"Why? Night ink war. " Luo Xi looks at night Mo Shang doubtfully.
"I just said so much, but it seems that there is nothing in your eyes. It seems that there is nothing in your eyes too. But why, why I said so much, but there is nothing in your eyes? Is what I just said nonsense in your eyes? Is the existence that is not needed at all like this? Are those words just like the wind in your ears and eyes? Like these words, like those farts, like the same feeling that I said and didn't say? Like I said this, like a gust of wind in your ears and didn't say that you didn't have any feeling? I want to know The truth is, what is the meaning of existence that I just talked about? What is the necessary existence? I have said so much, but it seems that I don't have any feeling on you. Sincerity is the most depressing me.
I've just said so much, but it seems that you don't understand me at all. It seems that what I just said is like nonsense. It seems that I shouldn't say yes just now. It seems that what I said is my mistake. Then I really want to know what is in your eyes when I just said and my mouth is almost dry, My mouth is dry, but it seems that you don't feel it at all. How can I be embarrassed? I really don't understand what I just said. What is the truth in your eyes, and what is in your eyes that I owe you? I in your eyes in the end who is the same existence, I in your eyes is also possible, perhaps do not need to exist? Right? Maybe you don't want to have me at all, or you hate me.
I don't want to be a person like me in the world at all, do I? If so, then why did you let me appear in your life, let me such a disgusting person appear in your life, the life of the thug manager where I am, and let people appear in your life, is not it a waste of time? It's a waste of time for both of us! In that case, why did you let me appear in your life? You shouldn't have had that kiss. When you meet me, you shouldn't reach out to me or take me back to your home. Maybe we won't be like this. Maybe there won't be so much pain between us. Simply speaking, you and I won't know each other. How can we have so much pain! It's all because of you. You brought me home. That's why everything happened. Do you understand?
All this is not caused by me, but by yourself. Do you understand that it is caused by yourself. It has nothing to do with anyone.
All these things are obviously my own mistakes, but now it seems that they are all my mistakes. Why is it your own mistakes, but now they are all my pets for no reason? I don't think I have done anything wrong. I don't find that I have any mistakes.
It's all because of you. It's because you made our meeting become something else. That's why so many things happened between us. If not, do you think we would be like this?
Yemoshang, the meeting between the two of us is a mistake. How many times do I have to say it to you to understand it, and you can hear it clearly? I have said it many times, many times. The meeting between the two of us is a mistake. These things should not happen at all. The two of us, or we should not meet at all. We meet together, it's just a mistake Let us become more complex and more difficult. Apart from these, I didn't find anything else. Apart from making us look like this, what else has changed between us? You tell me, apart from making our relationship so complicated, what do you think is the meaning of our meeting? If you didn't let us meet, why would it be like this? All this is because why did you want us to meet at the beginning? If we didn't meet, how good it would be. There would be no such things without taro.
Yemoshang, at that time, you shouldn't let me meet you. At that time, you saw me. I should walk away like a passer-by. Why, why do you take me home? Besides, the relationship between us becomes more and more complicated, which makes the connection between us more and more. Why, why Well, why all of this happened to us? I don't want to happen like this. I don't want to happen like this. Do you know? I don't want to be like this at all. I don't want to be like this between us. I don't want to live in hatred all the time. I don't want to hate anyone. I just want to live my own life quietly. Is this kind of thing a mistake and a luxury? Can't I even think about my own life? Is my own life wrong?
Did I ever think that my own life was a mistake? You tell me, don't you mean I shouldn't have my own life, I shouldn't have my own quiet life?If it wasn't for you, maybe my life would be better and happier. But just because of you, just because of your sudden appearance, so my life will suddenly become like this? All this is because of your appearance. If you didn't suddenly appear in front of me, how good it would be. You shouldn't appear in front of me. You shouldn't appear in my life and my world. Face let my world become like this, become such a mess, more chaotic than anything, let me also hate my life now, hate I don't know how to describe my mood at this moment that hate, not a word two words can say clearly, say clear things, that is from the bottom of my heart that hate, hate I can't say It's coming. Do you understand? "
Luoxi keeps venting his anger and discontent.
But I don't know why I said so much. Yemoshang stood there without any reaction.
"Luoxi, what I want to ask is that you have said so much, what do you want? You keep saying that I broke into my life. Don't you break into my life? Or there may be others in my life without your intrusion, but my life will be different just because you intrude into my life. I like such changes, and I'm willing to do so. But why is this kind of encounter and change so beautiful in your mouth now. Let me make you hate this kind of life. Should there be many reasons? Let you hate, you can say such words. What's wrong when we meet? Tell me, why don't you want to be a good thing when we meet? Why do you just want to be such a bad thing? "
Luoxi looks at yemoshang and listens to yemoshang's refutation, but Luoxi doesn't know why. Listening to yemoshang's words, Luoxi
"Now, no matter what you say, the result is the same, no matter how it is, it can't be the same, understand? No matter how much you say, even if you say how beautiful our meeting is, all the things between us are doomed? If it wasn't for all this, do you think we would be like this now? But the meeting between us is because of you, because of your sudden rush. No, I just became like this. It's not that I deny the beauty of our meeting, but Xiangyu is not good, but it's more bad. I don't like this kind of fragrance. I don't like this kind of meeting at all. This kind of meeting really makes me hate myself. I really can't say how to express the beauty in my heart. There are many beautiful things in my heart.
But disgust is often more than the heart of the good interest. These inner beauty, although a lot, but how also than the heart of disgust. These drugs are too many. How can you let me do it peacefully? In the past, those who hurt us, needless to say, but some things have already been engraved with psychological lessons. If I'm in my heart, how can I forget you? How can I forget? I can't do it at all. Forget what is forget you tell me, then you clearly tell me what is forget, what can be done forget you tell me, but I can't do what I can say, forget I can't do at all. I can't forget the estimated beauty, but I can't forget the unpleasant things in the past and the things that disgust me. I can't forget the things that disgust me all my life. Forget, you know? Do you understand? I have no way.
I really can't forget these things, do you understand? If I could do it, I would have done it. I would have forgotten it. But I have no way. I can't do it. I can't forget it. If I can't do it, I can't do it at all. Tell me how to make me forget. "