Chapter 146

Until the waiter brought in the milk tea and snacks and went out again, Wen Ruyan said in a hoarse voice.

"Sisi, eat snacks. I remember when you were a child, you liked sandwich snacks best."

Well, when Nie Xiangsi was a child, he really liked to eat snacks with sugar heart. He bit open the crisp skin, and the rich sugar heart came out slowly. Through his teeth, when he ate into his mouth, Nie Xiangsi felt that his stomach was sweet and his heart was sweet.

Nie Xiangsi slowly turns her face from the window to face Wen Ruyan.

Black eyes like natural black glaze jade, quietly looking at the temperature of smoke.

Wen Ruyan picked up a snack and handed it to Nie Xiangsi, carefully looking at Nie Xiangsi, "Si Si."

Nie Xiangsi looked at her beautiful face, as well as gentle eyes. She opened her lips and took a slight breath. She raised her hand to take the dim sum from Wen Ruyan.

At the moment when she took the snack, Wen Ruyan's eyes were moistened and nearly shed tears.

Nie Xiangsi didn't go to see her. When she lowered her thick eyelashes and fed the snacks into her mouth, she said in a low voice, "when I was a child, I liked to eat sweet candy and snacks. I didn't get tired of eating them every day. Maybe it's because I grew up. Now I don't like eating too sweet things

With that, Nie Xiangsi raised her head. There was a thin layer of fog floating in her big eyes. She looked at her warm, red eyes and trembling lips. "It's like I hated bitter gourd and celery when I was a child, but now I think they taste good. They're not so annoying and difficult to accept. When I was a child, I couldn't eat spicy food at all, but now I like spicy food best. The more spicy, the better. "

Wen Ruyan covers his mouth and buries his face.

Nie Xiangsi saw the transparent liquid drop by drop from the bottom of her eyes. She could also hear her choking voice.

Nie Xiangsi twists the snack with her fingers, and the sweetness of the snack is still floating in her mouth, but her throat is very astringent. "What's more, you're still talking about my taste before I was five years old. The world is changing every day. In 13 years, there are too many things that can be changed. For example, I always believed that before I was five years old, my mother loved me very much. She said that she would always protect me and accompany me. But now, thirteen years later, I'm not sure. "

"No, No."

Wen Ruyan raised his red eyes, shook his head and looked at Nie Xiangsi, "Sisi, my mother still loves you, very much, never changed. In the past ten years, my mother has not missed you one day. Sisi, mom really miss you, miss you very much. "

Nie Xiangsi's face turned white, holding back the astringent Chu in his eyes and staring at Wen Ruyan tightly, "then, do you want me?"

Nie Xiangsi thought her voice should be calm and calm.

At the moment of export, she found that her voice was shaking.

Wen Ruyan almost cried out, suddenly got up, went to Nie Xiangsi, hugged her head, "you are my daughter, how can I not want you, you are my mother's baby, is the most important and most concerned person in the world."

Nie Xiangsi tears fell down, throat astringent dumb grievance to the extreme, and with a thick cry cavity "you cheat me."

Wen Ruyan was stunned, slowly released Nie Xiangsi, and looked down at her tearful face.

Nie Xiangsi looks up and stares at her. Crystal tears come out of her eyes one by one, just like pearls. "If I'm really so important, after so many years, why don't you come to me?"

Wen Ruyan looks at Nie Xiangsi's sad and wronged face, and his heart aches.

Wen Ruyan squatted down in front of her, holding her hand on her leg, anxiously explained, "mom wants to find you every day, but, but..."

"But what?" Nie Xiangsi's eyes flashed slightly and looked down at Wen Ruyan.

Nie Xiang thought that if she really had any difficulties and could not come to her, she could understand.

Wen Ruyan squeezed Nie Xiangsi's hand tightly, tears streaming from the corner of his eyes. "After the car accident, I pushed you out of the car and said cruel words to let you go because the car was leaking heavily. I was worried that there would be an explosion. After you left, I felt that I couldn't live. It was your father who helped me unfasten my seat belt and pushed me out. But I was so hurt that even if your father pushed me out of the window, I couldn't climb. I was ready to go with your dad. But in the end, God kept me alive. "

Although Nie Xiangsi was only five years old, the memory of the car accident was too tragic and profound.

Listen to Wen Ruyan talk about the details of the accident, Nie Xiangsi has a kind of immersive reality, heart taut.

"It was Yunxi's father who saved me. He picked me up and I begged him to help your father again... "

Speaking of this, Wen Ruyan lowered his head and put his eyes tightly on the back of Nie Xiangsi's hand.

The tears from her eyes were as cold as ice.

Nie Xiangsi couldn't control her tears.

"But when your father pushed me out of the window with his last breath and Yiyang turned back to save your father, your father had already... Gone."

Warm as smoke, dumb cry.

Nie Xiangsi forced to bite the lower lip, did not let himself cry.

"Seeing that the car was going to explode, Yiyang didn't dare to stop, so he got on the car and I left. Less than 20 meters, your father's car exploded. "

Every word of Wen Ruyan's exit is wrapped in a thick pain.

