However, it is a pity that Xu Lei's thoughts are just extravagant hopes.
She is so envious of Qiu Mu orange that she can find her own dependence and find the man who can give her a life.
Tears are like rain.
Who could have thought that the miss between her and ye fan had become a regret that she could not make up for in her life.
...
"Xiaolei ~"
"did you sleep?"
When Xu Lei loses her tears, Ye Fan's voice of inquiry comes from outside the room.
Xu Lei immediately points her mood and wipes the tears out of the corners of her eyes, trying not to let Ye Fan see that she has just shed tears.
She is a proud woman. Even in front of Ye Fan, she doesn't want to show her fragile side and let Ye Fan worry.
"No, brother fan."
Xu Lei opened the door and chuckled.
But no matter how well she conceals, how can she escape Ye Fan's eyes.
"What's wrong with you, ray?"
"Are you all right?"
Ye Fan is worried to ask a way, in the words, full of care and pity.
Xu Lei is even younger than him.
She was Fanghua, but now she has suffered what she should not bear at her age. Over the years, Ye Fan thinks that Xu Lei's life must be very bad, right?
"No, brother fan."
"I'm fine."
"When I heard you call Miss Qiu, I suddenly miss my parents."
"When I am sick and helpless, I just know how good it is to have relatives?"
Yes, only when it's cold, can we really realize how warm the quilt is?
In public, after betraying one's parents, one knows how happy it is to have parents' protection.
"In the past, I was alone in Jiangdong. Although I was unaccompanied, at least I still had my parents at home. I would go back and have a look at them every new year and festival."
"When you are frustrated or lonely, you can talk to mom and dad and complain about their sufferings. When you are sick, some people greet and care about them."
"But now, mom and dad no longer, now the Xu family can not go back, suddenly feel that the whole world, left their own."
"Brother Xiao Fan, have you ever heard a word?"
"If your parents are here, there's still a place to live. If parents go, there is only the way home. "
"Parents are a solid wall between us and death. Now that the wall is gone, we will face death. "
In the room, dim yellow light, slowly swaying.
Fall in front of the woman's body, only sprinkle the haze of the ground.
On the floor of the long skirt, Xu Lei's eyebrows and eyes were slightly red. Standing by the window, she was talking and looking out of the window. The smile in the corner of her mouth contained endless loss and sorrow.
In the eyes of outsiders, she is the goddess of Jiangdong and the gold of Xu family. She is bright and dignified.
However, who knows, in a person's bright behind, and what kind of sorrow and sadness.
Like today's Xu Lei, her parents died early and her family was heartless. Xiao Fan, who once thought she could rely on for her whole life, has already established a family and become the support of her people.
Even if, Ye Fan can still accompany her now.
However, she is very clear that ye fan is going to leave and return to Yunzhou in the end.
Sometimes when I think about it, Xu Lei doesn't know why. When she walks, she is left alone.
Seeing this, Xu Lei's mood became more and more depressed.
That pair of beautiful eyes, is also more and more gloomy.