Chapter 344

Luoxi doesn't know that she and yemoshang are not the only people under the same night sky. Besides them, there are many others.

Night ink war.

Ye Mo Shang looks at the starry sky. He already knows that Luoxi is ill and lives in the hospital now, but she doesn't have the courage to go to the hospital to find him. He doesn't have the courage at all. He doesn't know how to face that person now. After all, I hurt him too much.

Before, he never thought that he would hurt the person he cared about the most. That person is the one he wanted to put on the top of his heart and love. But he hurt him in that way, which gave him the most painful and profound injury in this time. He didn't want to do that, but he had to do that. He didn't know what his stomach would look like if he didn't do that. He didn't know whether he could make it to the last subject. What he didn't want to do was let her face her and watch her leave. Who wants to die in this world, that is too painful for a person, so in this process, he will get a lot of happiness, can get his company, but eventually will bring her irreparable harm, these injuries are the last thing he wants Luoxi to bear.

Just because he didn't want to hurt her, what he could do now was to let him leave ruthlessly. In addition to this, he didn't know what way he could do or what good way he could do without hurting her. He just wanted to do it well, but until that moment, he didn't think of a better way to do it At least I can see the pain now. He can protect her in such a painful day, no matter whether he is in danger or not. After he leaves, she will not be the only one to face these injuries alone. One can't do anything. That's the last thing he wants to see. So what he can do now is to let him advance the future. The pain of the future may be even more painful than this.

Since there will be this pain sooner or later, let him bear it now. It's better to bear it earlier than later. If you bear it earlier, maybe the final result will be different. It's anyone's guess. Maybe after he bears it now, he will know that it's just a matter of passing. Maybe it's just a matter of rubbing hemp for himself Live forever, live in regret.

"Luoxi, one day you know the truth, will you blame me? Do you think I'm selfish, not thinking about you, never thinking about you? I think of you, so I will do it, because I think this is the best way for you. I don't know if it is in your heart, but this is the best way I think of, and it is the best way for you. My eyes are the most joyful way. I can only watch you sad and painful there, but I can only stand here alone. I can't comfort you, I can't do anything, I can only look at you, because knowing that my appearance now will only be a more painful beginning for you. "

Ye Mo Shang looks at the night sky and can't help thinking of Luo Xi. Luo Xi's eyes and smile are all lingering in his mind.

If that didn't happen, how could I have done such a thing?

If it is not that thing, even if anything happened, he will not let Luoxi leave his side, what he will do is to tie that person firmly to his side forever, but never want to let him leave his side, how can it be?

How can he do it, leave his beloved to his side, but do nothing?

He won't do it. She can't do it. He can't do it. The most he can do is now. And now he can't watch Ruoxi go to find her own happiness. She can only watch Luoxi live alone.

As for what to say, looking at Ruoxi looking for her happiness, that thing is something he can't do in any case now. Looking at her looking for her own happiness, how can he do it and let Lu Xin walk his own happiness? He can only ruthlessly let her leave his side now.

As for the others, how can it be done? It means nothing can be done. He doesn't know the route, whether he has been hating himself in his heart now, but even if Ruoxi's heart has been hating herself, she still can't do anything, because he doesn't know what else he can do to make up for her, let him hate, hate may also make her a little easier, maybe hate and love, as long as she can be happy .

Anyway, what he wants now is just these. As for whether other things can be realized or not, it's just other things. Anyway, it's all he can do now. It's a different story about the outcome of things and how things will eventually develop. Anyway, now that things have progressed like this, will the final outcome of things be like yourself. Wish, that's another matter. Anyway, what she can do now is to talk about these things, walk forward bit by bit, and watch Ruoxi fall into it bit by bit. Otherwise, she doesn't know how to do other things. Maybe the best solution is to say how to do them. Maybe he could decide these things, that is, he looked at himself, restrained himself and didn't go to Luoxi."Luoxi, can you be happy? If you are not happy, maybe I will regret my whole life, my whole life. I don't know if I can live to see you happy, but now I can't accept your happiness. After all, I am too selfish to let you find happiness. But. When I'm gone, you can look for happiness in your heart. At that time, if I can't see it, it won't stop me. But I hope you don't look for your so-called happiness now, OK? "

Night Mo Shang seems to listen to these words to Luo Xi.

But the person he wanted to say was not by his side, so he could only mumble to himself, because the person he wanted to say, who could say to it, had been driven away by himself, and now he was the only one left. Besides himself, he didn't know who he could talk to anyway That's all. Said, a person said to himself, a person said silently, maybe things have what turn also reluctant, but now, it seems that there is no turning point of his body, his heart is clear, smoked that one thing how can in a short time to recover as before? And how can you be sure that you can really get back to health.

It's because there are too many uncertainties and too many unknowns that people are at a loss. They don't know what to do and how to make it better. They can only take a step by step under such circumstances until it really gets better. What can we do now? She can only watch these things step by step, move forward, step by step towards the first set by herself, but he doesn't know whether he can finally get to the set step. Maybe one day his own disease will suddenly get better. Suddenly, I'm back to health. Maybe this is why I can't accept it now. If I'm looking for my own happiness, it's because I'm actually secretly happy.

I'm glad that I may recover one day.

Although he knew in his heart that the possibility was very low, could not be lower, the possibility was very low, maybe it was impossible at all, but there was still such hope in his heart that maybe he would happen, but could it really happen? There was only a big question mark in his heart, and he kept asking himself, maybe, maybe, just like this. If you ask such a question, maybe it will happen to her, maybe it will come true. However, it's only possible. As for whether he will really come true, it's just an unknown, forever unknown, because she doesn't understand whether these things will really happen? Will it really come true? It is only in the heart again and again to ask yourself.

In the end, it's up to God to see if it can be realized. Maybe God will give him a glimmer of hope and let him recover.

There is no one in the world who can be sure of all the things. Maybe the things you think are impossible will become possible, because the things that are possible will become impossible. All things are unknown, can happen, may not happen, this is so wonderful.

However, yemoshang firmly believes that one day it doesn't happen. As long as it hasn't been determined, he has a glimmer of hope. When he is still intoxicated, he hopes that he still has a turn for the better. He thinks that he will recover. It's also possible. Who can say what will happen in the end? It's something that everyone can't decide for sure.