C195 Disorder due to concern

"You don't care about a person with your mouth." After saying that, Qian Li finally turned around, and at this moment, the Emperor walked to her side. Hearing her words, Qian Li was slightly stunned.

"I have always cared a lot about the body of the Royal Grandma, and found a special Imperial Physician to protect her for twenty-four hours a day. I was worried that something might have happened to her, and that the palace had already sent out some guards with good martial arts skills, and even the palace maids and eunuchs have been replaced with the most outstanding ones. Could it be, that it's not enough?"

Actually, in these past few days, when Gong Ye heard that the empress dowager had become cheerful because of Qian Li's arrival, and that she was even willing to take the initiative to take a walk in the courtyard, and instruct the Mama beside her to say that she wanted to eat, he was surprised.

She had always thought that Qian Li had played some tricks or done something strange to the empress dowager. However, after some investigation, she realized that other than chatting with her, Qian Li had also never done anything else. This matter had been plaguing her heart for a long time.

"Isn't that enough?" Gong Ye was indeed the emperor. His words did not care about the feelings of others at all, and his words fully proved just how selfish he was.

Qian Li's mocking reply puzzled Gong Ye, but this time, he was not in a rush to get angry, instead, he asked, "What, do you think we did wrong?"

Qian Li knew that with his personality, it would not be easy for him to calm down and listen to someone's opinion. There were only two possibilities for him to react in such a way. Firstly, this matter was not something that he was particularly concerned about, but judging from his attitude towards the Empress Dowager, it might not be so.

Then, Qian Li guessed. That was the second point.

In other words, Gong Ye was extremely calm right now. It was either because of Qian Li's answer or because Qian Li herself did not pose any threat or loss to him.

This was the only way he could be so indifferent.

After thinking it through, Qian Li could only sigh. Actually, she had to think about it. As long as she opened her eyes a little, she would be able to see everything clearly and clearly. But back then, how could she have been able to accompany him for so many years without being able to notice anything?

No...

It wasn't that she didn't discover anything, but she wasn't willing to admit it.

At first, perhaps he really did not understand, but later, because he was used to it, because he thought that his love for him had already sunk deep into his very marrow.

It was because she had wishfully assumed that it was her good fortune that she had lost, and that it was her life.

That was why he was willing to deceive his own eyes. That was why he had performed so many clumsy performances with such seriousness.

"Does Your Majesty really think he cares like this?" Would you be happy if a person did this to you? "

Gong Ye was puzzled, "I'm not satisfied with you saying that everyone in this world thinks that we are made of steel, that we are never sick, that we don't feel sad, and that we don't have our own emotions, so no one really cares about us, so we don't really know how to care for a person. But since we already have great care for the empress dowager, why is she still unhappy?"

Hearing that, Qian Li's already cold heart was stabbed once again. This time, the stab was extremely powerful by Gong Ye, accurately piercing into her heart, almost causing her to lose her balance.

He just said, there was no one here?

In his opinion, what was the concern he had for her all those years ago?

That's right, his love was just a tool that he could use. What he did must have seemed completely unnecessary to him.

Even though his heart was riddled with holes, on the surface, he still wanted to know an answer.

She wanted to confirm if her years of hard work were not worth it at all. She wanted to know if everything that she had done in all those years had been wishful thinking on her own part.

Gong Ye. Is it really just a show you're acting?

You really don't have any feelings for me, do you?

So, when you killed your child, did you have no guilt at all, or did you think that there were countless people who could give birth to your child, and that my child, other than being a hindrance to you, had no meaning at all?

Qian Li did her best to suppress her emotions. She laughed out of extreme anger, pursed her lips and asked, "Your majesty, Qian Li doesn't believe half a word you say. Your majesty's body is the body of a person under the heavens, if there is any wind or grass that moves your body, it will definitely affect the hearts of everyone under the heavens. How could it be possible that no one would care about you? "

Then, without waiting for Gong Ye's answer, Qian Li continued, "But, that was too big just now, and too small, the palace has 3000 officials, and as long as the emperor is not feeling well, who wouldn't be concerned about you?"

Originally, he thought that would think of something after he said that, but clearly, he did not, as if he had completely forgotten about Murong Yan.

He smiled, but his smile was a little bitter, and he said, "I have never lacked care on the surface, but who behind my back would sincerely care for me? Royal Grandma often said something that was naturally wrong, that the heart is separated from the belly. Who knows what this person is thinking? "

Qian Li then continued, "Although Qian Li is just a commoner, she has heard quite a lot about the Emperor and the deceased Queen. Even now, after all that time, the relationship between the Emperor and the Empress, which was even closer than Jin Jian's, is still widespread among the people. Could it be that the relationship between the Queen and you in the Emperor's heart for more than ten years is not real?"

These words seemed to have touched Gong Ye's reverse scale. Qian Li stared fixedly at him, afraid that she would miss any expression, and she saw his fingers continuously tightening and then gradually letting go, and the viciousness that flashed past his eyes, also returned to normal after a moment.

Indeed, after a few years, his endurance had improved by countless times.

"Why are you talking about these things?" "No matter how nice the empress is, she's gone after all. Will I have to live in pain for the sake of someone who has passed away?"

Isn't that so?

Qian Li thought. However, the words on the tip of her tongue became like this, "The Emperor is right. Perhaps we shouldn't all rush into the past. Humans, after all, still need to look forward."

The Emperor was finally satisfied. His expression returned to its natural state as he said, "The world is constantly improving. Humans are also. Everything is changing. How can one's thoughts remain the same?"

Qian Li nodded, "Your Majesty is right."

The current her did not have the mood to continue conversing with him, after saying that, Qian Li bowed to Gong Ye and walked forward, but her arm was held onto by Gong Ye.

This kind of sudden action, this kind of sudden collision made Qian Li feel extremely disgusted, she didn't have time to think any further. She had already taken a step back and flung Gong Ye's hand away. After calming down, she felt that something was amiss, but she did not regret anything.

"Sorry …"

The rare thing was, this time. Gong Ye actually took the initiative to apologize.

"I just feel that you should answer the question I asked before leaving. If I don't care about my actions, what would happen then?"

Qian Li did not want to get involved with him, so she answered the moment she stood up.

That is to say, when you are concerned about a person's body, you still need to care about that person's heart and the Emperor's actions. Honestly speaking, Qian Li does not dare to agree with you. "

"What do you mean? "Do you think that my concern is insufficient?"

Qian Li nearly rolled her eyes at this question.

"Your Majesty, you really never thought that the things you did were things that the empress dowager needed?" You found the best guards for her, but she was forced to lock them up inside. You replaced the maidservants and eunuchs by the empress dowager's side with the most outstanding ones in the palace. But don't you think that no matter how outstanding they are or how much they are taken care of, they are still not people the empress dowager is familiar with? This person, the older you are, the more afraid you are of being alone. Isn't it torture for you to change people around her that you are familiar with? Yes, on the surface, it seems that you are very worried about the empress dowager's health. You have sought out many Imperial Physician s to travel by her side, day and night, to protect her. Her Majesty was unhappy all these years because you never knew what she really wanted. "You only gave your wishful thinking to the empress dowager and neglected to give her everything you thought was good, the empress dowager thought to herself."