144 Alright not to be ok

From the initial turtle like speed, Violet can now push the cart like how a person would normally move a cart in the supermarket while like the coach that she is, Karen kept on hurling 'encouragements' towards Violet with a carrot and stick method. Whereas the stick was Karen herself who was positioned in front of the cart and the carrot was Dean's picture in Violet's screen saver.

"VIOLET! GIRL! STOP!" exclaimed Karen as she panicked and hurriedly waved her arms in front.

Violet hurriedly planted her feet on the ground to gain leverage and halt the moving cart. She was able to halt the cart just a few inches before it hit Karen. Karen had her heart stuck in her throat. When the cart stopped, she felt relieved. Find authorized novels in Webnovel，faster updates, better experience，Please click www.novelhall.comfor visiting.

"ARE YOU CRAZY?! YOU ALMOST RAN ME OVER! WERE YOU PLANNING TO KILL ME!" protested Karen as she placed her hand on top of her chest to calm herself down.

"Hehe sorry Girl. My bad, the cart was too heavy and the weight just kind of carried itself. It was hard to stop. But I did what you made me do and I've reached the destination, so what now?" muttered Violet as she sheepishly scratch her head while thinking, 'I wasn't planning to ran over you but I do had thoughts of it since you kept bossing me around'.

"You did great! How are you feeling?" Karen asked as she went towards the machine.

"Good? Exhausted? Amazed at myself? I did not know that I could move something as heavy as that" Violet placed a finger on her lips as she thought of answers.

"Great! Are you still affected by your cheating ex?" Karen asked to Violet who was at her back as she leaned on the machine and tinkered with the settings.

"Not really? I guess?" answered Violet with no confidence in her voice.

Karen stopped what she was doing and faced Violet.

"Really? How about if I mention his name?" Karen went beside Violet.

"I'm not that affected?" Replied Violet who was in denial.

"Hm? You are in denial. Dean. Dean. Dean. Dean. Dean" ranted Karen at Violet's ear.

"Stil-" Violet tried to deny it but was interrupted by Karen.

"Dean. Dean. Dean. Dean. Dean. Dean. Dean" Karen reached out and grabbed Violet from her shoulders to prevent her from running away and decided to pester without stop until she heard what she wanted.

"Fine! I admit! I am still affected by that douche!" muttered Violet as she had her hands cover her ears from Karen's onslaught.

"Violet, it is not good to lie about your feelings and even worst was to deny it. Don't hide it and bottle it deep inside your heart. It will work for a little while but someday it will find a way to resurface again. That will never allow you to fully heal from what happened. You don't have to pretend you are  not ok. It is alright to not be ok. It is alright to breakdown and cry. The important thing is that in the end you will pick yourself up and continue to live forward"