Chapter 352

"Luoxi, there was a reason why I had to do that, and I didn't want to do that. Now I can tell you the whole thing, but I hope you don't think that it was discrimination or cover up. Because that's really not what I'm covering up, because every word I say is true, I didn't want to cheat you in the past, you hide from you, every word I say now is true, I'm really explaining to you. So I hope you don't get me wrong. What I said is true. There was a real misunderstanding about that thing at the beginning. Because at that time I ate my own food, and I really might not live long.

It is because of this that I have to let you take the initiative to leave my side, because if I don't do so, it will only bring you harm, but I don't want to bring you pain forever, so I think it's the best way, but in fact it's the stupidest way, because this is the best way One way is to hurt you now, but if I let him go on like this, you will be hurt in the future, but I think you will be hurt in the future, but I don't know. I can only let you bear all you have silently. Then I have no way, so I can only let you bear these injuries now.

After all, even if you are suffering from these injuries, but I am still by your side, I can accompany you, even if I can't accompany you in the light, but I can also accompany you in the dark, can silently watch you in the dark, care about you, even if you encounter some danger, I can also help you! So at the beginning, you can really listen to my explanation seriously, and you don't have to be in a hurry to deny my explanation now, because what I said is true. When I was abroad, something happened. It may be very complicated for you, and I can't explain it clearly for a while, because I was seriously injured. After I woke up, the doctor told me that it might be true, and it might be a few years later, maybe you can't live this year.

That's why I kept in touch with you in those days, but I suddenly cut off contact with you. After I woke up, I wanted to tell you to contact you at the first time, but at that time, the doctor regretfully told me that I might be really desperate, and I could not live in this world without trading, because after hearing that sentence, my whole life People are on the verge of collapse. It is precisely because of this that I have to make such a choice, because I think since you have to be willing to hurt in the future, but I can't care about you in the future, and now I can make you hurt now, but compared with the two, I find that the injury now may be lighter than that shown in the future, because the injury now is only less than that of my sister It's simpler.

But I am also afraid that if I love you more and more, I will love you more and more. But at that time, you have to face the loss of me and live alone in the world. The pain at that time may be more painful than the pain now. I really have no way to think of that. I have to make this decision with my heart, but I didn't expect it. I made this decision for a long time, but the doctor suddenly told me that there was a way to solve it. Now I can be the same as normal people, and I don't need to worry at all. Those worries can be said to be superfluous, and I didn't need to worry at all. At that time, I was very angry because I let you leave because of this matter. But I didn't expect that these worries were superfluous, and I was even in the hospital Just wait a few more days.

Maybe we won't become like this, but because of my original occupation, we have become like this now. However, now I come to you to explain. I don't know if you are willing to listen to me. Maybe this explanation is too late, but I still want to explain it to you seriously. It was really a misunderstanding, I'm not I really don't love you because I made a wrong choice. I don't think it's a good choice for you, but I didn't think it's not for you. A good choice, on the contrary, is a wrong one. That's not what I didn't think of. If I think of it, I won't do it. Really, I really came to you to apologize. It's my fault.

So now can you forgive me? I've explained that matter to you from afar. I've explained it to you. Then you can explain it to me. Can you give me a chance? I really knew that I was wrong. Now I hope you can give me a chance, can you? Your chance will give me a chance to start over, a chance to make up for you

Ye Mo Shang looks at Luo Xi seriously.

But now Luoxi couldn't listen to his explanation at all. He didn't understand his explanation. He has explained to himself how many times there have been many misunderstandings between them. He doesn't want to say so many misunderstandings. It's too late to explain now.

The right time to make the wrong decision, then he should bear these mistakes. If she didn't do that at the beginning, how could she have been sad for so long? All these wrong things have happened. Now what's the use of saving a wrong decision. Is it really simple?

"Yemoshang, think about it carefully. How many times have you said that to me? I don't remember. You promised me several times and explained to me many times. But now you explain to me again. Do you think I can believe your explanation several times? I can believe you once, I can believe you twice, but I can't believe it Once in a lifetime, I believe in the two cities, but it's just numbness. At that time, I was just numbness. What I wanted was not like this. At the beginning, you promised me that you would only protect me well and treat me well. I won't suffer any harm again. But this is your guarantee to me. Don't you hurt me much?If the person who hurt me the most in the world may be you, do you know? It's you who hurt me the most. It's you who hurt me again and again. " Luoxi roared.

"Don't you think I'm such a miserable person? Can I listen to your explanation over and over again? What do you think your explanation is? Does everyone have to listen? Do you think I'll forgive you if I listen to you? Then I can tell you clearly, no matter how you explain or what you promise me this time, but I can never forgive you like you, neither can I. May be doing you such pure me.

Wrong things can be done once or twice, stupid things, the same principle can be done once or twice, why do you want to be a fool for a lifetime? I'm not a born fool, fool, why listen to you again and again at your disposal? You think you are right, but are you really right? You cheat again and again, and treat me as a fool again and again. Don't you know that? You really treat me like a fool. I think every time you say anything, I can promise you unconditionally, because as long as you raise a few words in your heart, I will forgive you. Your sweet words are too much and don't work. I'm numb to your words. " Luo Xi thought of the things before, looking at the night Mo Shang, eyes inside is so numb.

"Luoxi, it was my fault that I was not good before. I also know that I have to guarantee that I have no use in your eyes, because I have too many guarantees for you. I have promised you again and again. Maybe I have to guarantee that I have no effect in your eyes. I'm worth it and I understand it, but I'm still willful I want you to forgive me again, no matter. What will be the final result, but I am willing to bear the consequences, no matter what the consequences are, I am willing to do the original thing, although it is my fault.

But I didn't mean to do it or hurt you. I didn't mean to do it like this. I just simply wanted to keep you away from the pain in the future. I didn't mean to do it

Night Mo Shang explains, but Luo Xi can't listen to it any more.

"I don't want to hear that anymore. You have said these words countless times. You use it every time. You think you only think it's the right thing for me. But is it really the right thing? You never asked me seriously. Never seriously asked me, you always think of yourself. You always think that this thing is right, as long as you do it yourself, that is right! As long as your choice is right, it will always be right.

You never have that habit. You never have that habit to ask other people's opinions and ask if they think so. You think that this decision is right and that this decision is right. Right?

If you once, even if it's just once, I thought that I had asked me, or things would not be like this, but you never asked me once, never once, never once. What you have asked is that you are always just yourself and there is never me. That's why things become like this. Don't you understand? It's because you never want to ask people. "