Karenin saw everything.
He didn't think it should be paid special attention to. In his understanding before marriage, the so-called marriage is the combination of two decent people. If you can live a life without quarreling, you can have a cup of tea and some conversations occasionally, which is the most satisfactory state.
As for his wife's social intercourse, Karenin believed that, just like his own indispensable intercourse, they were decent and should not be suspected and paid too much attention to. He means to look at his wife's every move in that possessive manner.
Perhaps his actions were not as neurotic as he literally said, but Karenin knew that every minute he looked at his wife had a trace of that thought.
This idea, like the aromatic factor in the air, is so ignorant that it is not until you suddenly wake up that it has penetrated into the omnipresent.
There is no doubt that Karenin would never have done it if he had to worry about it.
But if you don't care, you can't do it all.
As a result, only from the appearance, people did not find the difference between the Russian senior official and his wife.
After the tea party, Anna noticed her husband's subtle emotion in the carriage.
"Alexis, you seem to be in a state of agitation." Anna hesitated, although usually when they talk, Anna always talks more. But now, her husband is indeed some silence, between the eyebrow center gradually rises the small wrinkle.
Karenin listened to Anna's words, looked at his wife for a moment, and then said, "I'm really troubled by something, but I think I can solve it."
"Well, then." I don't know why, Anna felt a little sad at this moment.
Of course, she knows that Karenin can solve a lot of things by himself. This sentence itself has no great significance, but it still makes people feel a little disappointed and lost.
After Anna sensed his restlessness, Karenin focused more on his wife than on his own small problems.
It's not difficult to understand Anna's mood. She hardly conceals her feelings in front of him, so that he is used to such exposed emotions.
Generally speaking, Karenin didn't like to tell others what he had not thought clearly, which would easily expose his weakness. But now feeling his wife's mood, instinct told him, it's better to say it.
Karenin liked to judge.
Judge what effect it will produce when it is said, and then make a decision in advance.
But this time he didn't. He didn't think about this vague irrational feeling. He could only define it as "marriage". It will not be completely rational, but it will bring him the good side.
"In fact, the thing that bothers me is at petsey's tea party." Said Karenin calmly.
Since the beginning of that emotion, he has so far been thinking more about why he had such emotions than to seriously blame the teenager named vorensky for his excessive attention to his wife.
Karenin knew he was right because his wife's mood had become higher.
Anna drew closer to each other and with a smile asked, "what's going on?"
Karenin confirmed once again that he liked to see each other's smiling faces. That kind of smile, the eyes are like light, the end of the eye is also like rolling up the star like appearance.
"Mr. Wollensky, Mr. petsey's cousin, seems to be particularly interested in you."
Karenin did not use the ambiguous word "admiration". He carefully and carefully selected the word "concern". His words were full of deceit and vaguely erased some personal feelings.
People like Anna, though not stupid, have always believed in their husbands. She would not have guessed such a small cunning, because her focus was only on the essence of the matter.
With a woman's most unique feeling, to perceive the cause of things.
A lovely husband is a bit jealous.
There was a feeling of joy in her heart, and if she did not love someone like Karenin, but someone else, Anna was willing to tease each other in a more lively way. But just because she loved Karenin, she just put the palm of her hand in the other party's dry hand, and gently held it up.
"He may be. But how much of this concern is for me? If I were born ugly, I'm afraid no one will look at me more
Anna fully understood the attraction of pi to others.
This is not to say that she has any sharp ideas. Even she, herself, will always be more patient with people who are happy to be born. This is human nature. However, whether it is a teenager like Wollensky or other people in this circle, most people's eyes really only see this color.
Although she never asked this question, she just believed that Karenin was not such a person.After solving the problem he cared about, Anna laughed and asked, "what about you, dear Alexis, did you agree to my proposal so soon because of my appearance?"
Karenin took Anna's question seriously.
"There's no denying that's part of the reason. I mean, that moment of human self expansion, but that won't be the reason why I finally tell you my decision. Anna, although I didn't know much about you at that time, I can't fully explain the reasons why I agreed with the proposal, but as I told you, it's not just about appearance. "
Finally, Karenin gave a very simple but most expressive metaphor of his mood.
