Chapter 392

"I I don't know. " Luo Xi was asked by Luoyang and was silent.

"I don't know." After a long time, Luoxi answered.

"Luoyang, I don't know what to do now?

I don't know. I really don't know what to do. I don't know what to do.

Now you can stop asking me these questions? Now I really don't know how to answer some of your so-called questions. These questions are just for me. I really don't know what to do.

I think I should think carefully about your question. As for whether you appear in my side, I can allow, but as you said, I don't want you to disturb my life, I really don't want you to disturb my life, I hope you can think about it.

Today, let's talk about this issue first. I don't think I need to talk about these issues any more. After I have thought about these problems, can we talk about them again? Now let's talk about these problems. We think they are unnecessary and useless. We need to think about these problems. I can continue to think, I think you also need to continue to think about it, do not need to think about these problems here.

Today's we talk about here, do not need to continue to talk, we all need to continue to think about these problems. There's no need to go on here.

What's more, I don't think it's necessary for us to lose weight together. It's not necessary for you and me to say that. Let's continue here today. Let's talk about it later.

Goodbye. " Luo Xi said, directly pulling the night Mo Shang left.

The departure of Luoxi caught Luoyang by surprise.

Luoyang originally wanted to shout at Luoxi, but I don't know why, but I couldn't shout out.

Xiaoxi, since we have reached this point, I believe we can still have a chance in the future.

I believe it will be possible between us.

I believe that as long as I am willing to work hard, you will change your mind. There will be a day when you will forgive me. No matter whether you have to forgive me or not, no matter how long you need me to wait, you will give me the opportunity to forgive, but I am willing to wait like this all the time. I will wait until you forgive me. If you don't forgive me, I will never give up. I will wait until you forgive me. I will wait for the day when you forgive me.

No matter what will happen in this process, even if I will suffer a lot in this process, I will not give up, but I will definitely let you forgive me for that day. Really, I absolutely want you to forgive me. No matter what the cost, I will ask for your forgiveness. Anyway, your forgiveness is the most important thing in my life. And the people who will accompany you in the future will only be me, only me.

"Yemoshang, I don't know if I've gone too far.

I don't know whether I'm right or wrong in doing this. It may be right or wrong, but what I want to know is, am I really right in doing this?

But if I forgive him now, I can't do it. I don't know if I can forgive him now. I don't know if I should forgive him now. But what I know is that my heart can't do it now. And now I still have a doubt about him In the past so many years, he did not come back to me, but now he suddenly came back to me. This incident always makes me feel a little surprised and I always feel that I can't believe it. I still have a suspicion and a feeling that I can't believe it. I think it may be true or false. Here I feel very tangled feeling, I don't know whether he is true or false, may be true, may be false, I am in this state, I want to immediately forgive him.

But I haven't had time to say my words, but I can't say the following words. I can only stop my mouth in silence and say those words in silence. I don't know if I can still say the so-called forgiveness now, but if he insists on letting me forgive him now, I don't know how long I can hold on. I want to let myself I think clearly, but I don't know how to think clearly. This thing, that thing in my heart is always a knot, I want to open, I very hard to open this knot, want to let go of the past, no longer entangled in the past things, can be happy to continue, don't want to worry about those things, OK? I forget the things I really want to do in the past.

What I don't understand is why I always live in a tangle.

All the time, what I want to know most is why he abandoned me so persistently at the beginning. Although he also explained to me, I think that explanation is so untrue. I think he still has something to hide from me, and some things didn't tell me. I want to know why he could abandon me so decidedly at the beginning, and let me leave this matter I'm curious.At the beginning, I was very curious to see how he left me, even if I didn't look back That's what it means to me. People have been satisfied, enough, but I can't see any feelings in him, I can't see any good feelings, I can only see his determination for me, for my ruthlessness, as for other I didn't see a bit, I don't know why in the end, why he would treat me like this, where I am Wrong, he had to treat me so ruthlessly.

It's not what I want to see at the beginning. I never thought that things would turn out that way in the end. I never thought that I never thought that things would turn out that way one day. It's a thing that I never thought of and didn't know. I once thought of trying to make this thing better. My original imagination was beautiful, but I didn't expect that it would be so cruel in the end, and it would make me hurt so much. I didn't expect that the person I cared about the most and loved the most would hurt me so cruelly, and the person who used to say that he would protect me for a lifetime would spoil me My brother all my life, but he abandoned me at the last moment, and the man who used to say that he loved me disappeared at that time.

At that time, I was helpless. I didn't know what I should do. I really didn't know one and a half. I thought about a lot of things and ways, but I didn't think that things would turn out that way. At that moment, I lost all my own, my parents, my favorite people, my favorite brother, they all left me, for a moment, I was the only one in the world? I don't have anyone to rely on. Even if I want to find someone I can report to, I can't find one. I can't find Liu Wei's person. I think I'm really helpless. I really want to find someone who can protect me, but no matter how I want to find someone who likes me, I want to go Find someone I can rely on. But at that time.

No matter how hard I try, I can't find me. No matter how hard I stretch out my hand, no matter how hard I try to catch the person I want to catch, but at the moment when I stretch out my hand to catch, he disappears completely. No matter how hard I try, it seems that what I catch is the air, and I can never catch the person I want to catch. I don't understand why things end up like this. I can't figure out why. I can't figure out why? It's very similar to me, and for so many years, I have been living my own life alone, alone, without a familiar person around me, which makes my world almost collapse. You know what? But just like I have now fully accepted, has accepted the reality, he will not appear in my side, he has completely disappeared from my world, but this time he suddenly appeared in front of me.

And tell me she's back on the day shift tomorrow, don't you think it's ironic? Now the most desired person didn't appear when he needed it most, but he suddenly appeared in front of you at the moment when he had completely accepted his heart. I don't know how to describe my mood at this moment. I just feel that it's a great irony. I like the person I want most. But when he didn't show up when he needed it most, and when he didn't need him at all, he suddenly jumped out. What's the use of his appearing in front of me now? What's the use of his appearing when I don't need him when I don't need him? What can he give me? He said, there are a lot of reasons, but those unreasonable reasons, he just said ambiguous, but not always clear.

Always there to avoid my problems selectively, how are not willing to say clearly why he is, why do you want to treat me like this, I want to know why he can be so cruel to me, and why now I can't treat him like that, I can't be so cruel to her. "

Luo Xi said and hugged Ye Mo Shang tightly.