Chapter 190

"Yemoshang, I know what you said is right, but I can't cross the barrier in my heart. I can't forgive myself, because in my own heart, all this is caused by me. I know what you said is right, but I can't cross the barrier in my heart. I can't forgive myself, because in my own heart, all this is caused by me In my heart, all this is caused by me. If I left them earlier, these things might not have happened. Can talk about how can not do these things, how can not have a little relationship with me. How can you live here as if nothing happened? It seems that it has nothing to do with things. How can you do it. I can't do it at all Of course, Luoxi understands the meaning of yemoshang.

But it's one thing to understand, and it's another thing whether he can do it or not. Now he understands, but in his heart, he always thinks it's his fault, and she can't get out of the way she thinks it is.

"Luoxi, what do you want to do? Can't people drive themselves crazy when they go to work? Only then can you really feel that you are not wrong. Do you really want to drive yourself crazy? " Yemoshang's biggest fear is that it will happen. He can't guarantee whether it will happen in the end, but he wants to try his best to stop it, so. He just wants to let Luoxi come out of this, don't blame himself.

But looking at the appearance of Luoxi now, it seems that it is useless at all. It seems that he has no way to get out of it.

"Luoxi, tell me how you can forgive yourself and think it's not your fault. Tell me." Night Mo Shang roars Luo Xi.

Night Mo Shang also don't want to Luo Xi, but now, if no longer like this to you, he may go after. It will be you who regret.

"Luoxi, what do you want to do to make you think it's not your fault? You say that as long as you say it, I'll do my own business right away. What do you want to do to make you think it has nothing to do with you." Night Mo Shang's words make Luo Xi stunned.

He didn't know it himself. Now he thinks it's his fault in his mind. He never thinks it's really his fault.

"Ah." The night Mo Shang looks at the appearance of Luo river, don't provoke a sigh. Now he seems to understand.

"Luoxi, is it only when Ruoxi recovers her memory and forgives you that you can really forgive yourself for this? Tell me if it's the only way you can really forgive yourself. Isn't it Night guesses Luo Xi's idea.

Luo Xi hears the words of Ye Mo Shang and looks at Ye Mo Shang foolishly.

Ye Mo Shang looks at Luo Xi's expression and knows that he didn't guess wrong, but it's because he knows this that ye Mo Shang doesn't know what to do.

Now Yu Ping recovers her memory, and she doesn't know when she can really recover her memory. Now he doesn't remember the past at all, and how can he be forgiven.

Let the amnesia of Yu Ping originally Luoxi, Luoxi certainly won't agree.

"Luoxi, don't be so silly. Think about it for yourself. Think about what happened that night. If you didn't find it in time and hold it in time that night, he or you didn't react that night, you might have been pulled by him directly. Then it's not just him who crashed, but you two. "

"I..." The words of night Mo Shang make Luo Xi stunned successfully.

"Luoxi, I know that you are very smart and understand everything. Now look at your expression, I think you should also understand that if you didn't react quickly that night, you might be the one who flew away. What two people want that night is to die with you. I'm not going to die alone, okay. So, that night, you can only say that it was because you escaped. If she had enough blood for you and me that night, she might not only lie in the hospital, but also you. Do you understand. So you should stop blaming yourself. If you really want to try, you should also wait for him to wake up and ask him clearly that you are blaming yourself. Now your self blame is only based on what you think. It has nothing to do with real remorse.

You know, after I knew about it at that time, if he had not been admitted to the hospital, maybe I would have sent him to the hospital myself.

So he is very lucky to avoid this one. If I do it, it will not be a simple amnesia. Anyway, life is more than death. He moved you and me. Then be prepared for revenge. " Every word of Ye Mo Shang falls into Luo Xi's ears.

Luoxi after listening to the words of Ye Mo Shang, the whole person has been scattered, so silly sitting there, leaning on the body of Ye Mo Shang.

Listening to the sound of Ye Mo Shang's heart, Luo Xi feels very relieved, but he feels that as long as he hears this sound, his heart will be especially relieved.

"Yemoshang, thank you for what you said to me tonight.

Although I also know that what you just said is either false or true, now I don't want to accept this cruel fact. I still miss you. Ask him yourself. Thank you for what you said to me tonight. I won't blame myself now. I will wait until I ask myself. After proving that what you said is not true, I will really blame myself if I prove that what you said is true. I don't think I need to blame myself any more. As you said, it's not my fault.So tonight I really thank you, thank you for being with me when I'm so helpless, and for being so patient and enlightening, so that I can walk out without living in self blame.

Thank you, yemoshang. " Luo Xi said and held Ye Mo Shang tightly.

The night Mo Shang looks at Luo Xi's appearance, really don't have the meaning of remorse, he also can be at ease finally, if he is remorse like this, he is really afraid. It's not a little bit of fear. It's really fear. He may drive himself crazy. At that time, if she is regretting, she may have been too late to repent. At that time, it's better to say these cruel words again tonight. At least it can make him wake up and not live in that damned self blame all the time.