In the following time, Karenin clearly felt Anna's alienation.
He was sure it was. Because his wife hasn't looked at him for more than half an hour. Even if he was talking to her on purpose, she did not look at her with her bright eyes as usual.
This made Karenin feel a little upset.
Irritability is not the same. Emotional changes can make people unable to think rationally.
Karenin pondered calmly whether he had done something wrong. He looked back on the previous events, but could not do anything about it. Until they had to go back to lunch, when they put the horse into the stable, Karenin almost deliberately stopped Anna.
"What would you like for lunch?" he asked And it's usually his wife who asks him.
In fact, Karenin once said that he was not picky about the food, so he didn't think Anna had to consider his preferences every time. Her wife just gave a smile or kiss him, but she still insisted on doing so the next time.
"Lunch?"
His wife finally looked at him, as if surprised, and he asked, but soon her eyes flashed again, no longer focusing on him.
She said, "Oh, yes, lunch, what would you like, Alexis?"
His wife's expression aggravated a trace of loss in the bottom of my heart.
A sense of uncontrollability grew in Karenin's mind, and a calm expression appeared on his face.
"All right, Anna."
"Oh, yes, all right." Anna confronts, then turns around, apparently to leave.
This practice completely upset Karenin's mind. The calm look was peeled off his face and his lips closed.
At last he could not help but reach out and take his wife and ask what happened to her. But just as he was about to do so, his wife turned.
Her cheeks were flushed, and her little white hand held it as if she had plucked up courage, but after seeing his expression, her shy expression became confused and then nervous.
His wife's reaction made Karenin's heart suddenly released.
He was still confused, but then his wife gave her the best answer.
"My God, I must have done something stupid, didn't I?"
Anna ran to her husband, the color was not gone, but her beautiful gray eyes were full of care for him.
Before Karenin reacted, Anna had covered her face with her hands.
"You don't want to know." She mumbled, mixed with shyness, and even her body was shaking gently.
"What do you know?" Karenin asked subconsciously.
"Know..." Anna couldn't say any more. She was still shaking gently. Now even the white and delicate earlobe had a faint blush.
A sense of lightness and curiosity now occupied all Karenin's mind.
His eyebrows, which he had twisted, loosened, and he raised his hand and pulled down Anna's covered hands.
The latter originally lowered his head, but Karenin's right hand gently caught Anna's chin and lifted it up.
A man's face is unconsciously slightly inclined to an angle, just like looking for a better direction to carefully examine his wife. At the moment, the blue eyelashes play the most important role.
The blue eyeball, suffused with inorganic cold feeling, their master's eyes can not be enthusiastic at all, calmly as if to examine an encrypted document, or precision instruments. Extraordinary concentration. All this made Anna's lips tremble.
As if suddenly understood, Karenin whispered:
"you..."
"Please, Alexis, stop it." Anna asked shyly, "stop talking."
She finally decided to raise her eyes to face her husband, but just as she did, a kiss caught her lips.
A pair of big hands on her waist, first gently embrace, then the embrace becomes tight and warm up, she was even held up, had to stand on tiptoe to cater to each other.
Between the lips and teeth, in the * * time, Anna's eyelashes trembled, she hugged Karenin, not to let her expression exposed to each other's eyes.
"Now you know." She said stiffly. After her voice fell to the ground, her slender fingers held Karenin's clothes tightly, which was a little strong, leaving deep marks on the latter's clothes.
The cloth on Karenin's back was more and more comfortable on the skin, and the occasional undulating wrinkles seemed to lock in the high heat on his body.
"I..." Karenin spoke, but did not know what to say.
Still surrounded by excitement and confusion.
He was like a squirrel who suddenly got a big nut, and he was almost at a loss.
Obviously, the official in Petersburg has never dealt with this kind of emotion, which is as violent as a flood. What's more, he is willing to be submerged."Just now, on horseback," Anna bit her lip, leaving only a little space between herself and Karenin, explaining in a low voice that he could hear.