"I don't like to say if. But now I want to say that if it was someone else who offered me this proposal that day, I think I will be one of the most people, because that is the most logical, the most correct and the most decent. "
"Oh, yes. Maybe it's illogical, it's not right, it's not decent. " Anna smiles, touches her nose gently and kisses her lips against her thin lips.
"That's true." Karenin replied in a low voice, touching his wife's beautiful jaw line with his left hand and kissing her.
By the end of the night, it seemed that the problem that had plagued Karenin had been completely solved. But when he was alone reading in his study, Karenin knew that a feeling of jealousy had indeed grown up in his heart.
It's not for a teenager like vorensky, but simply, after six hours, Karenin learned it himself.
This kind of mood did not make Karenin feel at a loss, but made him more sure of one thing.
Instead of ignoring and ignoring this uncontrollable emotion, Karenin classified it into a more responsible one.
It was a huge label with a correct name. It was a special label given by Karenin to his wife. The name of the label was just a simple name, but its contents were like a colorful sphere, which made Karenin's serious and meticulous world begin to become colorful.
Karenin has always been very good at dealing with his emotions, before he goes to sleep, he has all sorted out.
He came to their bedroom and saw his wife in a familiar place with her right hand on his pillow. Once again, an emotion called "possessiveness" haunted him.
And Karenin didn't stop them.
If these * would have entities, like vines, they would have grown luxuriant by now.
Karenin lay down in the quilt, waiting for his wife to lean on in her sleep. For the first time, a man who did not like contact with others and had never been too close to anyone had taken the initiative to embrace each other in his arms.
The expression was calm and rational, but the strength of his arms was as strong as a lion, as if he were announcing something like other marauders.
In terms of comfort, that's totally irrational.
But it's the most right and satisfying decision to make.
This night, Karenin was sleeping soundly. Later, because of this, he understood another truth. The so-called marriage really needs some tough means and determination when necessary.
As for a certain Mrs. Karenin, she had no idea. After all, she is busy all day, how to love her husband more. As long as this kind of heart does not change, she is still that kind of blind little woman. She can see nothing but the good of her husband. Even, many times, a lion will be as careful as a cat, for fear that its fragile mind will be hurt.
Although for Anna, this kind of sticky emotion may occupy the majority of the weight, if someone starts to remind her that she has to find something she likes to do, she will not refuse.
It happened when Mrs. massage came to say goodbye to Anna.
The politics, the struggle and the men's affairs are not completely owned by these two noble ladies.
In this short period of less than half a month, they have established a deep friendship.
Some people may not find such a good friend for half a lifetime, while others may be able to lift each other out of the crowd in a blink of an eye.
"Don't you want to put your talent into more things? I believe you have the potential, Anna Madame massache said softly.
"I appreciate your recognition of me, Helen. But maybe I have some little flowers that others don't know, but if you let me seriously make a dress, I can't do it
Mrs. massage misunderstood Anna and thought that she thought a lady should not be a tailor.
"I don't think you mind. I mean, although our time together is short, I think you are different from others. " Said Madame massache, apologetically.
"No, you are mistaken, Helen." Anna knew there was a misunderstanding. She quickly explained, "I don't mean to belittle the tailor. Instead, in fact, I'm not even good at needlework, and anuska is better at it than I am. "After listening to Anna's explanation, Mrs. massage's eyes were clear again.
"I don't think it's a big problem," she said with a smile
Madame massache, drawing her hair together, said, "I should not have been entangled in this matter any more. But anyway, Anna, if you want to do this in the future, please don't forget to tell me that I'd love to be an experiencer of those clothes. "
After Mrs. massage's departure, Anna sat on the balcony and thought it over.
It was not her choice to go through this era, but Anna had no complaints about meeting Karenin.
She used to live to fill her stomach. Her career as a model is not as bright as it looks, but she is optimistic by nature. She always finds a good place or two when she is in trouble.
Now, she has married a wonderful husband. For Anna, there is a problem.
If she didn't like the ladies' tea party, she had to find something to do.
This is just like when I was a child when I was writing a composition. I often had such a semi proposition composition 》At the beginning.
Very few people can determine at that time what kind of person they will become and what kind of career they will be engaged in. Most of them may be like Anna, just to fill their stomachs, and then find a point or two of comfort in the tedious career.
Anna spent the afternoon thinking about it until Karenin came back.
Karenin noticed that his wife was distracted during the meal.
