Chapter 192

Qin Shu returns to the apartment and lies exhausted on the sofa.

Su Xiaoya is called home by Mu Qian tonight. She is the only one in the apartment, which seems a little lonely.

Qin Shu leans on the sofa and suddenly wants to get drunk.

There were more than ten beers in the fridge, all of which she took out.

PA!

Qin Shu pulls open the pull ring of the can and drinks a big mouthful. The cold liquid slides down her throat, leaving a trace of bitterness in her mouth.

She was not good at drinking, and she was drinking hard, but only a few cans of beer, and her cheeks burned slightly.

When a dozen beers were drunk, Qin Shu felt dizzy and distended.

Lying on the sofa, she thought vaguely, don't you think that you can get a comfortable sleep if you are drunk? How now instead so headache, so afflictive?

There seems to be a breath in the chest, no place to vent.

"Asshole!" Qin Shu mumbled and scolded. Suddenly she sat up and picked up the bag on the ground. After a while, she found the mobile phone.

She wanted to call Ling Mohan and listen to his voice, even the command voice that she hated most before.

It took a long time for the phone to be answered.

She heard Ji Nanya's cold voice: "Hello, Qin Shu, ah Han is taking a bath..."

Qin Shu hangs up in a panic.

That's dog blood.

She thought scornfully, covering her wet eyes with her hands, and leaning lazily on the sofa. She could not drink any more beer, and her mouth was full of bitter taste.

Perhaps Lingmo Han and Ji Nanya didn't have anything to do, just to help answer the phone, but Qin Shu thought it was very harsh.

She had never felt so embarrassed as if she were the third party.

Su Xiaoya called and asked happily, "honey, would you be lonely without me tonight?"

"You think more." Qin Shu tried to make her voice sound the same as usual. "If you're not here, I can sleep horizontally or vertically. The whole bed is mine."

"So heartless." Su Xiaoya snorted unhappily, "eh, how can I hear your voice is not right, are you crying?"

"No, my voice is not very comfortable. Maybe I'm too tired today."

"Hee hee, I thought you wanted me to cry."

Qin Shu heard the voice of moqian coming from the other end of the phone, vaguely urging Su Xiaoya to go to bed early, and then heard Su Xiaoya complain in a low voice: "do you hear that? He doesn't know what medicine he's taken wrong. He's always in charge of me these days. "

"Didn't you want him to take care of you?" Qin Shu said.

Su Xiaoya sighed, "that was before. Now I don't want to provoke him."

For some reason, Qin Shu heard that there was something sweet in her words, and then she thought it was her own thinking. After all, Su Xiaoya was not so persistent to Mu Qian.

After hanging up the phone, Qin Shu sighed heavily and lay on the sofa again.

Before long, the phone rang again.

Qin Shu is too lazy to move.

The phone rings for a while, stops for a moment and rings again, as if she had to answer.

Qin Shu props up and takes a look at her mobile phone. She is shocked to see the name on it.

Ling Mo is cold.

How did he call?

At this time, Qin Shu's brain was a little dizzy. She couldn't turn around for a moment. She stared at the name for seven or eight seconds before she realized that she wanted to answer the phone.

"What can I do for you?" Ling Mo asked coldly, without a trace of ups and downs, without a trace of temperature, and without feelings.

"Wrong number." Qin Shu found the worst excuse.

Ling Mohan was silent for a few seconds, then hissed. Qin Shu's face was even hotter, as if all his thoughts had been seen through by him.

"I'm sorry to disturb you," she said in some confusion

Then I want to hang up.

"You dare to hang up!" Ling Mohan suddenly snapped a warning.

Qin Shu shakes her hand and nearly drops her mobile phone.

"No," she said stiffly

Ling Mohan asked again, "what are you looking for?"

Qin Shu is silent, and then hears Nanya on the end of her mobile phone saying, "ah Han, it's night. You have a taste. This is my first time... "

She didn't have the courage to listen any more. She suddenly clicked the red key on the screen, and then pressed the shutdown key. The screen soon turned dark.

Tears snapped down on the screen.

Qin Shu was not a tearful person, but since she was separated from Ling Mohan, she always cried, and slept in a mess at night, as if everything had become terrible.

She couldn't help but think of the picture of Ling Mohan and Ji Nanya walking together at the end of the party, and wonder why they were still together so late. Ji Nanya made him a snack, which sounded like a couple.

These thoughts made Qin Shu feel extremely miserable and painful.

If If it wasn't for her chromosomal abnormalities, the pain that caused her body three years ago, everything would be different now.

Why does she have to bear the pain?

Qin Shu wiped a tear hard, stood up and called Aunt Wang on the landline.

"Aunt Wang, can't I really get pregnant again?" She asked eagerly.