"You look, very, sexy." The last two words, Anna was slightly on tiptoe in Karenin's ear whispered.
"I want to kiss you, but I know it's against your principles."
"So, the best way is to stay away from you."
She put her feet back completely on the ground, then raised her head, a little distance away from each other. Her cheeks were flushed, and though she was shy, she said with a smile, "but I convinced myself that, at least for the two of us, I could steal a kiss from you."
She looked bravely into Karenin's blue eyes and asked slowly and enthusiastically:
"may I
In response to her is one kiss after another, as if there is magic, as if we have been waiting for each other for too long, beautiful and warm.
"I thought I did something to upset you." Karenin frankly said that even after the kiss, he still maintained a calm and decent appearance that ordinary people could not reach. He looked strong and could not be shaken.
"I thought I didn't teach well, and you were disappointed with me. Or, my touch makes you hate... "
"I'm not infatuated with horseback riding. I'm infatuated with you all the time. How could you Doubt this. " He interrupted, his eyes bright, panting.
"I love you touching me, very, very much. It makes me feel like you love me, you need me, that makes me feel like, "she shivered, her face turned red, but she didn't look ugly. On the contrary, she shivered a little bit like a daisy in the wind.
Because small, looks very fragile appearance, but also has own strong emotion.
Anna's white cheek is full of red, even spread to the white earlobe, just like she was on horseback before, a pair of gray pupil because of intense feelings and mist.
Her throat is tight, shyness is trying to control her vocal cords, and reason is clamoring to stop her, which is far more embarrassing than chiluo in her body. Admit it all, it should have been her own secret.
But in the end she said it.
"That makes me feel..."
"I belong to you. Completely, thoroughly, I'm yours, Alexis
After all this, she closed her eyes, and her body was still shivering.
When Lenin opened her eyes after the earthquake, she could only see the deep blue eyes.
Anna smiles, feeling the suffocation that had held her whole body away.
She could accept his calm and steady reaction when he said the word love. Except for this. This is different. It's really very, very personal. At the moment, if you want to say, she's giving her soul away.
If Karenin's reaction is still calm, she is afraid that she will be disappointed or even heartbroken. But fortunately, he was not. Just like her mood, he gave her the best answer.
"God, I shouldn't have let you know that. That makes me look less reserved." She said implicitly, to find a casual definition of her previous words. But also can't avoid with shy pleasure, even can't help with a little excited tears.
"Never doubt my love for you, never doubt that I want to stay away from you." She pressed her husband's chest and closed her eyes happily.
"Not in a few centuries." She murmured, clasping Karenin's back with her hands very hard.
This powerful sense of happiness almost drowned Karenin.
He was like a man walking alone in the dark, with a cold face and steady steps to cover up his inner confusion and uneasiness. Then, a small lamp suddenly cut through the darkness and lit up the road ahead.
He knew that his wife loved him deeply, but at first, he always thought that the love might be due to her little experience.
As time goes on, when he is old, she is still young, and then she will find that he is no different, even his thinking is slow with time. One day, her young and bright eyes will move to others, and her sincere and warm heart will recover.
So he doesn't often talk about the future.
At the end of the day, Alexey Alexandrovich kalenin is not as strong as he has always been. He is really just an ordinary man with various weaknesses. It's just that in the past, no one has really cared about this.
His uncle taught him how to fight for profits. He said, "put away those soft and ridiculous things, or it will become a weapon for others to attack you at the critical moment, and it will make you bloody.".
Therefore, confidence and coldness became the best camouflage of Karenin. His every point of toughness almost wrapped up his sensitive heart. Only when he met the tears of women and children would he shed a little bit. Now, he has one more.A soft sigh rings from the bottom of a man's heart. Unlike his hands, which have smoothed countless uniform hems, and opened hundreds of documents, he gently hugged his wife's waist.
