Chapter 468

"We eat now, so we will become like this, and then we will become like this. In all understanding, it's actually very simple. It's because we insist on what we should not have insisted on.

Now that we have understood all this, what should we do now? I should give up what we should insist on, insist on and give up. For example, I should insist on my freedom and you should give up on my skills.

I think we should do the things that we can do, so we should learn to do them. We should not insist on them. They are meaningless and meaningless. They just add to each other's troubles and deny themselves The troubles in my mind again and again make us more painful and painful. No more pain, do you want this kind of pain? Do you still want to experience the pain between us all the time? Let us have been so painful between you? Is this pain really good? Do I really want this pain?

Such pain, really too painful, I have no way to review, I really don't want such pain, I want to give up, I really too want to give up everything I want to give up, give up all this now, these things I really have no way to accept, no way to bear, also no way to bear all this courage, I want to The most important thing is to give up these things, that is to give up these things completely. I have anything to do with these things. Do you understand? I don't want it anymore.

Now all the things, so maybe I don't want, what I want is what I want, what I want is just what I should get, what I want is I want to be alone, what I want is to leave you, this is what I want, this is all I want, do you understand? I don't want number seven, I just want this, but now you can see it. I see it more clearly. I don't think all of it is willing to tell me that you don't want to give it to me at all. What you want to give me is all of masturbation. You think it should be given to me. If it can be given to me, you will remit it to me. But for others, you won't give it to me, just because you think it should be given to me As for me, you will lose a lot, so you never want to give it to me.

Do you understand what I think in my heart? You don't understand, you don't understand anything. What you understand is what you understand, and what you think is what you think. It's not that you have never thought about it for me, not once. Even if it's just one time, I'm willing to ask, but do you? Have you ever thought about it for me? Have you ever really thought about it for me? Without you, I have never thought about you. What you have never thought about will always be you. The person you think of will always be you.

You think that person is always yourself. Why do you think of yourself instead of others? But I never think about why you can't think about others, even if you don't think about others. Since you always think about yourself, or you can live with yourself for a lifetime. Why do you want to entangle me? I'm not trying to pull me. Why do I have to make my life so miserable?

In my previous life, I have already, I feel that I have already become a Buddhist and have happiness, but as a result, what I catch is happiness? What I have is happiness. It's not what I caught. What I have is not the happiness I want. What you said to me is what you think you can give me and what you should give me, but you didn't give me real happiness. What is real happiness? You gave it to me. I want happiness, you did not give me, you give me just you think you can give me, ah, good, you think you have done very well, have done very great, you are a very great person, for me, gave me a lot of things, but the result is really like this? It's really mom. Did you really give me a lot of things?

These things are countless, Chu, mother does not, that thing is not countless, sister Chu, you choose to do this again and again, I don't understand why you choose this way, why you must choose to be like this, why you must choose to do this? For you, what are the five constellations? Is there any reason for me to know? I don't think you are anything. You only know how to catch what you want, but you don't want to let go a little. What you want to add, even if you don't want to catch, you say no, right? Is that what it looks like. Help me ask you what you want to catch, what you want to give up, what your relatives are.

But you, as I said before, hold on to yourself and don't want to let go. Should not let go, open to give up their own, dare not let go of gas, this is you, this is your consistent style, this is what you do, this is what you do, this is what you choose again and again to attach importance to the situation, but you said the choice, I have no way to refute, I can not say anything, after all, this is your own choice, after all, it is your own choice What can I say about my decision? What can I do? Can I scold you? Am I pushing you? I even a nose to you, let you let me go? If I can, then I can really do it, but I can't do it, I can't do it, because you won't be soft hearted, release me, hold me, this is your personality, this is what you will do.But for me, how ever did you think about it for me? You and Chen seriously thought about it for me. What do I want? What I want, why can't you.

Why can't you give me what I want once? Why do you choose to do it? Why do you do this over and over again? Why? That's why I don't know and I don't understand. Why should it be like this? Why does everything understand this way? "