Chapter 359

"Brother? I have no brother for a long time. If I had a brother, how could he have the heart to let me suffer here alone, and how could he have the heart to abandon me alone? If I have a brother, how can I be like this? You say, you say, if I have a brother, if you have a brother, how can he bear his sister to suffer alone here and ignore him, regardless of his life or death? Do you think it is possible? If you really care about my sister's existence, how can you go abroad and abandon my existence? I think you didn't care about me at that time. If you had me, these things would not happen. These things can only show one thing. In your heart, you don't care about me at all. If you care about me, how can people do such things.

Doesn't that mean everything? When I need you most, you didn't appear beside me, so what's the use of your appearance for me now? In a person most need the most important person, but not in this kind of feeling, do you understand? I don't understand what you look like, and you don't know why you came to me or why you came back to China to look for me. "

Luoxi kept talking, but even if Luoxi said so much, Luoxi just didn't want to look back at Luoyang.

"Xiaoxi, my brother didn't come back for other things this time, nor did he have any other purpose.

This time I came back, not something, just because I want to ask you to forgive me.

What happened in those years was really my fault. I shouldn't treat you like that just because I was angry.

More should not leave directly like that, sorry, sorry.

Xiaoxi, what happened in those years, I'm really sorry for you, you forgive me, OK?

I didn't mean to, Xiaoxi. Can you forgive my brother this time? " Luoyang sincerely looks at Luoxi, but Luoxi is still unmoved.

"I don't think it's necessary anymore. I'm living a good life now. I don't need your so-called brother to appear again, and I don't want you to disturb my life now. What I need now is a quiet life, which is the kind of life I want most. You destroy my life again and again, and then Again and again, he explained to me what he was provoking and what he said was so nice, but what did you do? Things you do hurt me again and again, I believe again and again, I said, don't be like this, but you still like this, I said I just want a quiet life, but you give me the quiet life I want? No, you didn't comment on my quiet life. Not only that, but you also destroyed my life again and again, you know?

Why? Why do you all treat me like this? What did I do wrong? You have to treat me like this. I just want a peaceful life. Why don't you all let me go? Is it that hard to live a peaceful life? Even you are not willing to let me go, and you are talking about my brother, but you didn't show up when I needed it most, and now your presence is of no use to me. I don't think it's necessary for you to exist. Whether you appear or don't appear here is the same. Whether you appear or don't appear, it's the same result. There's no difference after that. "

Luoxi thought of all kinds of things before, but he could not forgive Luoyang.

In the past, what he wanted most was to let the person behind him come back, so that the person behind him could protect himself, so that he could have a person to rely on when he was helpless. But now that the person came back, she felt as if she didn't need any more, like whether the person appeared or didn't appear, as if she was here It doesn't make any difference, whether it appears or not. Well, I feel the same to myself, just like he just appears when he appears. There is no change to my life. I also change. Maybe I make my life more complicated and uncomfortable. If it's anything else, he can't feel what he feels, it's just an uncomfortable feeling, because after the person in front of him and behind him appears, he only feels deeply uncomfortable.

Because think of the person behind him, he will think of all kinds of things in the past, think of the scene of that year, like how he was ruthlessly abandoned himself, no matter how he said, no matter how he spoke, no matter how he begged him, but that person never looked back, always so resolutely left himself, without a trace Signs of turning back. Thinking of this, his heart is that kind of boy, her heart is always in pain, if he had looked back once, even if only once, as long as she looked back once, now he appears in his own world, he will not be such a boy, he will only feel happy, but now he does not feel this kind of feeling, after feeling it appears, All that was left in his heart was suffering.

"Xiaoxi, I don't know how to explain what happened in those years to you. I also know that no matter how I explain it now, you won't forgive me, but I didn't do it on purpose. Please believe me, I didn't hurt you on purpose. Do you know? I didn't think I would hurt you, but in those days, I had to TUT, if I didn't give up. I don't know what to do. I can't think of a better way until I'm gone. And now I have the ability, I want to give you a happy life, OK? " Luoyang looked at Luoxi and refused to look back, but he did not dare to force Luoxi."Happy life. What you said is really nice, so you tell me what is a happy life, what is to think that your rich and powerful life is a happy life? But here in my happy life is never like this, my happy life is just happy to simple, even if it is just plain light, simple life can be compared to anyone else's life, but not. You for those so-called happy life abandoned me, left me now come back, keep saying happy life, do you think it is still useful? Do you think it can change everything? In the past, I don't want to worry about it, and I don't want to talk about it any more. Also hope you don't disturb my life again, I just hope life can be peaceful, don't want someone to disturb my life again, OK? Don't disturb me any more.

When you come back this time, I will treat you as if you didn't come back, as if you never showed up. Yes, because you are like this in my eyes, never appeared. Just like in the past, when I want you to come back to me, I always dream or hallucinate. It seems that I see you in front of me. But every time I reach out to catch you, I catch an empty person. I can't catch you at all. I just catch an empty person and nothing. Every time I just want to catch your people, but I caught the air myself, but now you come back and tell me this. Does it work? Does it work? What I want is those simple ones, but you didn't give them to me. Do you think it's any use for you to talk about these things in front of me now? Do you think it can solve the problem? Simple.

Brother, this is the last time I love your brother. At that time, you told me that I would never be your sister again, so I also gave you this sentence. I would never be your sister again, and you would never be my brother again! My brother died years ago and won't come. He has already abandoned me, so he's worried that he doesn't exist anymore. Do you understand? " Luo Xi said.

But Luoyang did not see, at this moment, she has tears.

"Stream, you don't want to be like this, OK? You will always be my sister in my heart. It's impossible not to change in my life. It's my sister all my life. It's like this. I've always wanted to come to you, but because I can't find you. A few months ago, I came back to me, but when I came to you, some small accidents happened, and I had to delay the time to come to you, do you understand? It's not that I don't want to come to you, just because there's nothing to do. I just want to find you. I always want to find you, you know? There's no section that doesn't want to come to you. "

Although Luoyang can't see Luoxi, the smell of Luoxi just makes Luoyang more uncomfortable.

"I'm sorry about that. He said it was new. I didn't mean to do that. I didn't mean to treat you like this. But if you have to find a sense of revenge on that matter, you can scold me or say whatever you like, but I don't want you to say that you are not my sister. You've been my dear sister all your life, and you'll never change, and I'll always be your brother, you know? "

Although Luoyang's feelings for Luoxi are very complicated, it's not the time to say it. I'm afraid that if I suddenly say it at this time, it will frighten the person in front of me. So he wants to wait until the relationship between the two people is relaxed, let Ruo Xin accept himself bit by bit, and then say these things to him. At that time, the result should be different.