Before he got married, the dining table was always quiet except for the necessary sounds. Karenin was used to this kind of atmosphere. He would eat seriously, spend an average of 15 minutes eating the food in front of him, and then spend three minutes to rest his full stomach.
After dinner, Karenin would go to his study to deal with the necessary documents, and then make time for
this habit has not changed since he had his own independent house in adulthood until he got married.
After marriage, it was not as he had thought, just a simple extra tableware, which represented more.
According to Karenin's wife, he can't find out what his wife loves about his dessert with his wife. Sometimes it had nothing to do with either of them, but she said it all the time, so that Karenin gradually listened.
There was too much unnecessary information in his head, but Karenin never stopped his wife from talking in this way.
His meal time has been extended by 15 to 20 minutes, his speed of handling official documents needs to be strengthened, and his personal time is less and less. However, he never really wants to stop all these changes.
Now, when he habitually wanted to listen to his wife's words at dinner, but did not get them, Karenin realized that something might have happened.
"What happened?"
Karenin asked as the servant brought up the grouse.
Anna, who was still immersed in her thoughts, raised her head, blinked, and asked, "what?"
In this regard, Karenin clearly knew that he did not like his wife.
He controlled himself so that his tone did not reveal that childish tone. Instead, he asked gently, "I think something seems to have happened to you, has something happened to you?"
Instead of answering immediately, Anna asked, "I want to ask you a question, Alexis."
Without a definite reply, Karenin frowned in his heart, but he still indicated that his wife could ask him.
"When you were a child, did you think about what you would be like?"
It was not a difficult question, but in Karenin's memory, no one had ever asked him this question, so he thought for a moment and said, "in fact, this is not in my consideration."
"My father, my grandfathers, they were all officials of the Russian government. The road left for us is nothing more than whether you are going to be a civilian or a military officer. "
"What you do now, is that what you like?" When asked this question, Anna actually thought she might know the answer.
Karenin certainly loved his work, and it was from the bottom of his heart. She was frustrated that Karenin's next answer might not help her.
This depression seems to have accidentally poked some kind of self-esteem of Karenin.
"I've always insisted that preference issues should not affect your responsibility or your job," he said. But I do like what I'm doing now. "
Karenin's voice was not loud, but he was very firm.
He usually spoke to his wife more briefly and gently, but now he picked up a little of his official tone.
Karenin summed up his answer to Anna's question in two sentences, then softened a little and said, "for me at that time, the road ahead was not too much of a loss. In my opinion, if you choose something, you just need to move towards the established goal. ""If so, is there a great difficulty in the middle?" Anna asked.
"If there are difficulties, try to solve them." Karenin said calmly. At last, he looked at his wife and said, "I don't think one should set up various hypothetical obstacles for himself before he starts something. People who can't walk will not even have a chance to fall. "
In fact, the last sentence was beyond Karenin's original presupposition. After all, in the officialdom, he never said much.
Man is a strange creature. Sometimes, when you point out his shortcomings to the weak, he will not appreciate you, but will be angry. It's like if you don't point it out, the facts won't exist.
But just as Karenin can't help saying more things that violate his rules when facing his wife, his wife will live up to this point.
"I seem to understand." Anna said that she felt as if she was suddenly enlightened.
After coming out of an event, her not stupid little head seems to be aware of the whole story.
She laughed and said, "don't worry, nothing happened. Shall I speak to you at the end of dinner
Karenin nodded. Although he still didn't understand what was bothering his wife, with this assurance, he was no longer bothered.
The ten conditions of marriage, husband and wife need to be frank, share and communicate with each other. Now, it seems that they are really very important.
After dinner, in Karenin's study.
The official documents have been left out, and the schedule has to fall behind. The original quiet study has begun to have a conversation voice.
Anna told Karenin what Madame massach said in the afternoon.
"So what do you think? Alexis. " She asked.
Anna had never had such a chance before, for example, to have someone listen to her when she was confused. When she needs to make a decision, someone can help her.
Maybe this is the world.
When someone makes decisions for you and wants to control you, most people don't want to be constrained.
And some people, willing to want someone to make an idea for it, but always need to explore their own.
This is probably the external reason why there are so many imperfections in the world. Life in the world can not always follow their own mind.
For someone as old as Anna, she can live a happier and more cheerful life than ordinary people, probably because she has learned this truth too early.
