hate or their love. I'm always on the run, but I don't know where I can escape... "

After the exposure of ChuChu's identity, qianchurui never seriously thought about these things.

So it wasn't until this moment that she realized why.

Why did she break up with Yuanhang in those years? Why did she refuse to look back on him.

They all thought it was her who was so narrow-minded that she didn't know It's because she's burdened with too much. She doesn't allow herself to live too well in her heart, and she doesn't allow herself to rob her sister's feelings.

Think of this, qianchurui some accident.

How could she Analysis to the heart of thousands of ChuChu?

"Everything was fine We could have had a good time without interfering with each other As long as your heart is not so cruel, but as long as you put away your jealousy, then everything will not happen