Chapter 224： Li Xiwei, you are looking for death.

Shen let his face get tired, he is not young anymore, and this is tossing down, he also has some heart and soul.

"Yaqin, you go back with Junze." He wiped his face and said.

Lu Yaqin didn't want to go, but she also knew that the people present did not welcome her appearance. Some of her eyes were sad. She looked at Shen Junyi, who said nothing, and nodded. "Well, I went back with Jun Ze, if the father woke up. , call me again."

Shen let waved his hand and did not speak.

Lu Yaqin pulled Shen Junze who wanted to speak and left the hospital.

"Jun, this time is the fault of Junze, and it is my fault. I didn't teach him well." Shen said with exhaustion, he could not imagine, if the father did not come this time, what should he do.

Shen Junyi looked faint, but his eyes were full of coldness. "Two uncles, let's leave too. If Grandpa wakes up, he will be upset when he sees you here."

Shen makes the look a stiff, "I don't go in, I am waiting outside, waiting for your grandfather to wake up and leave."

Shen Junyi stopped looking at him and walked into the ward. Looking at the appearance of Shen Qingyu, Shen Junyi said with a warm voice. "Hey, let's go to rest for a while, here is me, wait for Grandpa to wake up, I will call you the first time."

Shen Qingyi shook his head and did not speak.

Shen Junyi knew that this was the case, and she no longer forced her to sit down next to her and looked at the old man. For the outside person, Shen Junyi did not pay attention to it. He had already called Shen Qian.

Shen Qian hurried to the hospital, did not go to see the father first, but first went to the office of the attending doctor, to understand the condition of the father before going to the ward, seeing the familiar figure in the door of the ward, Shen Qian’s first reaction is not Happy but angry.

A pair of military boots stopped in front of them, Shen asked to look up and saw Shen Qian, "Big Brother."

"Shen let, you come with me." Shen Qian snorted, Shen let up, followed Shen Qian.

In the secluded corner of the hospital garden, Shen Qian calmly looked at the younger brother who had not seen him for more than 20 years.

"Big brother." Shen let the opening, the voice is dumb.

"Shen let, you are finally back!" Shen Qian said, the tone is calm, but this kind of calm has let Shen Shen's heart suddenly shocked, he would rather Shen Qian to slap him.

"Big brother, I am sorry." Shen let whispered.

"The person you are sorry is not me."

Shen let silence, yes, his most sorry person is actually the mother who died. He is the youngest son of Shen family. From a young age, Grandma’s grandmother loved this little son, and he really struggled, and all aspects were excellent. It is a great hope for the second old man, but how did he return the two old people?

He never regrets being with Lu Yaqin. The only regret is that he has not been able to take care of his parents. Even the mother’s last side has not been seen. He’s concerned about the Shen family’s news and will not leave such a thing. regret.

"Big brother, I am wrong, I am too selfish, let you down." Shen let no argument, and the argument is not his character.

Shen Qian, who has been watching his younger brother for more than 20 years, is not as indifferent as the superficial expression. The feelings of their brothers are small, even if their younger brother is better than himself, Shen Qian has never been stunned.

This younger brother is the pride of his parents and the pride of Shen Qian, but one day, this younger brother brought back a woman and said that she would marry her. At that time, Shen let her have a marriage contract.

Shen Laozi and Shen’s grandmother disagreed, especially after knowing that Shen’s favorite woman once served as a wine lady, although she did not have any relationship with other men, but Shen’s family did not even have the concept of the door, according to Shen’s family. The family is also absolutely unable to accept such a daughter-in-law.

Opposition is taken for granted, but Shen Zeng seems to have eaten the scales, ironed his heart to be with this woman, even went to his fiancee's home to ask for a retreat, causing the other parents to be furious, threatening to break off with Shen Jia, Shen The old man was a person who wanted to face his whole life. On that occasion, he apologized for the sake of this little son, and was squandered by the blood of the dogs.

What did Shen Yun do at the time? He left the Shen family and ran with a Miss Wine Lady, letting the Shen family completely smash the jokes of the capital. Shen’s father was even seriously ill.