Wang Wenqing heard that her mood was not right: "little Shu, what's wrong with you?"

"I'm fine." Qin Shu shakes her head, tears fall down again. "Is there really no way? I want children very much. "

She had never been so eager to have a little life in her stomach.

"Little Shu, you know clearly that it is not that there is no way, but that it is very difficult." Wang Wenqing said painfully and helplessly, "whether it's natural pregnancy or in vitro baby, the probability of pregnancy success is one in 100000. In addition, the abortion rate after pregnancy is as high as 60%. According to your current physical condition, you and your child have to bear great risks. "

Qin Shu was speechless.

When she went to the hospital for examination before this, the doctor also said that now listening to Wang Wenqing once again is like stabbing another knife in her heart, which makes her almost unable to breathe.

Wang Wenqing suddenly thought of something and snapped, "are you still with Ling's kid? Does he force you to have children? "

Qin Shu did not speak.

Wang Wenqing said angrily, "isn't he hurting you enough? This is what your body is doing. It's what he's doing! "

Qin Shu held the phone tightly and said with a cruel smile, "it's none of his business. I was determined to choose it at the beginning."

"You child." Wang Wenqing is helpless. "Don't worry, take care of yourself first. I will help you, or I won't be able to explain to your mother in the future."

"I'm sorry, Aunt Wang. I'm worrying you again." Qin Shu said guiltily.

Wang Wenqing wants to talk and stops, but at last he doesn't say anything.

There are some things that she can't do but rely on Qin Shu to figure out.

That night, Qin Shu slept restlessly. The pain of tearing her heart and lungs was lingering in her heart. When she woke up in the middle of the night, her clothes were soaked with sweat.

The next day at work, Qin Shu and Yang te applied to be transferred from Lincheng to work in the military industrial group.

Young looked at her with a frown. "Give me a reason."

Qin Shu said with a smile, "I want to change my environment, and I am not competent enough to be the leader of group A of the secretary group, so I want to exercise in different areas."

"I don't accept that." Yang te helped to take a thick document and handed it to Qin Shu. "Let's finish the trading project in K country first. I tell you that the above attaches great importance to the arms trade, which is related to the long-term development of the two countries in the future. You must pay more attention to it. Don't think about the matter of transferring to the district. Forget it for me! "

Yang tezhu seldom spoke with Qin Shu in such a harsh tone, which showed that she was angry at Qin Shu's kicking out of Lincheng.

Qin Shu didn't seem to see it, but still insisted, "I'm sorry, Yang tezhu. I really want to work in different areas. Let other colleagues finish this project."

Yang te raised his head and looked at her determinedly: "I want to hear the real reason, and don't make me fool of such boring excuses as incompetence."

Qin Shu chuckled: "well, it's my fault. I apologize to you. As for the reason, I can only say it's personal. It's that I shouldn't bring this emotion to work, but if you don't approve it, I can only resign. "

In fact, she is very headstrong.

But Yang te helps to know that she has willful capital. Even if Qin Shu resigns, with her excellent work ability, it is not difficult to find a good job again.

Yang te nodded, shook his hands, and said earnestly: "Qin Shu, I know that you have a lot of pressure in the past, and also helped me to share a lot of work, but you are trained by me. How can I let you go?"

"I'm sorry." Qin Shu can only say these three words.

Yang te helped her for a while and said, "well, I'll give you half a month's holiday. You can go out and have a rest."

Qin Shu also wanted to say that Yang te helped to take the lead: "OK, that's it, or I won't even give you half a month's holiday."

Qin Shu had no choice but to walk out of the office.

Yu Qing sees her face is not very good, ask in a low voice: "Yang te helped say you?"

"That's right." Qin Shu thought of the stern tone of Yang te's help, and felt very guilty. "Don't worry, it's nothing."

She thought about it for a while, but she didn't mention with Yu Qing about leaving Lincheng.

In the afternoon, Tang Anru came back to work.

At the banquet yesterday, she was slapped several times by Beth Chen. To this day, she still has no swelling. Her soft and moving face is as swollen as a steamed bun. It seeps a few strands of blood. It looks startling. She can't bear to look at it directly.

If there are not many things in the Secretariat, Tang Anru would like to take a week off and come back to work when the red and swollen face is completely cured.

Her appearance attracted many people to guess and ask what happened.

The minister warned that it was not allowed to talk about it. Tang Anru could only knock off his teeth and swallow blood: "nothing. I fell accidentally."

We don't believe anyone. We've never seen such a bad fall.

But Tang refused to say that no one else could pry anything out of her mouth, and only a few insiders chose to shut up.

Some people want to ask Beth Chen, only to find out that she didn't come to work.