On the edge of the road that will be passed by, in the light of the sky, on the newly sprouted grass, a man's heart is completely captured, in the way of a woman.
"I'm not a God, Anna." As always, he cautions. The tone is calm without waves, but the heart is soft.
"I know, but in my heart, you are more noble than the gods." She replied, with a soft smile, as in her heart, unchanged from beginning to end.
Because you are, irreplaceable, my favorite
At this moment, Karenin finally understood that he was being deeply loved by a woman. This love is mixed with awe and joy. It's not because of his family background and power, nor because he is calm and strong, but because he is himself.
This woman is not strong or smart enough.
Her heart is like a boat in the harbor. It seems that there is no big pursuit. But as long as you go closer, you will find that there is an ocean in her heart.
It has nothing to do with age or experience. All these are just because she loves him, which makes Karenin feel that life has not changed, but is full of happiness everywhere.
If it's just pure infatuation and worship, it's not him.
Time can bring down these people, which is beyond reproach, because what they love is not himself.
When the waves of time constantly wash the reef, take away those young faces and wisdom, leaving the mottled nature will be slowly abandoned. But there's always one person, and it's the mottling that she loves at first.
When he is still dressed in gorgeous appearance, this love is eager, and when he grows old, it will only be consistent and never give up.
His wife had been conveying this to him, but Karenin did not realize it. Now he realized that it was so unfair to his wife.
When she had fully exposed her soul to him, he could not respond to her equally. He felt at a loss, a little helpless in his wise eyes, but his mood seemed to make his wife happy.
She had been pacified before he understood.
Now, he can only say many questions in his heart slowly but without thinking.
"I thought you were a child, Anna. I thought it was just worship. I'm just one of the few men you've seen. I thought, "Karenin slowly vomited out after a pause," you want to marry me only because you are young. "
When he said it, it was his wife's gentle and reproachful eyes that responded to him.
"You're stupid, Alexis."
"You are a fool. How can you belittle my love for you because of my age?" Anna scolded softly, but her eyes were full of smile and love.
"You're not the one who happened to come into my world." She close to each other, arms around the man's neck on tiptoe, breath is also mixed with a faint smile.
"It's me who is determined to enter your world, and I've decided not to go in my life. So, you'd better hold on to me, don't let my eyes stay on others one day. "
"You."
She looked at each other with burning eyes, and a shy but confident smile appeared at the corner of her mouth.
"I ask you to love me, Alexis."
"Now, answer me, yes or no."
For a long time, warm breath sounded in her ear.
"Yes..."
Anna stood as straight as she could, but the joy made her feel a little soft, until Karenin helped her, and she whispered, "that's the best answer."
"So, Anna, after I've answered your question, will you answer mine?" Karenin asked in a low voice.
Anna looked up.
Men's eyes eyelashes droop, blue eyes are hidden, like a light, counting the waves of emotion.
"I will." She said softly.
A soft kiss fell between her brows.
"Do you really understand what a wife needs to do?"
"Oh, of course." She blushed and murmured, a little uneasy, but not afraid.
"Good." Karenin praised in a low voice, which was almost the highest evaluation he would give.
The man's fingers gently across his wife's brows, and their breathing seems to be mixed up.
Karenin turned to comb the beautiful eyebrows of his wife. When Anna thought that Karenin would ask for something, the latter just let another kiss fall between her eyebrows.
"Well, my wife, when that day comes, I don't want to hear your refusal."
His tone is gentle, but because of his deep voice, there is a kind of touching smell, which makes Anna breathe."Equal exchange, Anna, your answer?"
At that last moment, the response to Karenin was his wife's red face once again and the shy gesture of covering her face with her hands.
"Good." She said that, and Karenin understood the so-called marriage again.
In officialdom, black and white documents are the most effective. Reason and logic are the most rigorous weapons. However, in marriage, the response of the lover is the most effective guarantee. This is one of the few places where sensibility can completely and completely overcome rationality. ( )
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