CH 78

(T/N: PLEASE keep in mind the warnings you have read on the novelupdates page. Read at your own risk.)

Qin Kaiyi had to admit that sometimes his intuition was really accurate. When he felt that there was something off about Shen Feixiao, Shen Feixiao really seemed to begin to act off…

“Shixiong.” Facing Qin Kaiyi, who wanted to run away, Shen Feixiao’s expression was unspeakably strange. “Where do you want to go?”

“… I’m not going anywhere,” Qin Kaiyi dully replied. He saw that exiting the door was hopeless and had to sit back at the side of the table. At the moment when he got on the chair, he discovered that an extra black wooden box had appeared on the table.

Shen Feixiao noticed Qin Kaiyi’s gaze at the wooden box. He smiled indifferently and walked towards Qin Kaiyi. “Shixiong wants to know what is inside?”

“…” Not at all. Qin Kaiyi became increasingly conscious of Shen Feixiao’s strange attitude towards him. It was like he was going to do something to him.

“It’s a very important thing.” Shen Feixiao didn’t care if Qin Kaiyi answered his question. He lowered his head and stroked the black wooden box with his hands. Those gentle eyes and soft movements made Qin Kaiyi’s goosebumps rise as he watched. 

“… Shen Feixiao,” Qin Kaiyi said helplessly. “What on earth do you want?”

“Me?” Shen Feixiao’s movements stopped, and he suddenly raised his head and brilliantly smiled at Qin Kaiyi, “I just want shixiong to accept me.”

Qin Kaiyi immediately noticed something wrong when Shen Feixiao gave him this smile, but in the end it was too late. After Shen Feixiao finished speaking, he pulled Qin Kaiyi with a force that showed no tolerance for refusal, pulling him by the wrist and throwing him onto the bed. 

Shen Feixiao’s rough movements immediately reminded Qin Kaiyi of the tragedy that happened before. His face instantly became incomparably pale. Framed by that long white hair and the white clothes that he just put on, he almost seemed as if he would become transparent.

“Shixiong.” Shen Feixiao’s left hand held the wooden box, and his right hand easily suppressed Qin Kaiyi’s struggle. He felt the slight frightful trembling of Qin Kaiyi’s body, and his eyes showed an indescribable pain. “It’s okay, soon it won’t hurt.”

“Shen Feixiao…” Qin Kaiyi was facing up as he was pressed on the bed by Shen Feixiao. He knew that struggling was useless against Shen Feixiao, so he strenuously pleaded, “Don’t do this… Shen Feixiao…”

“Good boy.” (T/N: 乖 = guāi. Lit.: obedient. It’s an affectionate term often used for young children). Shen Feixiao’s response was very gentle. “It will be quick.”

Then Shen Feixiao put the wooden box aside, and began to softly and slowly take off Qin Kaiyi’s clothes. He enjoyed the process very much, watching his most precious thing trembling cautiously and gently in his hands. His mood was exceedingly good. 

“Shen Feixiao.” Qin Kaiyi knew that Shen Feixiao would not let him go. He closed his eyes despairingly, his tone extremely weak, “What’s in that box?”

“A very important thing.” Shen Feixiao watched as Qin Kaiyi’s skin gradually exposed in front of him. He kissed gently starting from Qin Kaiyi’s neck, his expression that of deep devotion. “There may be a bit of pain; shixiong don’t be afraid… “

“…” Qin Kaiyi stopped talking. He knew that he did not have the power to refuse Shen Feixiao’s decisions. He convinced himself that at worst it would be like being bitten by a dog, but when he saw what Shen Feixiao took out of the box he completely panicked. 

“What is that!!!” After seeing clearly what Shen Feixiao took out of the box, Qin Kaiyi’s voice was sharp and piercing, as if he was scared to the extreme. “Shen Feixiao, what are you planning to do??”

Shen Feixiao didn’t answer. He looked at the motionless cocoon-like object in his hands, and smiled calmly. “Shixiong will know.”

Qin Kaiyi foolishly looked on as Shen Feixiao stripped his clothes off little by little, and then took that unknown object and slid it to a place that nearly caused Qin Kaiyi to fall apart. “No!!!!!! Shen Feixiao you f*cking stop!!! What is that what is that!!!”

Qin Kaiyi twisted his body like he was crazy, trying to avoid Shen Feixiao’s movements. But would Shen Feixiao let Qin Kaiyi avoid him? Of course not.

Shen Feixiao faced Qin Kaiyi’s desperate gaze and ruthlessly shoved the cocoon in his hand into Qin Kaiyi’s body. Qin Kaiyi’s body was not lubr*cated, but fortunately the cocoon was not big. This action did not bring much pain to Qin Kaiyi’s body, but though his body did not hurt, that did not mean his mind could bear it. 

Watching Shen Feixiao suddenly squeeze strange things into his body with wide eyes, Qin Kaiyi miserably shrieked as if he had gone mad. His voice was mournful to the extreme, and contrasting with Shen Feixiao’s expressionless face, this formed a strange and pitiful scene. 

“Don’t do this to me, don’t do this to me…” Feeling that the strange thing gradually melted in his body so that it produced a burning temperature, Qin Kaiyi shook his head frantically. He didn’t know where such strength came from–he pushed Shen Feixiao away from himself. Just like that, he lay on his stomach on the bed and stretched out his hand to try and take out that thing.

It was a pity that the Feng Shen had already entered his body, and there would be no possibility of removal. 

