Chapter 29 - Lust Not Love?

Truths had been unveiled and his identity as Elias Blackwell was already hanging by a thin thread.

What was Dane doing, risking and unveiling his entire resolve? A single petite woman now returned in the arms of her husband was not worth the trouble.

He wasn't his usual stoic self. The moment he saw Prisana's endearing form reflected onto his wine glass, a part of him knew that he should steer away. He knew and yet...When he saw her enchanted by the diamond rose, his body moved faster than his mind and lips could think. Even now as she was wrapped inside his arms, Dane couldn't help but become enchanted.

The reception hall danced with it's white walls lined with royal red tapestries draped gloriously over rows of gold chandeliers that hung over them. Couples beside them wore similar suits and evening dresses in all styles and colors, gracing their dazzling smiles upon the upbeat song. However Dane couldn't find it in himself to smile as Prisana struck him where it shouldn't even hurt but it did.

For that, he cursed himself because unlike her, he was the more experienced one. When you had sex with someone, it didn't give rise to any promises. It must have been his fault because he pushed her away so that's why she left. That's why she thought everything was a mistake.

"A...mistake?"

"It seems like the song has ended. I need to refresh myself, if you'll excuse me..."

Before she turned around to leave him stranded on the dance floor, Dane saw a streak of tear fall down to her chin. He reached out for her but his fingers only scratched at the sleeves of her dress.

Again, she was leaving him. His heart ached for words couldn't even begin to explain his inner turmoil.

"Wait! Prisana!"

Dane quickly panned over to Giovanni and found him watching them intently from the sidelines. Everyone else was too immersed in the senator or their own jolly grand conversations. Not him. Dane followed after her discreetly, finding that Giovanni wasted no time at all doing the same. He didn't understand why Prisana was still unhappy if her husband seemed as if he were still seeking out her every move.

He knew as much as the next man that one didn't waste their time on a woman if you weren't invested. But Dane was closer as he pushed through those large white double doors. He briskly tread through the wide open hallways and caught her arm.

Their bodies tumbled over into an empty room that he intruded on—A small dimly lit storage room that contained moving boxes and supplies of sorts that resembled decorations in the reception hall. Only Dane and Prisana were present in the lone room. She twisted beneath him and glared at his hand that held onto her wrist.

Once he heard what sounded like Giovanni's footsteps, pass by the room they were in, he immediately let her go.

"You said everything was a mistake. Is that really true?" he asked, brushing away the tears at her eyes.

She turned away from his touch.

"All of it. Every last moment spent with you was a mistake."

"Then tell me, why do you keep crying?"

"B-Because," she stammered, her tears finally halting. "I don't like the way you make me feel."

"And how do I make you feel?" he asked, quietly admiring how pretty even her stricken tear filled eyes seemed underneath dim orange lights.

"You make me feel wanted."

Those words struck a chord in him. Dane shook his head, wondering what fool of a husband could not make his own wife feel wanted. He would gladly take her off of his hands. Dane didn't ever love women but he felt lust as all men do. He lusted after Prisana and desperately wanted to fuck her right here and now where his body relished in the fact that it could finally feel hers against his once more.

Dane banged one fist against the wall and slowly buried his face against her neck. He was breathing like a beast who after so long, finally found it's prey.

'You beast, control yourself. She's a married woman!'

Prisana was everything he shouldn't want. What's more, she stirred up feelings inside of him that he was scared of having erupt because there was still his life's purpose. His thoughts then flashed to his ex-girlfriend, his grandfather, and even his parents. God, his grief and their tombstones were etched into his memories. He could never love someone ever again. His heart forbade it.

"...You ruined me, Prisana. I want you so bad I can't even think straight. It's like a fever that I can't get rid of. I can't ever love you but I have wanted to see you again every day, every hour, every second, and even now for the past three months. So please, please don't push me away. If you do, I'm afraid that it'll..."

Hurt.

For the life of him, Dane was unsure if he were even asking her for permission. Still he placed a feather light kiss against her trembling nape. Her breathy sigh nearly drove him mad with desire but he took it slow. Held all his needs back so she wouldn't flee. When he hovered near her lips, he stopped.

Prisana regarded him with inviting eyes. Something about this both felt so wrong and so right at the same time. He never experienced such a thrilling yet disastrous feeling coursing through him.

His fingers traced over the outlines of her lips, as if to remember each subtle detail of them. He terribly missed the feel of his lips against hers. Yet, Dane didn't kiss her. He couldn't. A kiss felt too personal at the moment as it would further shatter everything he was trying to hold back. Perhaps if he fucked her once then this insatiable lust he had for her would disappear.

He worked to undo the flimsy zipper of her wine red dress that aligned with how blushed her skin appeared before him. To his dismay, Prisana clutched the dress against her chest so it wouldn't fall.

"W-What do you think you're doing?"

"Hush. I'm doing my best to commit adultery right now. Though, it's a bit difficult as no matter how beastly I am, I still have morals plaguing me."

Prisana used her free hand to push him away but he easily caught it. He even kissed the fingers which pushed him away and the beast inside of him purred as her ravishing expression fell victim to his seduction. Dane didn't stop there. Her breath hitched as he licked in between her fingers, expertly flicking his tongue as he imagined it was her dripping wet pussy.

He continued this sweet torture until he went through each finger and crease.

"You're hardly resisting. Does that mean I can take it as you want this as much as I do?"