Looking back from the memories, Shen Qian looked at Shen’s eyes very cold. "Since he left, why should he come back?"

"Big Brother, I just want to come back and see Dad and Mom." Shen let dry Baba's explanation, for many years, although he is in a foreign land, but his heart is missing every day in the country, if you know, if you know He will definitely come back soon...

Shen’s face is full of sorrow.

"Now what is the significance of this, Dad is still lying in the hospital, you go back first." Shen Qian opened, the tone is cold.

Shen let's look at Shen Qian's side face and open his mouth, but after all, he said nothing, turned and left, his back slightly bent, it looked very sad.

Shen Qian took a deep look at Shen Zeng and turned to the office of the doctor at the doctor's office. He needs to discuss the follow-up treatment plan with the doctor.

The next day, Shen let the family of three come again. I don’t know what Shen Jun and Lu Yaqin said after returning home with Shen Junze. Shen Junze was very embarrassed this time. He saw Shen Qingyi even called “Cousin”.

Shen Qingyi glanced at him and did not agree. Shen Junze had been bowing his head and seemed to be in a bad mood. Even Shen Qingyi’s attitude was ignored.

Shen Junyi has not come yet, he went home and took the washed clothes.

"Clear, my grandfather, is he okay?" Shen asked gently.

"The situation is very stable." Shen Qingxuan spit out a few words, the tone of indifference, Shen let completely do not care, the eyes fell on the body of Shen Laozi, the bottom of the eyes is the sadness that others can not understand.

Lu Yaqin's face is also very bad, his eyes are red, his face is awkward, Shen Qing is a bit curious about what the three people have experienced after going back, how today is such a look.

It was not long before Shen let the three people arrive. Shen Junyi came, and Wen Yuyao came with him.

"Yu Yao sister, how come you?" Shen Qingyi saw Wen Yuyao, some accidents.

Wen Yanyao glanced at Shen Junyi. "To call Junyi today, I know that your grandfather is in hospital, so I came over together. Is your grandfather still okay?"

"Fortunately, the doctor said that although he did not see signs of improvement, but it did not deteriorate, the situation is very stable." Shen Qingyi said.

"Two uncles." Shen Junyi said that he was open, but did not pay attention to Lu Yaqin and Shen Junze.

Shen let nodded, smiled at Shen Jun, and looked at Wen Yuyao.

"This is my girlfriend Wen Yanyao, this is my uncle." Shen Junxi introduced that Lu Yaqin and his mother did not mention a word. Wen Yanyao greeted Shen, and Shen Junyi did not introduce her to the other two. Meaning, the heart is clear, just nod in the goodwill of Lu Yaqin and Shen Junze, no longer speak.

"To the Qing dynasty, this is the clothes and toiletries for you. You should wash it first." Wen Yanyao remembered the bag in his hand and handed the bag to Shen Qingyi.

Shen Qingyu took it, thanked him and walked into the separate bathroom in the ward.

"Grandpa needs to be rested, second uncle, if you are fine, leave it first." Shen Junyi said.

Lu Yaqin glanced at her stunned husband and thought about it. After all, he opened his mouth. "Jun, your uncle is very worried about your grandfather. I didn't sleep last night. You will let him stay with your grandfather for a while, if you don't want to watch Come to me and Junze, we will leave soon."

Shen Junze shouted a "mother", but the rest of the words were silenced in one of Lu Yaqin's eyes. He glanced at his father and shook his hand. "Dad, I am waiting for you in the car with my mother."

Shen gave his wife a look, his eyes full of apologies, Lu Yaqin smiled at him comfortably, indicating that he was fine, leaving Shen Junze to leave the ward.

"Mom, Dad is like that. Why do we still have to give in. This is not a unilateral mistake between you and my dad." Out of the ward, Shen Junze complained dissatisfied.

Lu Yaqin red eyes, whispered, "You know your father's situation, so don't say it again, your grandmother's death is a big blow to your father, your grandfather is now like this, You don't say a few words."

