Chapter 493

"Brother, will you protect me all your life?" Little Luoxi looks at Luoyang naively.

Luoyang looked at Luoxi's eyes, full face of doting, "will." Luoyang touched the small head of Luoxi, "of course, brother will protect you all his life."

Luoyang looks at Luoxi with smile in its eyes. Looking at the little Luoxi and its clear eyes, Luoyang makes up its mind at that moment.

What I want to do in my life is to protect the people in front of me. Luoxi is the one I want to make up my mind to protect in my life.

Luoyang, you don't know why you see little Luoxi. You think about a shortcoming in your heart. In fact, she knew long ago that Lucy was not his sister, but his parents picked it up from the outside. But even if he knew it, it was another thing. When he knew what was in his heart, he wanted to love Ruoxi more, like protecting that little person Protect this weak Luoxi. At that time, looking at Ruoxi, his eyes were full of love and love. Spoiling, he only thinks that friends will use all they have to protect the person they want to protect, the person they want to love, no matter what happens in the future, he wants to protect Luoxi well, but he knows one thing, wants to do it, why, even if he knows, but she still has no way to make up her mind to protect Luoxi well She really can't protect Rosie well. He suddenly thought of his childhood at a time when he didn't know why.

She didn't know why she suddenly started to think of the scene of the novel and the beginning.

Thinking of Ruoxi's protection, thinking of Lucy, protecting herself again and again, thinking of Lucy's looking at these eyes, thinking of Lucy, looking at her own eyes, Luoyang didn't know why she suddenly became more uncomfortable. She didn't know why she suddenly thought of these things, only felt more and more uncomfortable in her heart He was more and more sad. He really didn't know why he thought so and why he was good. Well, what he wants is not like this. What she wants is never like this. He really doesn't know what he wants. He really doesn't know what he wants, what he wants, what he wants. He doesn't understand what he wants. He really doesn't understand what she thought about. He wants to protect the screw in front of her Protect her for a lifetime to protect her, but he had clearly said to protect that person, really now himself.

In the past, I wanted to protect the person I wanted to hurt. I also wanted to protect the most beloved person. But I did what I did. I just hurt him more and more deeply. Now I've been complaining about myself and hating myself. He really doesn't understand why he was hurt Will you make such a choice, will make such a decision, even if the name in your heart, the decision is a mistake. I know clearly that I should not make such a decision and should not just do such a thing, but I still did such a thing or chose to do it. Why, why do I do it, why do I choose such a thing? Why? Why do you want to do it again and again, and choose to do it again and again.

Luoyang how to protect Lucy, choose to protect the things he wants, he really has no way, he really does not know how to do, why, why do you want to do a face-to-face stimulation, he really want to shop, Rosie really want to protect such a road line, he really too much want to protect Luoxi, really. But why, why do the people you want to protect the most, you want to hurt them? What I want to do most is. This good protection, Lucy good protection of their favorite this person, but these why now to hurt their favorite this person, this person clearly the world's most beloved, most beloved, but why this most beloved, why do they choose to hurt him? He is the one he loves the most, the one he loves the most, he is not someone else, he is not someone else, he is the one he loves the most, why even if he knows it, he knows it in his heart.

Mom, why do you clearly understand these, clearly know that there are some left, but why do you still choose to hurt Luoxi? He is the one he loves most, the one he loves, and the one he wants to protect most. But why should he choose to hurt the one he loves most? I clearly should protect her, love her, love her all my life, love her into the bone marrow. But it is such a person, but he chose to hurt, he put him. It's so deep, it's so severe.

Guiyang now has been echoing in my mind. When I was young and now, I was looking at the little Luoxi again and again. Obviously, I was looking at myself like that, and I was looking at the adoring eyes, but now it has become like that. It's very exciting to say that I hate myself like that. The hateful eyes of Luoxi are in Luoyang's heart I don't know why I started to be afraid and didn't adapt. The fear of tears, he is really afraid, very afraid of such a look, he really does not understand why things will be like this, he really does not understand, also do not understand why things will become like this, why such a look will be like this, clearly these eyes should not be like this, should not these eyes should not be like this Ah, he should not be like this, but why did he become like this? He is clearly his favorite.But now? Now I don't even have a chance to love her, because the person I love is hating me and resenting myself. Why, why does it happen to be like this? Why does it happen to be like this now? It's obvious that I'm the one I love most and the one I love most, but now I've been hating all the time Straight resentment of their own, why, why things will be like this, why things are good but suddenly become. It's all like this. It shouldn't be. It shouldn't be like this.

Luoxi, in her heart, has been herself since she was a child. The person she loves most is the most important person in her life. However, it is the person she loves most to eat. Now she loves and hates these people most. The person she loves hates her heart and her eyes. As long as Luoyang thinks about these things, she will be heartbroken, which will hurt herself I can't help it. I can't understand why I finally became like this. Why does his favorite person resent himself like this? Why does he hate himself like this again and again? He really can't figure it out. He can't understand why good things become like this. What happened at the beginning, what happened at the beginning, what happened at the beginning? Clearly should not, things should not be like this, the most beloved even if they do not love themselves, but also should not hate themselves, but why now such a time and again hate themselves.

Why do you hate yourself so much? Why do you hate money so much? What happened in those years shouldn't be like this. Why did you make that choice in those years? Why did you choose to hurt Lucy? Lucy is clearly the person you should protect most, but she chose to hurt her. She hurt her so deeply that she chose to hurt again and again Why did she choose to hurt her? She shouldn't be like this. What? Why do things become like this? They are clearly the people they love most. But why, why do things become like this? Why do some things have to operate the opposite risk to develop? Why shouldn't they? Should not.

Now I always think of that scene in my mind. I always think of the scene when I was a child. I always think of the scene when I abandoned Luoxi in the rain. I always go back to Wuxi. Now I hate my eyes. This scene is always mentioned shamelessly and reverberates in my mind. It appears in front of my eyes again and again. Looking at these Luoyang, my heart will become more painful, he knows Ming wants to forget, but he can't forget these memories, even if it's painful. But the same thing, the most precious thing in his heart, the most wanted to keep the memory of Luoxi when he was a child, looking at his own eyes, he would hate that he left Luxi mercilessly, he would regret now, now Luoxi should treat himself like this, she really did not understand why things would develop step by step, why they would become like this again and again, why things are changing now Do you want to look at yourself, the last person you want to see? Why? Why?

Why should it be like this now? Why should it not be like this? Why does it happen like this? Why? Why did things become like this? She shouldn't have done it in those years. Why did things become like this now? This kind of result is what she can't accept most and doesn't want to see most. How can he accept the result now? How can he want to see what he really doesn't want to see? How can he really not want to see why and why things become like this. Why do things have to become like this, but why, why do things have to evolve into this step, and become the scene that you don't want to see and you don't want to see.