Back to his residence, Jichen vomited again, and there was burning pain in his stomach, but he was self abusive and indulged, letting his viscera be eroded by the pain, as if it could make him remember that Qin Shu was no longer the one he could touch.
But what about remembering? He can't forget it at all.
I don't know how long ago, Jichen woke up from his lethargy. The room was covered with heavy curtains. It was dark. I don't know whether it was afternoon or night. He turned out his mobile phone and found it was more than 8 p.m.
There are several unread messages on the screen, one of which is sent by Qin Shu: how are you?
Just five words, let Jichen ecstatic, in the message reply box repeatedly delete, consider reply her words, finally found that nothing suitable, can only reply: "I'm ok."
After the message was sent out, Ji Chen stared at the mobile phone. After five minutes or so, he received Qin Shu's reply: "then you have a good rest."
Ji Chen smiled softly at the screen and carefully replied, "you too, pay attention to your body. Next time, I'll make steamed herring for you."
As long as Qin Shu says it, he can do it for her immediately.
He waited for a long time, but didn't wait for Qin Shu's reply. He read Qin Shu's message over and over again in the dark. It's like aftertaste of sweet wine. He can't extricate himself from it. He can remember clearly the position of every word in the message.
Ji Chen keeps the information in a private file, and an Xiaoxiao's words "have you ever thought of being with sister Qin again?"
Of course.
He silently replied in his heart, thinking more than once and twice, maybe hundreds of times, thousands of times Every night when Ji Chen returns to Lincheng, he misses Qin Shu and the days when he was with her in Dongcheng.
That was the happiest year of his life.
Although Qin Shu has no love for him, as long as he can be with her, he is satisfied.
Thoughts fly, feelings like crazy.
When Ji Chen returns to his senses, he finds that he doesn't know when to open the address book, and turns to Su Xiaoya's phone number.
Qin Shu and Su Xiaoya are very close. If you want to know about Qin Shu, it is the best way to ask Su Xiaoya.
Quarter Chen hesitates repeatedly, after all still did not resist the palpitation of the heart, dialed Su Xiaoya's telephone.
"Wow, you still remember to call me. I thought you forgot me." Su Xiaoya's energetic voice came from her mobile phone, which sounded very happy, and also diluted the depression in Jichen's heart.
He got out of bed and pulled back the heavy curtains. He said with a smile, "how can I forget you?"
"Well, I don't believe it. You must have something to think of me." Su Xiaoya said firmly, "let me guess Well, 99% of what you can find me is related to Qin Shu. "
"You don't have to be so direct, do you?"
"I was right." Su Xiaoya is not without complacency. "Say, what can I do for you?"
"I want to know everything about Xiaoshu in the past three years." Ji Chen stands in front of the floor to ceiling window and looks at the charming neon lights in the distance. Qin Shu's eyes naturally appear in front of her, just like the lights.
Su Xiaoya is silent.
Jichen's heart is sinking.
After a while, Su Xiaoya whispered, "Ji Chen, I'm sorry, I can't help you. I can only tell you that she has a good life and Ling Mohan loves her very much, but you should also see that. "
"Season Chen reluctantly smiles a way:" I know
Su Xiaoya sighs in her heart.
It's not that she doesn't want to help Ji Chen, but Qin Shu doesn't allow her to say it. Of course, she can't betray Qin Shu.
……
The night is like a confused fog, spreading slowly in the night, like a layer of black veil covering Jichen's heart, which binds his heart tightly. Maybe only Qin Shu can uncover it.
There is no light in the room.
Ji Chen has been standing by the window since she hung up with Su Xiaoya. There seems to be a voice in her heart mocking him: look, even without you, she's still living a good life. Why do you pay attention to her life.
"Hum!" There was a slight vibration from the mobile phone.
Ji Chen glances at me casually and finds that it's a message from a strange number: brother Ji Chen, why don't you answer my phone? Are you not feeling well?
At noon this morning, when he was cooking shady fish, an Xiaoxiao asked for his contact information. He said that he was afraid that he could not remember how to cook steamed shady fish. He had to leave a contact information for later consultation.
Ji Chen found that there were two missed calls, which should be from an Xiaoxiao. When he woke up, he just looked at Qin Shu's information and ignored the two missed calls as garbage harassment calls.
When he called back, he heard an Xiaoxiao say happily, "brother Ji Chen, you finally called me back. I thought something was wrong with you."
Ji Chen explained, "I fell asleep and didn't hear the phone ring."
"So it is." An Xiaoxiao's tone sounds like a sigh of relief, as if he was worried about Ji Chen. "You look very ugly when you go back. Do you feel comfortable now?"
Hearing the words of concern, Jichen said mildly, "thank you. I'm ok."
"That's good. I'll hang up."
"Wait a minute."
"Brother Jichen, do you have anything else to do?"
Ji Chen is silent for a moment and says, "can you tell me something about Xiao Shu? Anything can be done. I want to hear anything about her. "
On the other end of the phone, shinshino raises his lips silently.