"Mom, if I know that this will be the result, I will definitely not say that yesterday." Shen Junyi also lowered his head, thinking of the dad who got up in the middle of the night and sat in the living room, smoking a cigarette and silently crying, Shen Junze’s heart. Infinite regrets yesterday's rash.

Shen let him always be excellent in his mind, Wei's, he used his shoulder to prop up this home. For Shen Junze, Shen is the mountain, the backbone of the family, is synonymous with strong, but as fragile last night His father made his heart hurt and hurt.

He saw his father crying in the living room, and his mother leaned against me as the door, watching his father's back silently crying, his eyes filled with sadness and despair.

Shen Junze was lustful by Lu Yaqin, arrogant, impulsive and irritable, but the essence is not bad. In fact, he was afraid when he saw Shen Shen’s fall. He also knew that he was wrong, but he reluctantly refused to admit his mistakes.

"Mom, do you say Grandpa will be fine? If Grandpa really has something wrong, will Dad not forgive himself forever?" Shen Junze whispered Lu Yaqin.

Lu Yaqin looked at his son and wanted to laugh, but he couldn’t smile. He pulled his mouth and comforted his son. "No, your grandfather will be fine. Your grandfather is a famous general. He used to go to the battlefield and protect his family." How can the hero of the Wei State fall down easily?"

In her heart, she silently prayed that Shen’s father was fine, otherwise she did not know how long her husband’s body could last. She also knew yesterday that the body of Shen’s body had already had a big problem when she was abroad, and she had found liver cancer six months ago. Mid term.

Although the findings were timely, the effect of the treatment was not great. The doctor suggested that the surgery be carried out, but Shen let did not want them to worry. He refused the doctor's advice. Three months ago, the cancer cells metastasized and even spread very quickly. Even the doctors are at a loss, and it is half a year to judge. So this time, Shen Zeng will insist on going back to China and seeing Shen Jia Er Lao, but did not expect that such a thing happened.

"Mom, if I knew it early, I would definitely not say those words." Shen Junze stressed.

"Mom knows, but Junze, you are already eighteen, it is an adult. If you can't do anything in the future, it's actually a mother's fault. It's that my mother didn't teach you well."

Shen Junze is even more upset and more self-blaming. "Mom, you can rest assured that when Grandpa wakes up, I must apologize to my grandfather, and I will never be angry again."

Lu Yaqin smiled gratifiedly, and she squatted, and Shen Junze did not see the sadness that her eyes could not be opened.

Luya and her mother did not find out that their conversation was heard in a black dress. When the mother and the child went away, Li Xizhen looked at the direction when the mother and the child came. Just saw Shen Junyi coming out and coming toward this side. Li Xizhen quickly looked around and flashed into a ward next to him.

She waited until Shen Junyi walked away, and she came out of the ward. She thought of the appearance of Shen Junmai. In combination with the conversation she just heard, Li Xizhen’s heart had a faint guess.

She took the sunglasses from the bag and put it on, covering most of her face and walking towards the nurse. "Hello, I am the ward where Shen Yuanyi Shen Shenzi lives?" Shen Yuanyi is the name of Shen.

The nurse at the nurse station looked at her and looked suspicious. "Are you?"

Li Xiwei smiled slightly. "I am the granddaughter of Shen’s good friend. My grandfather heard that Shen’s father was ill and specially asked me to come and see him.” He also raised the fruit basket in his hand so that the nurse could stand. The nurse looked clearly. Today, she came to the hospital to visit a friend. By the way, she bought a fruit basket at the entrance of the hospital. I did not expect it to be used. Li Xizhen could not help but sigh her luck.

The nurse smiled and turned over the record. "Shen's father lives in b102, but now is not visiting time, you can't enter now."

"Can I ask what kind of illness the old man got?" Li Xizhen asked. "My grandfather just received a message that Shen is sick, but he doesn't know what disease it is. I also rushed, so..."