Instead, his anxious and pitiful actions gave a feeling of obscenity. Shen Feixiao watched calmly, and was not impatient to do anything to Qin Kaiyi.

“Don’t, don’t…” Perceiving that there was no way to remove that thing, Qin Kaiyi finally sobbed as if his mental state had collapsed. He didn’t know what Shen Feixiao had put in his body, but he knew… that it would never be anything good.

“Shen Feixiao, what is that… take it out okay?” Because of Shen Feixiao’s actions, Qin Kaiyi’s whole person was a mess. His clothes were widely spread apart, and his white hair fanned out on a body just as white. He showed a fragile beauty, and that mournfully low begging even aroused sad*stic l*st in people’s hearts.

“Not okay,” Shen Feixiao bluntly refused. He looked down (T/N: this idiom can also mean to tower above, or to be arrogantly in a higher position) at Qin Kaiyi, who was in a terrible mess, and had a smile that could chill people to the bottom of their hearts. “Shixiong, I said it’s not okay.”

“No, no… ah…” Qin Kaiyi’s eyes dimmed in an instant. Stupefied, he wanted to turn his head to see that place where the cocoon had been stuffed, but he didn’t notice what kind of appearance he had now——lying facing the bed, legs wide open, almost like he was asking someone to do something to him.

So it became a matter of course that his body was dragged down and he was forcibly entered. 

Qin Kaiyi’s expression was numb, and he let Shen Feixiao hold his waist and slam into him hard. Those seemingly bloodless lips of his stained with blood as he bit himself harshly. 

“Shixiong, shixiong.” Shen Feixiao continued to move as he kissed Qin Kaiyi’s back. He looked at Qin Kaiyi’s scattered white hair with a strange expression of tranquility. 

Unlike the first time which was purely painful, Qin Kaiyi felt strong pl*asure even at these rough actions. His closed eyes quivered gently, and his long eyelashes looked like the last flutters of dying butterflies. 

The place where he was entered was not only in pain, but there was also an indescribable pl*asure. This made Qin Kaiyi’s nerves tighten to the point that he almost felt like he would abandon himself to his despair and give up. 

“Are you comfortable?” Shen Feixiao knew of the Feng Shen’s uses, and he also saw clues from Qin Kaiyi’s expression. He fiercely slammed the head of his d*sire into Qin Kaiyi once, and then asked softly, “Shixiong, it’s very comfortable right?”

Qin Kaiyi naturally wouldn’t answer. He gasped and grabbed the bedding without much strength, trying to suppress all the moans in his mouth.

“I know it’s very comfortable.” Knowing the answer from Qin Kaiyi’s silence, Shen Feixiao smiled, “How could I be willing to cause shixiong pain, shixiong… isn’t that right.”

Qin Kaiyi remained silent.

Qin Kaiyi didn’t know when they stopped having s*x. He only knew that he was like a rice cake that had been stir-fried. After changing into countless positions, his consciousness became unbearably fuzzy. 

Shen Feixiao only became aware of Qin Kaiyi’s miserable condition when they stopped. 

There was almost no intact skin on his body, all of it covered in marks of blue and purple. Furthermore, white liquid overflowed from a certain part of his private place. Shen Feixiao reached a hand out and entered that warm secret place, feeling the temperature within Qin Kaiyi’s body.

Maybe he was a bit rough? Shen Feixiao looked at Qin Kaiyi, who had fainted, and seriously thought back over those events. But shixiong was also very comfortable… After he had the Feng Shen, he could already feel part of Qin Kaiyi’s feelings.

“Shixiong.” Shen Feixiao held Qin Kaiyi in his arms. He kissed Qin Kaiyi’s damaged lips again and said softly, “Don’t be afraid of me… Don’t be afraid of me…”

Then Shen Feixiao hugged Qin Kaiyi, who had already lost consciousness, and walked into the prepared bath. He gently washed Qin Kaiyi’s body clean of the white vestiges, but he did not use his spiritual power to heal the marks on Qin Kaiyi’s body. 

“Shixiong, you will always be mine.” Like the demon of temptation, Shen Feixiao held Qin Kaiyi in his embrace with an expression that was apathetic yet somehow sorrowful, “Shixiong, don’t think about going anywhere… If there comes a day where you must have me kill you… ” –Then I will kill myself first.

“Master,” The eggplant’s voice sounded in Shen Feixiao’s sea of knowledge with ill-timing. “It seems that a few days ago someone entered the large array you arranged.”

“Who?” When he heard this sentence, Shen Feixiao’s imposing aura suddenly became cold and detached. His tenderness seemed to be reserved for only one person, and that person… had never cherished his gentleness. 

“I don’t know.” The eggplant knew that he was going to be punished for such a thing, so he had to remedy it somewhat: “But when that person saw the master come back, he left.”

“He found Qin Shi?” It was unclear what Shen Feixiao had thought of; his eyes darkened at once.

“Yes…” After a moment of hesitation, the eggplant still spoke the truth: “But the man’s spiritual knowledge is stronger than mine, so…”

“I know.” Surprisingly, Shen Feixiao did not punish the eggplant, but kept a consistent indifference. “Pay attention next time.”

“Yes.” The eggplant was pleasantly surprised. It seemed that a Shen Feixiao who had eaten his fill would be relatively easier to deal with… 

“Shixiong,” Shen Feixiao sighed and touched the face of the deeply asleep Qin Kaiyi. He said with an indifferent tone, “Since it is your friend, then let me give him a good reception.”