She knew Jichen would say that.
Because his meaning to Qin Shu is too obvious!
So as long as she puts a bait, even if Ji Chen knows rationally that she shouldn't do it, she can't help the temptation emotionally. This was given to her by Ji Nanya before, and now she applies this set to Ji Chen.
An Xiaoxiao pretends to be embarrassed and says, "isn't that good? If sister Qin knew, she would blame me. "
Ji Chen said, "I won't say it."
This sentence is to tell an Xiaoxiao that as long as you don't say it yourself, Qin Shu won't know and naturally will not blame her.
Anxiaoxiao hesitated: "so Brother Jichen, in fact, I really love you, because I've been in love with other people like you, so I know how hard it is to feel. But you must promise me that you are not allowed to ask sister Qin's privacy. I can only tell you some unimportant things. "
"Well, I won't press you." Jichen promised.
An Xiaoxiao was ready to sell Qin Shu this afternoon.
She pretends to think about Qin Shu's story, but in fact, she turns out a private notebook from the drawer, which lists some of Qin Shu's daily small things, which are insignificant things, but Ji Chen is very satisfied.
"You don't know that brother Mohan loves sister Qin so much that he can't even walk up the stairs. He will pick her up every time." An Xiaoxiao's tone was full of envy, "but I think brother Mohan is very domineering, a little disrespectful to sister Qin..."
Speaking of this, she suddenly stopped, and then seemed to be very flustered and said: "no, I, I said wrong! Brother Jichen and brother Mohan don't disrespect sister Qin. They are all my nonsense. You shouldn't hear them. "
However, the more she explained it, the more true it seemed, as if she had accidentally let it slip.
Ji Chen's brows are locked. Thinking of Ling Mohan's domineering and indifferent character, he has been doing his own thing since he was a child and doesn't pay attention to others, so that Qin Shu didn't like Ling Mohan when he was young.
In this way, it's not a mistake. It's a fact, but it's hard to say.
Ji Chen clenched his cell phone and whispered, "Xiao Xiao, you don't have to hide it for Ling Mohan. I know his character."
"I......" "Brother Jichen, I'm not concealing for brother Mohan, I'm just very sorry for sister Qin, I don't want to tell her these things to others."
"You won't say, I love her more." Ji Chen's voice is helpless and bitter. "I want to know all her joys and sorrows, not just the happiness on the surface. It's different from self deception."
An Xiaoxiao didn't make a sound. He seemed to be thinking about whether to tell Ji Chen.
Ji Chen can only endure the anxiety in his heart. If an Xiaoxiao doesn't want to say it, he will force Su Xiaoya to say it anyway. Su Xiaoya must know more about the relationship between Qin Shu and Ling Mohan than an Xiaoxiao.
And Su Xiaoya said before that the marriage between Ling Mohan and Qin Shu was forced by the old man, so the so-called happiness between Ling Mohan and Qin Shu is likely to be pretended to the old man, rather than the real happiness of Qin Shu.
This kind of idea makes Jichen anxious and angry. He wants to seize Ling Mohan's collar and question whether he cherishes Qin Shu.
After a while, an Xiaoxiao finally said: "when sister Qin was just pregnant, brother Mohan refused to let her out. Even if she went out, he had to approve it, saying that she was afraid of abortion. Sister Qin is in a bad mood when she is in the room. Grandpa Ling asked me to accompany her for more than a month. "
"This bastard! How dare he treat little Shu like this! " Ji Chen holds his cell phone tightly. His eyes are full of anger. He has to bear to rush out to find Ling Mohan to settle accounts. Otherwise, he will beat him to death.
An Xiaoxiao hears Ji Chen's angry and distressed tone, and he is very happy in his heart. It seems that her exciting method has been successful.
If brother Jichen can take Qin Shu back, she is a step closer to brother Mohan.
"And then?" Ji Chen asked again, his voice was a little cold.
"Later, several pregnancy tests said that sister Qin was OK. The doctor suggested that she go out more for relaxation so as not to affect the mood of pregnant women. Brother Mohan allowed sister Qin to go out."
Ji Chen can't imagine Qin Shu trapped in the house like a prisoner.
That's the person he guarded since he was a child. He put Qin Shu on the top of his heart. Ling Mohan dared to treat her like this!
No wonder Qin Shu didn't dare to contact him. It must be Ling Mohan who intimidated her!
Ji Chen thinks of Ling Mohan's attitude towards Qin Shu, which is like treating something with no respect for her. Such a person is not worthy to be with Qin Shu at all!
……
After the end of the call, an Xiaoxiao happily in the room around a few rounds.
In fact, she just deliberately concealed Qin Shu's early signs of miscarriage.
If it wasn't for Qin Shu's poor health, Ling Mohan and Ling Laoye would not be so nervous. If Qin Shu accidentally miscarried, it would not only be the problem of the child, but also Qin Shu would be in danger.
After an Xiaoxiao conceals this paragraph, in Ji Chen's opinion, Ling Mohan only cares