She loves her husband as much as she loves her daughter.

Even if she married Xie Yiyang later, deep down in her heart, she still loved Nie Xiangsi's father.

And Xie Yiyang, she just repay him.

Therefore, it is the most painful and sweet thing for Wen Ruyan to remember Nie Xiangsi's father.

"Sisi, mom is sorry for you and your dad." Wen Ruyan raised his head and cried so that the whole person was shaking.

Nie Xiangsi looked at her, tears are also uncontrollable down, "later?"

"Later Yiyang sent me to Japan for treatment, where he spent two years." Wen Ruyan finished, very hard bit her lower lip, almost a bit will bite her lower lip out of the blood.

Nie Xiangsi is flustered, reach out to caress the blood bead gushing out on her lip in a hurry, the finger trembles.

Wen Ruyan choked, grabbed Nie Xiangsi's hand and put it on her tearful cheek, and cried out again, "because of the car accident, I was destroyed. Half of my face was filled with glass debris. It took me nearly a month just to take out the glass. The left leg was fractured between the seat and the door due to the car rollover. I was raised for two months. It has been more than half a year since all the injuries were almost cured. Later... Later plastic surgery... "

Wen Ruyan's voice is hoarse when he talks about it.

Because the experience of plastic surgery was too painful... Every time she thought of that experience, she would sweat all over. She didn't want to experience that kind of pain again.

Just imagine the picture of driving nails into your face

Wen Ruyan leans over and hugs Nie Xiangsi once again

This time, Nie Xiangsi didn't have any hesitation. She raised her hand to embrace Wen Ruyan. Her white little hand patted Wen Ruyan's trembling back. Although she didn't say anything, every slight clap was expressing her comfort to Wen Ruyan.

Under the comfort of Nie Xiangsi, Wen Ruyan gradually calms down.

Slowly release Nie Xiangsi, Wen Ruyan looked at Nie Xiangsi with tears in her eyes, "in those two years in Japan, I couldn't find you. When I came back from Japan, I asked Yiyang to help me find out about you. Yiyang learned from the police that you were adopted by a good family, but I couldn't find out which one. But Yiyang promised me that he would always find a way to help me find you. I know the family who adopted you is good. I feel a little relieved, but I still can't help worrying about your grievances. When I was looking for you, Yiyang proposed to me... "

So far, Wen Ruyan stares at Nie Xiangsi carefully.

Seeing that Nie Xiangsi didn't show his disgust, he relaxed and continued, "I just wanted to find you, but as a woman, I had no way, no back, no money. I don't know how to find you. Yiyang told me that after I promised to marry him, he would go to Zhaonian's father for help. Zhaonian's father is in a high position in the government. If you have his help, you will be heard soon. In addition, Yiyang saved me and took good care of me for so long. I can't repay him. So, so I agreed to marry him. Will you blame me, Sisi? "

Wen Ruyan nervously holds Nie Xiangsi's hand and says.

Nie Xiangsi shakes her head.

How can she blame her? She suffered so much, even remarried because she wanted to find her as soon as possible.

Besides, she is so young.

She can't be selfish and ask her to be widowed for her father all her life.

"Thank you Sisi, thank you for not blaming mom." Wen Ruyan showed a smile more ugly than crying to Nie Xiangsi.

Nie Xiangsi frowned and stroked her eyes.

Wen Ruyan laughed and cried, "later I married Yiyang. Yiyang kept his promise and let Zhaonian's father find out the family that adopted you. Only then did I know that you were adopted by the Zhan family, and I was glad to hear that the third young master and the old man of the Zhan family loved you very much. I can't wait to find you, but Yiyang stops me. "

"... why? Because does he mind my existence? " Nie Xiangsi's eyes are wide open and full of tears.

"No, no, he doesn't mind. Yes, it's Yunxi."

Wen Ruyan feels guilty.

"Xie Yunxi?" Nie Xiangsi sniffed and choked.

Wen Ruyan nodded and touched Nie Xiangsi's face. "I married Yunxi's father. Yunxi was very opposed. She was worried that I would have other children after I married her father. Yunxi's father repeatedly promised that what she was worried about would not happen, but Yunxi didn't believe it. At last, she didn't hesitate to force her to death. Yunxi's father had no choice but to promise her that we would not have children after we got married. Yunxi's father also wrote a letter of guarantee for her. More than that, Yiyang told Yunxi that I had never been married and had no children. And these, before I got married, I didn't know. I am full of longing, thinking that when I find you, I will take you back to take care of me and grow up with you. But I finally found you. Yiyang told me that he couldn't get you back. He was worried that Yunxi couldn't stand it and would commit suicide again“

Wen Ruyan clenched Nie Xiangsi's hand with guilt. His heart was so sore that his voice was so dumb that he cried and said, "I'm sorry. Yiyang saved me and helped me find you. He begged me... I, I can't ignore his daughter's life. So Sisi, I'm sorry, I'm sorry for you.