Therefore, when no one can rely on, I carefully grasp and be responsible for myself.
If there is such a person who can be trusted around, he should seek advice from him more and more, and take the initiative to belong to this person's territory and become his responsibility.
His wife's cunning was not immediately detected by Karenin, or because of trust, the same thing, when facing strangers, people can't help but think about it and guess. If one person already has great trust in another, then you will immediately skip the guessing step and give the answer to the other person.
For Karenin, giving the answer was not a painful thing.
After all, in his position, it's something he does almost every day. Ask his boss to deal with his problems.
That step is like instinct.
How to solve the problem in one, two or three steps has always involved only interests and rationality, which has nothing to do with sensibility and his personal feelings.
But Anna's problem is more complicated.
In other words, Karenin made his imagination more complicated.
In Karenin's thinking, Anna is his wife, whether intentionally or unintentionally, this label has been labeled - Karenin's wife.
From the attribute classification, the moment of marriage becomes someone's private property.
If it's stupid to say it, it will become overbearing. If we study it carefully, it will not be protected by law. But people's inner world is always more tolerant. Therefore, people like Karenin will inevitably have some male chauvinism in this and after that incident.
If we consider it from the usual egoism, it must be the best way to get rid of the wife. If so, it is not difficult for Karenin to figure out at least five reasons to convince the other party.
Taking into account the tendency of the wife to get up and look too cunning.
It took Karenin half a minute. His wife didn't urge him. When he looked up at each other, there was only peace in his blue eyes. No one would know the thousands of aspects he had thought about in his heart.
"If I can, I must persuade you to give up the idea, Anna. In view of our status and status, your idea must be extremely inappropriate. "
He pauses to see his wife's big eyes staring at him intently, without showing any depression because of the negation of his first sentence.It's like, she's saying, "look, I believe in you. Anyway, I believe in you.".
This kind of blind trust almost wants people to scold her. How can you trust others like this? But it was because he was trusted that Karenin swallowed the emotion that surged in his throat. The tentacle, called reason, was firmly pressed down by his hand.
"But I understand that's what you want to do, so if you insist, do it." Karenin said lightly.
"May I hold you?" Anna made another request.
Karenin's face had a faint blush, but he still nodded in reserve.
Anna sat on each other's lap, holding her husband.
"Correctly, it's beyond hugging." Karenin said in a low voice, holding the other side's waist firmly with his left hand.
"Do you mind?"
"No, I don't mind." Karenin said his right hand had been stroked over his wife's long, black hair.
His wife bent her back slightly, close to him, and breathed on the skin of his neck. It's like a cat, or something else. It's something that looks soft and small. Nest in your arms, with a pair of big eyes sincerely express her feelings.
Anna snorted and sighed contentedly.
"I knew you wouldn't stop me."
"Then I don't understand why you want to ask my opinion." Karenin's voice was calm and his movements did not stop.
It is said that men who like cats always have magic on their fingers. But Karenin didn't like cats.
The reason why I don't like cats is so simple. Depilation, estrus, difficult to tame. Most people have an aversion to cats, and so does Karenin.
If cat lovers recommend the advantages of cats to Karenin, they will be rejected by him with a light but unwilling to speak again.
His time has been set in minutes, and there will be no time for a cat in his thirty-two years.
As a result, Karenin never had a cat, no pets. The problem of liking has hardly stopped on pets, but the slender fingers seem to have a kind of innate magic that knows how to comfort their pets.
Wives are not pets, and Karenin fully understood that. But sometimes, when his mind is idle, he will think that there seems to be something in common between the two.
Just as Karenin will constantly find more wonderful associations from his wife, so will Anna.
Compared with Karenin's liking to think of Anna as something else, such as different animals, and then to carefully analyze and deliberate, constantly overturn his breeding rules, Anna is more intuitive.
She used her tolerant and kind heart to accept her husband's shortcomings and beautify them. Give each other time and space, like a mother to forgive each other's clumsiness, love him like a wife, and care about him like a friend.
It's like the words he pretended to understand. They all knew that he didn't really don't understand, but Anna understood that he wanted her to say it herself.
She giggled, regarding each other as a child whose appearance had grown up to cope with the dangers of the world, but whose heart was still delicate as a child. Instead of being shy at all, she whispered in his ear, "because I know you love me."
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