Chapter 346

He did not want to understand how cruel he was at the beginning, how can he do such things without fear, although he can face such things calmly, how can he let his most beloved swear to protect a lifetime of people, but finally become like that, it is clear that the ultimate goal is to protect a lifetime of people, but let it be so hurt, but it is difficult I don't care, but that's what I said. In the end, he can't understand whether he is cruel and unfeeling or something. Maybe he is too unfeeling, but he doesn't know how things will eventually look. Maybe he is too unfeeling, but no matter how things are, it's his fault. If he didn't choose to do that at the beginning, instead of doing it If you choose to take her away.

Maybe the result is different. It's clear that the person he wants to protect is right in front of him, but he has left, and he said so many cruel words before he left. How could he say these words? Clearly is the person you want to protect most, but you can't help watching that person leave you step by step. Later, he begged himself to stay and not to leave. But I still did such a thing, or oil who left their side. Not only that, at the beginning, she still pushed that person to leave, even if she refused to leave herself, she forced that person to leave herself. Thinking of this, I feel how hard hearted I was at the beginning, and I could do such a thing.

I keep saying that I want to protect the person for a lifetime, but it is the one who hurt the most. I keep saying that I want to protect, love and spoil the person for a lifetime, but I finally make such unforgivable things because of my jealous heart. It is obvious that it can be retrieved, but I finally let it be irresistible It is clear that he can be saved, but he still wants that kind of thing, there is no room for recovery, just let that kind of thing happen step by step, to the final point of irretrievability, he can't understand why he wants to do such a thing, why? Why do you want to do this kind of thing yourself? It is obvious that it can be retrieved, but why do you want to do something so ruthless and decisive?

Some things originally have the degree of recovery, the room for recovery, but because of their own ruthlessness, but all have become like this, he once wanted to save, retain, but as long as he thought of his original lesson is very decisive, that lesson cold storage, he can't do to save, because his heart also understand his recovery possible. Can't change back to that person's forgiveness, they are so ruthless, how can that person be easily soft hearted? A person is too cruel, not very good, a lot of people, that kind of situation may really make people hate to the bone. He never thought that he could go to the point where he could do it. He never thought that things would run counter to what he thought.

What she wants has never been like this, what she wants has always been just another thing, but what she wants has never got what he wants, and is changing forever. What he wants is to pet and love that person, but because of the insertion of that man, he makes his new discovery change, because his pure love is superfluous, and he thinks that he is feeling lonely Feeling is a kind of burden, which will cause him so-called harm. But he was also jealous of the man. For the first time in her life, she felt envious of the existence of that person. She was not envious of the relationship between that man and her brother and sister. However, it was because of this season that the person she most wanted to protect fell to that point and suffered the most profound injury. If such a thing could happen, she never thought it would happen.

However, no matter how much he hopes that it doesn't happen, or he doesn't want it to happen, such things still happen. Some things clearly don't want to happen to him, but he always goes against his wishes. What don't want to happen, afraid of it? For example, when he happens, he doesn't happen, just like the person he wants to protect, but he doesn't protect what he wants, and he doesn't get what he wants. What you want to get is the love of the one you love most, a look back of the one you love most. It's just a technical school. That kind of smile is the one you want most, but it's destroyed because of your magnanimous heart. Once it's over, it's impossible to get it again. The world is really wonderful, it is clearly the most wanted, but their own ruthless destruction.

Wait until they destroy, and then come here, feel regret, that is how ridiculous thing, it is clearly their own ruthless destruction of their own, actually to the last moment to feel regret. She couldn't help laughing at the thought.

But some things still happen. Now one of the things he regrets most is why he didn't know that. If he had known that for a long time, this kind of thing might never happen. That is, Ruoxi is not his own sister, but just an orphan.

If you know it's like this, then what kind of bondage do you have to his feelings? It's just a nominal brother and sister, just a nominal brother and sister. This relationship can be broken at any time, and there is no bondage at all. Why didn't you know it at that time, but you only knew it at the last moment, and then you understood it She is not her own sister, but an adopted child. There is no blood relationship between her and him, but she is hurt because of this.After all, things are known at the last moment. Why, why do you know these important things at the last moment? If you find one to know, he won't turn a blind eye to the situation. He is absolutely right that he will take back his initiative at the moment when the man appears. He won't let that happen Life, but the world does not have so many if, everyone, say if, but there are so many if?

Originally, he had a chance, but that chance was suddenly lost by himself. Once he had a chance to recover, he could still stay by his side and keep his heart, so that he could have stimulation and dependence, and let her feel that he was the most important person, but he was lost by himself. He turned himself into the most important person Unimportant people, the most ruthless people, just because of the bearing in their hearts. Pro, if you don't have that magnanimous heart, will these things happen? The answer is yes, and I'm not sure whether it will or will not happen, but things will not evolve into this situation after all. In my heart, I will think that this is my beloved woman, where is the estrangement without my own sister? Without this bondage on that side, I can vent my feelings without fear, without covering up for a lifetime.

But why? Why is such an important thing known and understood at the last moment? Why do you have to go there to blow that time point, I just know this thing, if I can know earlier, how good it would be?

So. He now understands and knows that he still wants to find his most important person.

No matter what the result is, he is willing to accept it. No matter whether the result is good or bad, he is willing to take it over. But he must try it again. After trying, she will know that she will be satisfied. Because some things can only be understood if he has tried them. If he has never tried, how can he know the reason How does it feel? So he had to. Before going to try again, because of various reasons, he never really went to find him, but this time he must return to his side, perhaps to be exact, let him return to his side, never separate from him again, he should never separate from him again for a lifetime, stay with him for a lifetime, that kind of life is really good life, is really lucky A happy life.

Maybe I am too selfish!

No matter what the result of this return, I have to try it again. Moreover, I owe him too much, and I owe him too long. He owes him several years. This time, he will go back to make up for her, to make up for the vacancy in the past, to make up for things that didn't exist in the past. He wants to do all the things he didn't do in the past. I'll do what I lacked in the past. Maybe he won't forgive himself, but he still wants to try. Even if he doesn't want to forgive himself, he still wants to go until he is willing to forgive himself. If he is not willing to forgive himself, then he will pester him all his life until he is willing to forgive himself.

He thought about it for a long time. He thought for a long time before he decided to do it. He knew that it was really a little late to do these things now, but even if it was too late, she was willing to try it until it finally came to an end. No matter whether it would be successful or not, he was willing to do it. First, no matter what the result was, he was willing to do it again as long as it could be successful I'll save myself. The person who has been missed can be.

Xiaoxi, brother is back.