She nodded and he nearly stumbled back as she wrapped her arms over him. He covered his flushed face with a hand. God, how he wanted to shake her shoulders and tell her that she shouldn't be so easy, especially to a man she's only met a few times! Then again he would be inducing gender roles on her.

Men and women should be allowed to openly fuck whoever they wanted without strings attached. It's only that their strings were still attached if they tread over the point of no return a second time.

Prisana boldly pried off his fingers from his face. He composed himself as she broke his quick composure again by tugging at his tie. For a moment Dane greatly wondered where she got all her daring behavior from? He noticed it before but she kept staring at his lips.

"Kiss me."

"No."

"...Why?"

"Because," Dane's voiced trailed off as he leaned and used his teeth to tug away the thin cloth covering her chest.

Because he was afraid.

"There's more pressing things I want to kiss right now. Like these cute pink nipples. See?" Dane pointed out by flicking one of the nubs with his index finger so her breast jiggled. "They're already erect and begging for my lips to kiss them."

Dane didn't kiss them. Not yet. He blew at her nipple, satisfaction spreading over him when seeing her shiver just by his breath alone. Only then he began to touch them with his hands, squeezing them and hovering his lips over them to blow against it teasingly. He liked watching her legs squirm as he did this.

One of his hands crept in between her legs to find her most sensitive spot. He wasted no time at all. His finger entered her and she jerked in surprise. Hot. She was so hot and wet for him that it pleased him to great lengths. Prisana's legs were shy and closed at first. But the moment Dane finally brought one of her cute pink nipples into his mouth, her legs twisted open for him.

He devoured her nipple as if sweet honey dripped from them. Dane licked them softly, and in turn nipped them with his teeth roughly. He repeated the same torture as he licked and bit at her nipples. At the same time, his finger stimulated her wet insides. Her back arched and tensed every time his finger found the pressure inside that drove her wild with shaking pleasure.

She scratched at his arms as the sensation kept jerking her body around.

"Oh wait! Dane, wait! Ah...Mmh...It's that weird feeling again. Please stop, I'm scared."

"Prisana, know that I would never hurt you and I would stop anytime you don't want this but..." Dane stopped focusing on her lovely breasts and leaned upward to kiss her forehead. "I'm only giving you pleasure. It will make you feel insanely good. Do you trust me?"

He could see the hesitation in her eyes but nevertheless she nodded her head again.

"Yes, I trust you. I can't believe I'm trusting you but," Prisana begins to lower her voice in embarrassment. "Everything you do, makes me feel insanely good."

God, he wondered if she knew what she was doing to him. Yet her adorable eyes still feigned innocence. His erection stood much harder now and against the entrance to her pussy which was separated by her dress and soiled underwear.

"Then," his voice nearly came out as a growl. "Take a deep breath and give all of yourself to me and if you would...Touch me here."

Dane guided her hand toward his bulging cock. Prisana's finger lightly brushed over his pants. She took a deep breath as she began sliding her fingers up and down over his cock and immediately, he could already feel her body relaxing and giving in to him completely. His movements inside of her resumed as well, causing her to flinch.

"Prisana...Oh Prisana I'm so damn hard that I want to be inside of you. Can you feel it aching? It's this big because of you. The way my fingers are moving inside you, imagine that it's my cock thrusting relentlessly....Ah. Do you still remember that passionate night we shared?"

"I'm so ashamed to admit it...But of course I remember, you....Ah...irresistible...beast! How could I forget?"

To his surprise, Prisana hiked her pussy against his cock as both their hands worked hard to stimulate one another. She indecently rubbed her pussy up and down against his cock, even as his fingers explored her. Prisana held the outlines of his cock through his pants even tighter than before. She was no longer shy and it excited him of other things they could do in bed.

"I want you. Dane...Ah...I want to feel you inside of me again. It's wrong and it's everything we shouldn't even do right now after having just met but god I can't turn back now and—Oh!"

Dane couldn't even hear her next words. Not after she told him she wanted him just as much as he did. He suckled her nipple and plunged his fingers deep, fast, and hard inside of her without warning. Her hands gave up trying to pleasure him as she was becoming too hammered in her own ecstasy. She was practically moaning and screaming all at the same time as he drove his fingers inside of her.

He frowned as he noticed her bite her pretty fingers so she could stifle her moans.

"Sorry but let me cover your mouth instead," he whispered, his own breathing unstable.

"Ah! Mmh...W-Why can't you just kiss me?"

He ignored her and brought himself down to his knees. Usually acts like lowering himself for another woman was degrading and required much work on his part so he never did this but at the moment it felt right. Dane continued covering her lips as his fingers sweetly tortured her. He tugged down her underwear and settled her dress over his head.

Prisana's color was a beautiful pink. It twitched and leaked with her sweet honey that trickled down her legs. She gasped as his tongue flicked around her crevice. He began his invasion with her folds on the sides. Then, to her most sensitive and throbbing clitoris.

At last he found it and as soon as he sucked the living daylights of her clit, her body slid down as her legs became too weak to hold herself up any longer. It didn't stop him as he only changed their position so her back was pushed against the wall with her legs spread wide open for him. His body lay flat on the ground so he could fully explore her, both tongue and fingers.

Once Dane's tongue made contact with her pussy and invaded her insides to slurp the honey from her core, she bit his fingers hard.

And then, she went and gave all of herself to him. When she did, Dane knew they were yet again traveling to the point of no return.

Only this time he wouldn't make the same mistake to let her go.