The nurse smiled and understood. "Sorry this lady, this is the patient's privacy. We can't reveal it. If you want to visit the old man, you can register here now, and you can go in after the visit time."

Li Xizhen shook his head. "Thank you, then I will come back later. By the way, I will buy a bunch of flowers, otherwise it will be too rude to see a fruit basket."

The nurse did not care, the rich people have more rules, she understands.

"Qing dynasty, you didn't sleep one night last night, take a break for a while, there is me here." Wen Yuyao warmly opened, Shen Qingyi shook his head, "I am not tired, Yan Yao sister, if you have something, go ahead, hospital I can be alone."

"What can I do? The company will not go out of business after leaving the day. I am here to accompany you." Wen Yanyao smiled.

Shen Qingyi did not force her. She glanced at Shen Shen, who was sitting at the bed of Shen’s father, and thought about it. He took Wen Yuyao and sat down on the sofa outside.

Shen Jun went down to buy lunch, and took a lunch, Shen Junyi greeted Wen Xiaoyao for several meals.

"Two uncles, let's eat first." Shen Junyi said, although his heart was very dissatisfied with the fact that the second uncle was hospitalized by his grandfather, but this second uncle was very painful to him, and he was better than Shen Qian, his father, Shen Junyi. When I was young, the relationship with this second uncle was actually very close.

Shen let his head shake, his eyes have a strong black and white, "I have no appetite, you can eat." Where can he eat now.

Shen Junyi is not reluctant, put the one that Shen Shen let alone and let Shen Qingyi and Wen Yuyao eat.

Shen Qingyi had no appetite. She barely ate two chopsticks.

Shen Junyi looked at the food left in her bowl and frowned. "Hey, eat a little more, you didn't eat it last night." Shen Qingyi shook his head. "I am full."

"Forget it, don't be too stubborn if you can't eat it." Wen Yuyao interrupted Shen Junyi's words. She understood Shen Qing's mood at the moment. After all, she had experienced such a thing.

In the afternoon, Shen Junyi was called by a phone call. After Shen Qian came to visit the old man, he let Shen let him go. I don’t know what they said. Shen let him go. Shen Qian returned to the ward and wiped the body and then left. .

In the evening, Shen Junyi originally wanted to replace Shen Qingyi, but there was something wrong with it, and it was really impossible to leave. Wen Yuyao stayed with her.

"Yu Yaojie, you go back first, Grandpa, I can do it alone." It took only one night, and it was nothing for Shen Qingyi.

Wen Yuyao stayed until 9 o'clock in the evening before leaving, only to stay with a family member, Wen Yu Yao enemies but Shen Qingyi's stubborn had to leave.

Shen Qingyi stayed to take care of the father. At about 9:30, she received a call from Fu Hengyi. She did not tell Fu Hengyi about the hospitalization of Shen.

Recently, there are many things in the family. It is not that Chu Yunrong’s hospitalization is the hospitalization of Fu’s father. Now he is hospitalized by Shen’s father, and he is still on the hospital.

Although Shen’s father is still in a coma, even if he is on the phone, he will not bother him. However, Shen Qingyi still does not want to disturb the purity of the father, walked out of the ward, and then gestured to the nurse at the nurse station.

Li Xiwei left the nurse station, first went to visit a friend, sat in a friend's ward for a while, then left the hospital, but after a few hours she returned to the hospital, changed her dress, took it with her A wig, a hat, and a pair of big sunglasses on his face.

She took the elevator to the floor where the father's ward was located. Now she stayed at the elevator door for a while. She didn't see the nurse at the nurse station. Her eyes were happy and she stepped up. She came to the door of Shen's ward and glanced inside. Seeing people, dare to open the door.

There was no one inside, and Li Xixi could not help but smile.

The high-heeled shoes stepped on the floor of the ward and made a crisp sound. Li Xizhen stood in front of the hospital bed and watched Shen’s unconscious look. The corner of his mouth rose high and she took the sunglasses on her face.

"I didn't expect you to have such a day," she said softly, then sat down. "Now I see you lying here, I will feel happy, Grandpa, are you happy to see me?"

