C165 Because I love you

This was the biggest difference between him in the outside world and in the Bai Family. Even in the Bai Family, he would talk more and do less, and in the outside world, he would talk less and less when facing himself.

The former relied on dealing with it while the latter focused on it with all their might!

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When he saw Lin Muyan's gaze that was almost shattered, he wished he could dig out his heart and show it to her, telling her that he would always love her because she was the only ray of warmth that existed within the darkness of his revenge.

Only after this sentence was repeated countless of times did Lin Muyan finally calm down a little. She tore off Bai Dongting's clothes and stuck her ice-cold body onto it.

Bai Dongting's shirt fit perfectly, her back was practically exposed to the outside, while the man affectionately used a bath towel to protect himself while tightening his arms to keep her warm. He didn't know how she suddenly cooled down like a weak warm animal, needing his warmth.

"It's okay, I'm here, don't be afraid." Bai Dongting did not know how to comfort people, and had never had such experience. Furthermore, the comforting words he spoke were all instinctual, it was his instinct to take good care of Lin Muyan!

After the person in his embrace slowly recovered their temperature, Bai Dongting then opened his mouth again, and asked gently as if he was afraid of alarming her: "Are you feeling better?"

"I'm sorry." Lin Muyan sniffed with her nose, and when the two words came out of her mouth, a thin layer of tears gathered in her eyes. She loosened her embrace and lowered her head apologetically: "Bai Dongting, I've said that many times that I love you, but now that I say that I don't dare to love you, do you think that I mean what I say? "I feel that I'm a hypocrite and a fictitious person, not worthy of you …"

"Shh." When Bai Dongting heard this, he couldn't help but interrupt her and said seriously: "I love you."

Before this, Bai Dongting had never thought that he would say these three words again in such an occasion. He had previously arranged for Yan Huo to confess precisely because he felt that he was unable to say it, but now, he actually said it so easily.

"You'd better not love me." Lin Muyan suddenly laughed softly, tears flowing from her eyes. She sat on his legs but did not rely on him, instead she curled her body up: "Bringing me along is like carrying a burden, it will only make you more and more tired."

When Bai Dongting heard this, he felt his heart ache for her, but he immediately became ruthless. He pinched her chin and looked at his fiercely: "I said I won't easily affect you, but as long as I give my heart, you will have no choice but to give up! I have no way out, and neither do you! Do you remember? "

Lin Muyan's eyes were filled with tears, but Bai Dongting's eyes were scarlet. He could tolerate Lin Muyan's tantrums to the greatest extent, but he could not allow her to stop loving him. At the very least, he could not allow one side to decide that he was not allowed to love her!

It wasn't that she wasn't worthy of him, but she didn't have the qualifications to control his determination to love her and keep her by his side!

"Bai Dongting... "Ahhh!"

Before Lin Muyan could even finish speaking, she was tossed onto the bed by the man who was obviously angry now. Immediately after, she leaned over, completely devoid of the gentleness from before, as if she had become a different person.

He wouldn't let her think of leaving him! Absolutely not!

The current Bai Dongting was like a violent beast. After Lin Muyan begged for forgiveness several times, he finally felt a little more at ease, seeing that she was in such a sorry state that she was almost unable to move, and that it was only after a long while that she finally held his in her arms, "I said that I love you, that I love you, and that I will always love you, so do not try to anger me, and do not force me to hurt you!"

Hearing his heartbeat, which had clearly become a lot faster than before, for the first time, Lin Muyan felt that she was afraid of him. But in her fear, there was also a sense of steadfastness that was difficult to explain.

"Bai Dongting..." Lin Muyan's voice was somewhat hoarse. "I miss my mother …"

She wanted to explain to him why she had lost control, what she had thought of when she saw him with his back to her on the balcony, but the words came to her lips and she didn't know what to say, so she had to sum them up.

He had actually thought of it, but he hadn't expected her reaction to be so huge. When she said that he shouldn't love her again, he had almost seen her despair, but … She was clearly in despair, so why was she unwilling to save herself? Why did she have to give up on herself and push him away?

"Do you not trust me, or do you not believe that you can keep me?" Bai Dongting felt that now was the chance to explain everything. After all, this was the first time she mentioned her mother.

"Let's go eat. I'm hungry." Lin Muyan didn't want to talk about those memories that she wanted to forget even if she couldn't. She was unable to speak about the despair she felt when she saw that her mother had committed suicide and the blood all over the floor. In the end, the phone that fell to the ground was still called by her mother to her father.

"Why did you suddenly lose your temper just now?" Bai Dongting felt that if he didn't ask earlier, he wouldn't be able to.

"Let's go eat hotpot."

"Why do you say such heartless words?"

"If you want to eat the bottom of a mountain fungus pot, you need sesame paste."

"Lin Muyan!" Bai Dongting was so angry that he sat up straight. He frowned as he looked at the little girl who was purposely avoiding the topic of conversation.

"In the future, don't answer the phone behind my back, I can cover my ears and not listen, okay? Even if you have something you must not let me know, at least tell me that you're not on the phone with another woman, okay? " Lin Muyan said with reddened eyes, but she stared straight at Bai Dongting.

Some people said that their daughter's life was with their mother, but she did not want Bai Dongting to leave her one day. In fact, she wanted to be reduced to sharing his life with other women, and he was not even willing to look at her once …

"Alright." Bai Dongting looked at her eyes and paused for a moment, then took out his phone. After unlocking the lock, he recorded her fingerprints, then stuffed the phone into her hands: "Just now, that's Shen Dong calling. When we're together in the future, help me hold my phone.

Looking at the phone in her hand, Lin Muyan lightly bit her lower lip, and asked after a long time: "Why are you so good to me?"

"Because I love you." Bai Dongting once again said "I love you". This kind of expression felt very sacred in his heart.

He knew clearly in his heart that the reason she didn't let him call her from behind her back was merely because of the circumstances. She just said that missing her mother was probably the root of everything, and if he didn't quickly find out what had happened back then, then he probably wouldn't be able to appreciate her uneasiness, much less fulfill his promise to fill her uneasiness.

"I used to want to hear you say that you loved me, but you never did." Lin Muyan hugged Bai Dongting's phone, the tears had yet to completely disappear, but the smile had already spread to the corner of his mouth.

"I did."

"When?" Lin Muyan could not help but stare wide-eyed, how could she not know? When did he say that?!

"When I decided I'd have to do this for the rest of my life." Bai Dongting spoke very seriously.

That day, when he came out of Bai Family, she went to fetch him. The moment he saw her, he thought to himself: This life, will be hers!