She is still young, but she has lost her body.

Three years ago, the bloody pain tortured her into a disease. Xia Xiaodie knows her body better than anyone. Her time is running out.

She didn't tell Su Yi, aunt Pei and Wenjing. In fact, all mechanisms of her body are deteriorating. It's difficult for her to sleep at night. She can only sleep for two or three hours.

Her appetite also began to deteriorate, and she would feel nauseous and nauseous.

She doesn't know what she will be like tomorrow, whether she will be deaf and blind, and maybe forget a lot of people and things.

The future is scary for her.

But Xia Xiaodie's pale face had no fear and uneasiness. She calmly hooked her lips, and then went back to the room and went to bed.

Xia Xiaodie gently holds the sleeping little grapefruit in her arms. This lovely and soft powder can always soften people's heart.

If her daughter is still there, she should be as old as xiaograpefruit.

Xia Xiaodie closed her eyes vaguely and had a nightmare. In the dream, she went back to the cold operating room three years ago, full of blood.

---The child is not breathing.

---I'm sorry, it's a stillbirth.

Xia Xiaodie dreamed that she hugged the small body, and the small body slowly became cold in her arms until there was no temperature.

In the past three years, she has nightmares every night. The cold sweat on her head haunted by nightmares began to struggle uneasily and painfully, "I'm sorry... I'm sorry... Mommy didn't protect you..."

Xia Xiaodie was talking in pain. At this time, she felt that two big hands pressed her slender shoulder. She suddenly opened her eyes.

In the dim light of the room, Xia Xiaodie sees a familiar handsome face, Gu Yelin.

Gu Yelin went back and forth and came back late at night.

Now Gu Yelin stands by the bed with long legs and big hands still pressing her body. His eyes are full of heartache and worry, and his low alcohol voice is slightly hoarse, "what's the matter? Is it a nightmare?"

Xia Xiaodie's eyes are hot. Big tears have fallen. She doesn't know when to cry. Now her sight is blurred.

Gu Yelin reached out to wipe her tears, first with his shirt sleeves, and then with his hand to wipe her, his actions were messy and urgent, "don't cry, I'm here..."

Xia Ren doesn't control her tears. She is still trapped in her own nightmare.

Gu Yelin bowed down and kissed her hot tears. Every drop of her tears burned his heart and made his every breath painful.

But Xia Xiaodie still didn't respond. Gu Yelin touched her little hand. Her hand was in the warm quilt just now and is still cold to the bone.

He knew that she had lost a lot of weight. Just now he put his hand on her shoulder. There was not much meat on her. She was all bones, although she was still delicate.

Gu Yelin found something wrong with her. The tears in her eyes kept flowing, but it was so quiet that she didn't make a sound.

Her eyes blurred by tears are empty, numb and without a little color.

Even his arrival failed to arouse her reaction.

Gu Yelin felt that his heart was caught by a big hand, and a panic rushed up from the bottom of his heart, "Xiaodie, what's the matter with you?"

He called out her name. In fact, she didn't wear a veil when she slept. He could see her clearly enough in the dim light.

The girl he pursued and admired when he was young has grown up. The bright facial features are blooming and shining like a pearl. Mimi is very similar to her, but not her. This proud girl has been precipitated by years. She looks like water, intelligent and aura, and time is quiet.

Gu Yelin kissed her with low eyes.

Xia Xiaodie can't hear any sound. She seems to still hold the small cold body, surrounded by blood. She wants to get rid of this dream, but she can't get out of it.

Soon she felt being kissed, the empty pupils recovered their focus in such a moment, and she woke up.

She smelled a heavy smell of wine.

Xia Xiaodie reached out and pushed him hard. In fact, she was sweating. She had no strength at all and was soft all over.

"Gu Yelin, let me go!"

Gu Yelin raised his eyes and looked at her sober, "what happened just now? Is there something uncomfortable? Tell me."

"My business has nothing to do with you!"

Looking at the coldness and alienation in her eyes, Gu Yelin frowned, lowered his voice, forbeared his temper, and coaxed his pet with some patience, "Xia Xiaodie, I'm not here to quarrel with you. Tell me what's wrong with you. Did you have a nightmare just now?"

"Gu Yelin, I've made it clear to you. Can't you understand people? This is my house. What's the matter with you breaking into people's houses? Believe it or not, I'll sue you!"

He didn't have a key or knock. How did he get in?

It's not too much to accuse him of trespassing.

Gu Yelin pursed his thin lips and didn't speak.

"Have you been drinking? You look like you're not drunk at all. Do you want to be crazy about drinking? Gu Yelin, get out of here quickly. I don't want to see you!"

Xia Xiaodie reddened her eyes and just got out of that nightmare. She really didn't want to see Gu Yelin's handsome face at all.

Gu Yelin pursed his thin lips into a dark arc, then raised his hand and wiped her tears with his sleeves. "Have you scolded enough? Should the anger go away? I'm sorry."

Xia Xiaodie bit on his healthy arm with one bite.

Hiss.

She really tried her best, as if she was going to bite off a piece of his meat. Gu Yelin groaned in pain.

But he didn't move, but let it out for her.

He was thinking about how she gave birth to grapefruit alone in the delivery room three years ago. If only he were there at that time.

At this time, the grapefruit beside her moved. Xia Xiaodie remembered that grapefruit was still lying beside her. She quickly released Gu Yelin and looked at grapefruit.

Grapefruit turned over and slept soundly. She was not awakened by their movements.

Xia Xiaodie was relieved. She looked up at Gu Yelin and saw that Gu Yelin was also looking at her.

"You go away!"

Gu Yelin picked her up, "keep your voice down and don't wake up grapefruit. Grapefruit is very sensitive and has no sense of security. If you see us arguing, she will be very afraid."

Xia Xiaodie froze and quickly calmed down.

It still works.

"You're already wet. It's easy to catch a cold when you sleep like this. Take a hot bath and change into clean clothes before you sleep."

Gu Yelin takes Xia Xiaodie to the bathroom.

Xia Xiaodie stood on the soft wool carpet. She looked at Gu Yelin. "You can go out and leave my house!"

Gu Yelin didn't leave, so he looked at her.

Xia Xiaodie wants to smash something on Gu Yelin, but she thinks that grapefruit is over. She raises her feet and is ready to leave here to call aunt Pei.

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