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She really doesn't know how to tell others that she's back. She has no way to face her familiar people, her friends, Fang Canjun, and Fang Canjun's sister, Lan Lan She felt as if she was no longer herself.

Sitting in a taxi, she looks at the night scene in the city and feels very empty. The five million check that Lin Yitian left on her bedside table this morning makes her feel very heavy. It's a huge check that she hasn't seen in her life. Maybe she can't make so much money in her life, but for Lin Yitian, it's hard It's just something to give.

She had fantasized about what she would be like if she left Lin Yitian one day. She thought she would be very happy, but somehow she felt empty and didn't feel happy. Especially the check and Lin Yitian's leaving without saying goodbye made her feel very scared. She has promised to be Lin Yitian's lover for a week.

But how many days have passed? It's just a few days. Lin Yitian gave her the money so quickly, and it's much more than the original figure. What's the meaning of this? Does it mean that Lin Yitian has let her go and doesn't have to continue to fulfill her obligations under the contract?

Ha ha, I think that for Lin Yitian, he has been tired of playing with himself for a long time. That's right. For a man like Lin Yitian who wants wind to wind and rain to rain, his beauty is nothing to him at all. He's just an ordinary person, and he doesn't respect Lin Yitian at all these days. He even has a fight with Lin Yitian in the hospital and breaks his head. Is that what any man can't bear?

Not to mention the overbearing man like Lin Yitian? For him, he can have any kind of woman he wants, and he believes that everyone will be submissive to him. How can he be as disobedient as she is and always make trouble for him?

Hehe, but it's good. At least I'll get rid of this man completely. I don't need to see him again from now on? This can be regarded as a blessing in the misfortune. LAN Qin has been waiting for such a day. She suffered humiliation and torture, just to wait for this day, can she completely get rid of Lin Yitian's bondage? But she knew that no matter what happened, she was no longer the Lanqin she used to be, the Lanqin she thought was clean. She felt that her whole body was a little dirty, and she was not qualified to face those who used to be relatives and friends, those who loved her, Fang Canjun Maybe she will never want to see him again. She has lost the qualification to be with him.

It will be a shame for her all her life. Even if she can hide it from others, she has no way to hide her heart. She has no way to face herself like this. She clearly knows that she is ugly and dirty, but she still has to keep silent with herself like this every day. She continues to pretend that nothing has happened In fact, it is the most cruel thing for her, and there is no way for her to escape.

She walked home slowly with her head down. She didn't want to take a car. Although she knew that the taxi fare was nothing for her now, she just didn't want to use a cent of it because she felt disgusted. Every time she used the money, it would remind her of the time when she was with Lin Yitian, which made her feel unable to use it Endure.

If she can, she really hopes that she will never think of the time she spent with Lin Yitian again. She wants to be a shrinking tortoise and put all this memory in her memory. She will never remember it again. But she can't do it. She can't completely ignore it, because he does exist after all.

Because she has been walking with her head down, she didn't realize that there was a familiar Land Rover parked downstairs. She just walked straight ahead with her head down, and didn't notice a shadow approaching her. Suddenly, she was held in her arms by others, which made her scream. But when she was ready to shout for help, she suddenly smelled it It's a familiar smell.

It was a familiar taste for her. Lying in the arms that made her feel very warm, she suddenly felt a sense of peace of mind, but it didn't last two seconds. She was moved by the man behind her, and then she gave a fierce kiss. The kiss that made her feel very violent lasted for a few minutes, and she was about to be kissed Out of breath, this was the man to reluctantly let go.

She looked up, and sure enough, it was him, Fang Canjun, a man who had hurt her countless times, but now that she saw him, she was helpless, because she could no longer give him what he wanted. She was filthy and no longer qualified to stand beside him. Looking at the handsome Fang Canjun, she thought in her heart, I'm really sorry.

She really has no way to do such a thing, but she has no room for regret, because she knows that all this is self seeking, has nothing to do with others, if she does not agree with Lin Yitian, Lin Yitian also has no way to force her, so a slap does not make a sound, she can't push everything to Lin Yitian, she also has to be responsible.What makes her feel most helpless is that this is the first kiss between her and Fang Canjun since they have known each other for so many years. However, this kiss that she has never expected, now she seems a little absent-minded. Although this is Fang Canjun's first kiss, she does not know how many kisses she has with other men.

And just last night, she and Lin Yitian were in bed so touching kissing, she has no way to face Fang Canjun, so dirty she, how to stand beside a man like Fang Canjun, he deserves a better woman, only a better woman can be worthy of Fang Canjun, she has already lost the qualification to stand beside him.

"Qin'er, I miss you so much." The man made no secret of the confession, let her heart once again into the mire, such a wet feeling let her mud foot deep, if you can, she would like to so willful in Fang Canjun's arms, and then tell him that she really know who is the best person to her in the world, she will be with him in the future, never separated, but she can't do so.