Chapter 452

"Yemoshang, why can everyone get justice with you, but why is it that I'm the only one who doesn't have justice with you? Why is everyone fair with you, but why don't I say it's unfair? Is it true that I lost the word "fairness" a long time ago? I lost fairness. The so-called fairness. I have already gone out, haven't I?

Why do I lose all fairness? Why can't I get what I've got? It's unfair. Why can't I make up for it? Why do I have to face the loss of fairness again and again? Why? Why do I have to lose the so-called fairness? What I did wrong, please tell me, what I did wrong, or how, why I just want to lose fairness?

Why is it that I am the only one who has to practice in Gongxin, and other people can get the so-called fairness? Why can't I? Why can't I get all the so-called fairness I want? Although I have understood for a long time in this world that there is no real fairness in this society, why is there no simple fairness left for me? Others can get all the fairness, and I, but I have to completely lose, is for fairness? You can get those. Simple empty bottle, even if it's just a little bit of fairness, but I, am I going to lose the so-called real fairness? But also why, by what, by what other people can get the fairness they want, even if it is fair, not what they want, but why do I really lose these fairness?

I want is always simple, simple can not be a simple thing, whirlwind just, don't want is just fair, but the more I want things, the more I want to get things, but you just want to let me face failure, even if I desperately to chase, desperately primary school put these things into who's hands, but I still want to To lose them, why and why? Why do I feel faced with the loss of so-called fairness. Why can't I just say it's fair? Why do I have to lose it again and again for the sake of diploma? You tell me, tell me why, why do I have to face the loss of fairness? Why can't I get it, so it's fair.

In fact, from the beginning, the fairness I want is very simple, very simple fairness, simple can't be any more simple fairness, but the more simple things bother me, I can't do it every month, I don't understand why others can simply do the world, others can simply get the time to get things, but I have to pay ten thousand times Only in this way can I get all the fair losses I want. Some things. Is there really not everything I think of in this world? Do I have to lose? Is it just me? Can't I get it?

Why can't I get it? Why will I face loss? Why can't I get all the so-called everything? Why should I fail? Why? Why? Why do I have to avoid failure? Why do I have to face all the unfairness? Why do I have to treat me like this again and again? What I have done wrong must be treated like this. If I say what I have done wrong, I will accept whatever the result is. But I didn't see what I had done wrong. I just did what I should do again and again, what I could do, but what I should do, what I could do, what the final result was like. The final result still made me face failure and pain. Let me be entangled in this painful life all the time

the video life has been entangled with me The more I want to get rid of this kind of life, why can't I get rid of it by myself? Why can't I get rid of this kind of life, why do I just like this, why do I treat me like this again and again, what have I done wrong, or what should I not do? Why can't I get everything I want. Why do I have to lose everything, why can't I get it, why do I always lose things, lose again and again, why do I always have to be disappointed with what I have, why do I suggest you contact me? Why can't you give me a chance to succeed, even if it's caused by me, but here I am Never, never the so-called chance of success, but also give me failure.

But this kind of failed life is enough for me. I don't want it anymore. I don't want this kind of failure. What I want is silence, success. Do you understand? What I want is simple success. I want to get what I am pursuing. All I want is what I want to pursue. The more things I want, I have to face losing you and failure.

Why do I always face loss and failure! I want to succeed, I want to get all the things I want, but now fruit is always like this, the more I want to get things, I also want those things you pursue, but he just from the front of everything news, even if I have been working hard, will work hard to pursue what I want, even if I again and again Efforts, a struggle, but the more I struggle, the more it is. What's the result of sitting? You told me.The result still can't change the final result of failure, I always want to get things that are always like that, no matter how I go, he will lose, no matter how I go forward, I work hard, but I still should eat, I will lose, why? Why do you treat me like this? What I want to get is simple things, but I can't get what you seem to pick up here. This is also why some simple things can be easily obtained by others. And I have no way to do it here. Why can't I get what others can get? And what others can reach, I have to work ten thousand times and thousands of times, keep working hard, keep brushing, keep strengthening. Only in this way can I get what I want. Is that ridiculous, It's not the most sad thing that you don't pursue every day.

In front of things, it's like proving my existence, but I really don't understand why I should treat me like this. If I say that I have done something wrong, I can understand it. But what I have done wrong, why do I treat me like this and treat me like this? What did I do wrong? You tell me, what did I do wrong? But I treat it like this again and again. If I say that I have done something wrong. Elder sister, you can tell me directly, but I didn't find out what I did wrong. This is something I can't understand all the time. I'm working hard, and I'm struggling. I'm running ahead, running ahead, and chasing until I want to get what I want. But why have I worked so hard, so hard, but I still have no way, the final pursuit of what I want, even these things.

Even if these things are simple things, simple things can't be any more simple things, but I still can't get them. Why, why does the Lord treat me so hard time and time again? Why do I want things, but want everything to go smoothly? Shoot me. You see, my life leaves my world, but what I don't want, he has to have an operation, now In my life, I really don't understand why, why always treat me like this, why I can't give me what I want. What I want, I really don't know why, why treat me like this, I want him, I want what I want, I want what I want, I want what I want, even if I get these things, I need to pay some price, but I am willing, but why is the result still the same? Why is the result still for me or hurt me, why is it still hurt again and again?

Why does God choose this way? Just hurt me. Why hurt me? Why? Why is it that I am the one who has been hurt? Why should I be hurt in this way? Why? Why can't I get it? Why can't I get him? Why hurt me? Why, why hurt me again and again, I don't want to, I don't understand, I really don't want to, I don't want to, I don't want to think about why, God why. I don't want to think about these things, I don't want to think clearly, I don't want to think clearly, I just want to make it clear. Why? Why? It's me who is hurt. Why not others? Why is this person only me? Why? "