Chapter 517

Luoyang, do you know? I used to think of you all the time, and you appeared in my world, in my life, in my life.

I used to think that you are the most beautiful thing in my life. I used to think that if you are the most beautiful thing in my life, then I will try my best to protect myself. I think the most beautiful thing is now that I find that it is not like this. You are not in my world The most beautiful but beautiful existence, perhaps because of your existence, but let my world become more beautiful. I do prosperity, my world has become more do not know how to do, how to do, but also because of your existence, it leads to my life again and again become helpless, do not know how to choose, do not know what to do. But sometimes I really don't understand, why is this person, why I would regard her as the most important existence in my life, even as my world. How can you be the most important and unique existence in my world? You are just telling me how much I thought in the past, or how many stupid things I did in the past. In addition to proving this, what else can I prove? In addition to knowing my past stupidity, I can also explain my past. It just proves me again and again. At the beginning of the stupid behavior, but again and again to explain how stupid I had done, in addition to these, also let me have something in my life, no criticism, let me have something in my life, just let my life feel again and again, let me not know what to do. I really don't know how to face my future life, because your presence now just makes my future life more things, but also makes my future life more memories, but these memories I don't want now, and a little more memories, I really don't want, or want, I even imagine this trace of memories, you know Completely disappear from my world, I really don't understand why. Why do you treat me like this? Why do you choose to hurt me like this again and again? Every time I go to Shanghai, do you know what it means to me? It's just heartless hurt to me. But you have to choose to do it like this. You have to choose to hurt me like this again and again.

But now toilet Shanghai, now you have no infinite harm, but is to deepen just, but now these hurt I don't want, I don't want to let anyone with any reason to hurt me, I just want to myself, belong to my own life, even if my life is very tired, but I don't want my life full of more sorrow , full of more pain, because I want to live. I am just more simple, more simple just, but you are not willing to complete, but not willing to give me the simplest and most leisurely life, but just let my life become more and more irritable, but I really do not understand, also do not know what you are thinking in your heart, why your heart, why so complex, clearly agreed at the beginning But. All of a sudden disappeared, then what was your original agreement? Who did we make the agreement at the beginning? In your eyes, what is it in your world? Or what do you regard us as, or what we are in your eyes, why do you choose to hurt so much, to hurt the most sincere person is yourself. It's you who want to do this. It's you who want to choose hurt again and again. What you choose is hurt. What you choose is every heartless hurt. But the damage of your weapon may be insignificant in other people's eyes. But in the eyes of those who care about you, it hurts more than anything, but it hurts more than anything. Do you understand? If you really care about this person. How can you have the heart to hurt others? How can you have the heart to hurt others? After that, you can only say that in your heart, what you want to do is hurt others, right? Why do you want to hurt others in your heart instead of protecting others? Why do you choose to hurt others again and again.

Is there only hurt left in your world? Do you have nothing in your world, some just mercilessly hurt my mother, my mother would like to ask is, but in your eyes, what is the most important, what is the most important in your eyes, what is the most important thing, the most care about things, or you never have anything in your heart, the most important person you care about is always you. Then who has such a tiny position in your heart? If I don't, I don't have any position in your heart, then I can prove that because I am a trivial existence, I am just like this, right? Maybe you never care about me, you never care about me, what you care about, anyway, in my heart, in your heart. There has never been me. If you have me now, how can you make such choices again and again to hurt me and each other. What is it that you hurt each other? Why hurt each other again and again? Hurt people again and again? But I really don't know why the world is like this, why there are so cruel people in the world, why there are so cruel people, what is every hurt in your eyes, what do you do every time, and how do you choose to hurt others every time? So in your heart, what talent will not hurt, in your heart, what do you want to do, and then contact. What's important in your heart. But I really don't know what you are thinking? In your heart, what is the most important, what is what you value, what is what you value? What do you see in your eyes? What kind of existence am I in your heart? I am here in your heart. Is it really important that you are here? Is it really an important existence or something? But why do you choose to hurt me? Hurt me, the one who has nothing to hurt you?For a long time, what I have thought of, and I also think of, is to protect. You just want to protect you well. You can tell me that I am the best protector in the world. As long as I want to protect you well, I will be satisfied. But you are not willing to meet such a simple request or even such a simple idea, because you want to be practical What is learning? You want to do something to hurt me. You want to do things is to choose how to hurt me again and again, right? But what is it to treat me like this in your eyes? What kind of existence am I when I choose to hurt me in your eyes? Every time I choose to hurt my son to achieve your goal, mom, I'm curious. What's in your eyes? I'm what matters. I'm an important being in your eyes. I'm in your eyes. You can't understand the hurt at all. You can hurt me in five minutes, right? Then the dish is really humble and pitiful. It's really humble to the extreme. Because you can hurt whenever and wherever you want, isn't it? Is it true that I am so humble? I also have my own ideas, I also think for myself, I am not a person. I'm not an existence that you can do whatever you want. You can ignore my existence, or even ignore my existence. For the purpose of hurting me, you choose to hurt me this time. I've hurt you and you've hurt me. But since you have chosen to hurt me once, you can choose to hurt me to achieve your goal. I also want to say I'm sorry, I can't continue to insist like this, I can't watch people bully me, but I don't do anything.

I am an individual with my own ideas and personal affairs. I will do what I want to do and why I will do everything to achieve my own purpose. I really don't know or understand.

I can't guess what's in your mind, and I can't figure out what's in your mind. But I know what I'm talking about. I also know that once I make some choices, I can't change them. But I don't regret it. I won't do it for my choice today. What's more, I will always insist on my own ideas to do it for myself Do things until one day I really let myself want things. Maintain. Because before I died, I didn't understand what I wanted, but now it's different. Now I've figured out and figured out what I wanted. What I want is what I fight for. Only when I fight for it once, can I get what I want, everything. It's so I have to work hard to get. Why don't they work hard? Even if it's hard and tiring in the process, I'm still willing to struggle and marry what I want. As long as I can get what I want, I can do whatever I want, because I want to get what I want.