No one answered her, she didn't need anyone's answer, and she spoke.

"Grandpa, I am very grateful that you adopted me and gave me a home, let me feel the warmth of home, and let me not be bullied by others. I used to be so happy that I can be a member of this family. But soon I found out that you didn't really like me. You and Grandma didn't like me from the beginning.

Although you are very kind, but I know that you look at my eyes is not looking at a granddaughter, you just just treat me as an outsider, you keep saying that I am the daughter of Shen family, your granddaughter, but I can't even get into the room of Shen Qingyi.

I don't know if you still remember, when I first came to this house, one day I was curious and secretly entered Shen Qingyi's room. Before that, I always thought that my room was beautiful, but after seeing her room. I discovered that it was the room of the granddaughter of Shen.

I really like that room, especially the doll on the table, but my hand just touched the doll, you appeared, just look at me so coldly, tell me not to enter this room, it is not Where I should go, the things inside are not what I can move.

You must not know, how sad my heart was at the time, I know who the room is, and I know that the owner of the room is no longer there, but it is such an unowned room, but I have no qualifications to even take a look.

Grandma is very good on the surface, but this kind of good is more like the love of the younger, not the love of the granddaughter. I often see my grandmother enter the room, and it will last for a long time. You know how much I am so sturdy, even if she is not at this house, the people at home are thinking about her and have never forgotten. This kind of embarrassment used to make me almost crazy.

My girlhood was spent in such a shackle. When I grew up, I realized that when Shen Qingyi probably never came back, she came back. You see her as a pearl, and love her. I don’t hide it, but I never thought about my feelings.

When Shen Qingyi came back, he didn't need to do anything. He easily got everything I dreamed of, the room, your love, and the man I love. ”

Li Xiyu was red-eyed and her hands were clenched into fists. "That is the man I have loved for more than ten years, but she has easily snatched him. I can tolerate your preference for her and can tolerate her disregard for me. But I can't stand her cross-cutting love. That is the only person I have ever loved in this life. It is the starlight that I can't hope for.

I am designing Shen Qingyi, but can this blame me? If it wasn’t for her to take away my most precious things, I wouldn’t really care about her even if she licked her again, but she shouldn’t take it away. Fu Hengyi. ”

Li Xizhen looked awkward and his eyes hated heaven.

"Grandpa, others say that they really change their hearts, but I have given you all my sincerity to you. Why can't you love me like Shen Qingqing? Is it because I am not your granddaughter? Why can't you be fair to me? A little? Even my mother, a mother who has loved me for so many years, is the first to save Shen Qing in the face of danger. What is wrong with me, all fake, everything is fake, your favorite people have always been It’s Shen Qingyi, and what am I? I’m just a substitute for her Shen Qingyi.” Li Xi’s tone was full of resentment, tears falling down and falling on the sheets.

"I just want that little love. As a result, you can even give me this. Grandpa, do you know what kind of life I am living now? I am notorious because of Shen Qingyi, I almost became a mouse across the street. And my biological parents are a vampire, and in their eyes I am a cash machine.

And you have pushed me to such a person, even when I need your help the most, I have abandoned me and let me die. I can only talk to a **** and a snake. These are all thanks to you. But if you have a little pity for me, I will not fall to the point where it is today. In this case, why should I care about that friendship? ”

In the eyes of Li Xizhen, he looked at the oxygen mask worn by Shen’s father and extended his hand.

Her hand stayed in the air, shivering slightly, her eyes were struggling, and she didn't know what to think. Her look was a glimpse. She reached out and quickly took the oxygen mask on Shen's face and then ripped off his hand. The needle, looking at the dripping blood on the back of Shen’s hand, Li Xi’s laughter.

"Li Xiwei, you are looking for death." The voice of anger came from behind. Li Xixi turned subconsciously. Before she saw her, she was kicked to the ground. The foot just kicked on her lower abdomen. Light, she was kicked to the ground, and there was no pain in her cough.

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Li Xizhen died for the last time