Doctor an came to check her up and gave her a sedative to have a good rest.
For nearly two months, she had to rely on stability to get a good sleep.
Almost every night, I was awakened by nightmares. After waking up, I sat outside the sun and waited for the sun to rise.
She was afraid of the dark and longed for the sunshine.
Every day to see the sunset, she will be inexplicably afraid.
Kyoto and even the world's most authoritative psychiatrists have come to see her, but no one can walk into the darkness of her heart.
The only thing Huo Yunchen can do is to accompany her. No matter what she wants to do or where she is, he will accompany her as much as possible.
Every day when I eat very little dinner, I put down the dishes and chopsticks and always stay by mommy's side.
Looking at his mother's hand stabbed by scissors, he felt remorseful.
"Dad, it's my fault. I shouldn't have turned on the light. Mom is afraid to turn on the light. She says that it will catch fire and explode. "
"Daddy, Mommy, what's wrong with her? She wasn't like that before. "
Huo Yunchen felt a spasm of heartache and held his son's head tightly in his arms.
Try to control the pain in his heart and comfort him, "it's not your fault, son. Mommy has a nightmare. She just can't tell for a while whether it's a dream or a reality. "
"Will Mommy be all right? Would she do that? What will she do next time she stabs herself with scissors? " Every day, I said with worry.
"I'm not afraid. With my father, my father will protect my mother."
Huo Yunchen said a lot to pacify everyday and coax him back to his room to sleep.
Every day, the child seems to be strong, but his mind is very careful. At a young age, he went through many things with his mother.
He is more mature and sensible than other children.
Huo Yunchen, as a father, was more distressed by such a sensible person. He hoped that the child could live a more free and easy life and be more self-centered.
It was dark and he took a bath.
Put on his pajamas and lay down quietly beside her, trying to force himself to sleep, but no matter how hard he tried, he still couldn't sleep.
He wants to think about what she went through that night.
When he thought of the disgusting man's attempt to insult her, his whole nerves were restless.
It's his fault. If it's settled earlier, Liu Yun won't let her suffer so much.
Although he survived that night, his soul was trapped in the fire.
What to do? What can he do to get back the old one?
Huo Yunchen took a deep breath, half sat up, reached out and gently stroked her face, deep eyes full of fog.
When she is asleep, she sleeps quietly like a child.
She is simple, true and kind.
If she didn't meet him, maybe she would live a simple, safe and happy life.
But since she met him, her life seems to have been suffering all kinds of hardships.
Is his love for her a blessing or a curse?
Huo Yunchen raised his hand and stroked her face. He couldn't help asking himself.
Is he really happy for her?
Or disaster is greater than happiness.
What can we do?
He loved her, but he didn't want her.
Is really reluctant to give up.
Thinking of tears, he fell down. Under the orange light at the head of the bed, his face was covered with a light layer of gloom.
There's nothing I can do. That's about it.
Bai was awakened by the warm tears falling on his face. When he opened his eyes, he saw his eyes full of moisture.
She reached out and brushed his face to dry the tears.
"Did you cry?"
"No, it's just sand
in the eyes."
Huo Yunchen quickly wiped his eyes, and a seemingly relaxed smile piled up on his face.
"You lied to me. You just cried. Am I sick again? Did I do something wrong? "
"No, you didn't do anything wrong. If you have a nightmare, just grab my hand and I will always be with you. Even in a dream, I will save you. "
Huo Yunchen raised his hand and scraped her pretty nose with a gentle smile.
If only I could enter her dream and save her in it.
Can she wake up from that endless nightmare?
"With you, where dare he carry me? And Liu Yun, I remember when we came down, she wanted to carry me."
As long as you can make her smile, even if you let him carry a hundred love words guide, he is willing.
This unintentional little action reminds Huo Yunchen, or he should take her to the place where she made her wish to see the master who gave them the knot.
He didn't let her say the word behind. His slender index finger blocked her lips.
Baiyun temple is the ancient temple where Huo Yunchen walked up the ninety-nine steps on his back to the top of the mountain.White also smile gently, although often uneasy in the heart.
"White light, you have to refuel, so dangerous, so difficult situation you survived. There's something else you can't overcome
Bai lightly blurts out Liu Yun's name unintentionally. After that, he can't help feeling dejected.
"Don't talk nonsense. You are my wife, the best and unique wife in the world, and I will never dislike you. "
"Well, that's what you said, and you'll remember. You will spoil me for the rest of your life. "
He looked into her eyes, and he was doting and smiling.
"All my life?" Huo Yunchen pretended to be shocked.
How can Huo Yunchen be sentimental? It's just that he didn't come here to be sentimental today.
Huo Yunchen really put all the sweet words he could think of into use. These are the effects of the guide to love words given by Qin Yue.
White lightly a face dissatisfied black face asked him "a lifetime you too long?"
She didn't remember what she had done, but she felt in her heart that she had brought trouble and pain to her family.
"Back can move, back can move, as long as you don't become fat, I'm sure I can move you."
"Husband, I'm not a good wife. I always seem to be sick and worrying you. If you don't like me, you can tell me what to do when we leave "
? White gently subconsciously touched himself with his hand, always with the concentric knot, secretly to cheer himself up.
I'm afraid, but only until he seems that everything is not so terrible.
"You're my wife. I'll carry you, of course. After we have passed these ninety-nine steps, we will walk together for a lifetime. When we get old, we'll come here and I'll carry you on my back. " Huo Yunchen said jokingly.
"It's not that I won't let him carry it, it's that he doesn't dare."
"You're the fat one." No matter what age a woman is, the word fat is taboo.
"Well, well, you will always be young and beautiful. Now you are my princess, and then you will be my queen, OK?"
Things were still like yesterday, but Liu Kai and Liu Yun were gone.
It wasn't what she wanted, but she couldn't seem to control herself.
"Can you carry me when we get old?" White gently unconvinced said.
White gently some sulky expert patted his back, the smile on the face is beautiful unceasingly.
Huo Yunchen immediately put on a smiling face: "no, a lifetime is not enough, at least two or three lives. It's better to have three lives."
"Wife, do you remember three years ago when I came here behind your back to fulfill my wish?"
"Remember, you had to carry me when it rained and the road was slippery. We're not going to let Liu Kai back. "