Looking at Jin Beiqing's silence, Xia Jin didn't say anything more.
Standing at the door of the room, the servant saw Jin Beiqing holding Xia Jin upstairs and quickly opened the door.
Jin Beiqing takes Xia Jin to the bed and gently puts her on the bed.
Then she pulled the quilt on one side to cover her.
"I'll ask the servant to bring me something to eat."
"No more." Xia Jin stretched out her hand and grabbed Jin Beiqing's feet. She said slowly, "sit down and have a rest."
He fainted. Jin Beiqing's fingers might be in a hurry.
And the tired color on his face, she also saw clearly.
"Be obedient." Jin Beiqing took Xia Jin's hand and said, "you didn't eat dinner, you didn't even drink water. How can you do that?"
Hearing the firmness in Jin Beiqing's tone, Xia Jin sighed.
"I'll just have some water. It's so late. Don't worry about it."
"Good." Jin Beiqing released Xia Jin's hand, "I'll be back soon."
"Well."
Jin Beiqing leaned over to help Xia Jin tuck in the quilt, and then left the room.
Staring at Jin Beiqing's back, Xia Jin's eyes slip a trace of grief.
Her body may not last long.
Before that, should I leave as soon as possible?
Hands on the stomach, Xia Jin heart sour began to spread.
When Jin Beiqing returned to the room, he had a glass of water and a bowl in his hand.
"Jin Beiqing." Xia Jin looked at the bowl in Jin Beiqing's hand and felt helpless, "I knew you wouldn't listen to me honestly."
“……”
Jin Beiqing didn't speak and put the bowl on the bedside table.
See Jin North Qing does not respond to himself, Xia Jin some dissatisfaction, "talk to you."
"I don't feel comfortable not to watch you eat something."
“……”
This time, it's Xia Jin's turn to be speechless.
Put the arm under Xia Jin's neck, Jin Beiqing helped her up, "drink some water first."
"Good."
Jin Beiqing sticks the mouth of the cup to Xia Jin's lips, and then slowly tilts the cup.
Maybe really thirsty, Xia Jin drank a third of the water in the cup before stopping.
"No more?"
Xia Jin shook her head, "no more."
Stretch out one's hand, Jin Bei Qing wiped off the water stains on Xia Jin's mouth, and then put the water cup on the bedside table.
"Have some porridge, and then we'll go to bed."
"Good." Xia Jin did not refuse.
Touching Xia Jin's face, Jin Beiqing picked up the porridge on the bedside table.
"Will you feed me?"
"Why?" Jin North Qing picked to pick eyebrow, "don't want me to feed?"
"Yes
With a light smile, Jin Beiqing said nothing more.
After that, Jin Beiqing feeds Xia Jin spoon by spoon.
After eating half a bowl, Xia Jin felt that she couldn't eat any more.
"Jin Beiqing, I'm full."
"Have some more."
"I really can't eat any more." Xia Jin reached out and pushed Jin Beiqing, pleading, "I'm sleepy, can I go to sleep?"
See Xia Jin said so, Jin Beiqing did not insist.
Putting the bowl on the bedside table, Jin Beiqing pressed the bell.
"Kowtow, kowtow..."
"Come in."
As soon as Jin Beiqing's voice fell, the servant opened the door and came in.
"Clean up."
"Yes."
After the servant packed up and left, Jin Beiqing got up from the bed and took off his clothes.
After taking off, Jin Beiqing looked up at the clock on the wall.
It's already midnight
Taking his eyes back, Jin Beiqing lies on the bed, picks up the remote control beside his pillow and turns off the light.
"Jin Beiqing." Xia Jin skilled nest into Jin Beiqing's arms, "let you worry, I'm sorry.""..." Jin Beiqing just sighed and did not speak.
For Xia Jin's apology, he is really at a loss.
"Why don't you talk?"
"Xia Jin, if you apologize, I should apologize to you."
After a pause, Jin Beiqing took a deep breath and continued, "I promised you that I would protect you and our children, but I didn't do it."
The most important thing is that Xia Jin will be hurt indirectly.
"I didn't blame you for this."
“……”
Jin North Qing hugged Xia Jin's arm tightly, "you should blame me."
"No Xia Jin said with a smile.
"Well, just be happy."
For Jin Beiqing's connivance, Xia Jin slipped a trace of sweetness in her heart.
"Jin Beiqing, I'm not going to have an abortion. I'm... Reluctant to give up."
"Good."
Whether Xia Jin wants the child or not, he will respect her opinions.
"It's just that I don't know if I can hold on until I give birth to him."
This words let Jin North Qing in the heart a tight, put in the hand of Xia Jin waist also some tremble.
"Yes." Jin Beiqing gently kisses Xia Jin's head and says in a low voice, "I will protect you and our children."
And this time, he has to fight for his life.
"Well, no matter how many times, I believe you."
"Thank you for believing me." Jin Beiqing's voice trembled.
Xia Jin buried her face in Jin Beiqing's neck, "I don't believe you. Who else can I believe?"
“……”
Feel Jin North Qing's pulse began to accelerate, Xia Jin smile, "don't get excited at night."
"Well."
Light should be a, Jin North Qing put his hand on Xia Jin's stomach.
"When our baby is born, I'll tell him that I almost knocked him out."
"..." Xia Jin was speechless.
"Then tell him we love him so much that we didn't beat him in the end."
"Even if you say that, the child will be scared."
Helplessly, Xia Jin raised her head and stared at Jin Beiqing's face in the moonlight.
"I'm Jin Beiqing's child, how can I be so timid."
"Forget it." Xia Jin curled the corners of her mouth, "anyway, you can't say that to the children."
"Well." Jin Beiqing extremely perfunctorily answered.
Knowing that Jin Beiqing doesn't take his words seriously, Xia Jin is too lazy to say anything more.
Although she was talking about beautiful things with Jin Beiqing, she was depressed.
In the bright future, it is very likely that she will not exist.
Even in fantasy, she feels satisfied now.
"Xia Jin." Jin North Qing lips printed to Xia Jin's forehead, soft voice said, "sleep."
"Good."
Gently nodded, Xia Jin adjusted her posture, and then closed her eyes.
"Good night."
"Well, good night."
The two said good night to each other, and then quietly hugged each other, no longer talking.
If time only stays at this moment, how good it would be.
This is Xia Jin's wish before she fell asleep.
It's just... Time goes by forever, and no one knows what's going to happen next second