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He hasn't seen Lanqin for more than half a month. Every time he is busy, he catches up with Lanqin to work. This time, it's not easy to see him. He thinks that after half a month's absence, Lanqin seems to be beautiful again. He gently says to Lanqin, "baby, it's not easy to see you. Today you have to accompany me well. Where do you want to play later?"

LAN Qin knows that she hasn't accompanied Fang Canjun for a long time. She feels very sorry, but she just promised Zhou Ruoqi that she would go to their company for an interview, so she probably doesn't have much time to accompany Fang Canjun today. She looks at Fang Canjun with some embarrassment and says with a smile, "can Jun, I'm really sorry. I just promised Zhou Ruoqi that I would like to go Go to their company for an interview, because today is another very good interview opportunity, so I want to try. If the interview is successful this time, I won't have to work so hard at the same time. "

Fang Canjun was a little disappointed, but he immediately adjusted his mood, touched LAN Qin's face and said, "what's the matter? It's because you have something serious to do. How can I not understand you? Fool, do you think I'm going to be angry about this? "

LAN Qin lowers her head in silence. She knows that no matter what she says, Fang Canjun won't care about her. However, the more Fang Canjun treats her like this, the more she feels guilty. The feeling of guilt in her heart is like a mountain. She is almost out of breath. The feeling of guilt has been disappearing It gives Lanqin a lot of pressure.

Although she has never seen Lin Yitian again, she can't help feeling suffocated every time she thinks of it. There are so many things that she knows that she has changed a lot, and she feels more and more unable to face Fang Canjun. She feels that she really doesn't deserve Fang Canjun. The better Fang Canjun is to herself and the more gentle she is to herself, the more she feels that she is really sorry for Fang Canjun and always wants to avoid him.

LAN Qin used to think that time can cure everything, but now she thinks it's totally nonsense. Sometimes time can only sit on one side and watch things get worse, but she can't do anything at all. She thinks that time can cure some painful people, but it's just deceiving herself. Why is Lan Qin in her heart Not only do you not feel that time has healed her wound, but you also feel that your wound is getting bigger and bigger with the development of time?

Now she feels more and more unable to face Fang Canjun, especially when he treats her so well, she feels more guilty. Fang Canjun saw that she seemed a little absent-minded again. He pinched the tip of her nose and asked softly, "what's the matter with you? Why are you absent-minded again? "

LAN Qin didn't expect that her absent mindedness had been seen by Fang Canjun. In a panic, she quickly began to explain to herself: "I didn't think about anything, but I felt a little tired." She really didn't know how to explain all this to Fang Canjun. She knew that she shouldn't have been soft hearted a year ago. She shouldn't have been greedy for Fang Canjun's warmth because of her vulnerability. She shouldn't have been so weak and incompetent.

If she had told Fang Canjun earlier, she would feel very painful, but at least she did it. At least she didn't have to delay Fang Canjun for such a long time. Fang Canjun could find a better girl, a woman who was more suitable for Fang Canjun and more worthy of her. With Fang Canjun's conditions, she could certainly find one.

LAN Qin's heart feels more uneasy. She is really loyal and hopes that Fang Canjun can get happiness. She doesn't want to delay Fang Canjun so much. He should find a better woman, a woman more suitable for him than himself.

LAN Qin has been struggling in her heart for a long time. She wanted to say these words to Fang Canjun very long ago, but she didn't know how to talk to Fang Canjun all the time. In addition, it was very rare for her to have a chance to meet Fang Canjun, so it was delayed.

But now it's time to say it. Looking at Fang Canjun's side face, she said with heartache, "Canjun, I don't think I have any time to be with you now. I really feel very embarrassed that I haven't done my duty as a girlfriend. I think you can break up with me. You can find a girlfriend I don't blame you for being a better and more suitable woman than me. "

Although LAN Qin's words are very mild, only she knows how painful she is when she says them. In fact, she doesn't want to say these words at all, but she doesn't want to let herself delay Fang Canjun because of her selfishness and weakness. But what she has just said is true.

He really doesn't want to delay Fang Canjun any longer. He has already done too many things that are really sorry for him. Now she can't even accompany him as much as possible. What qualifications do she have to be his good man's girlfriend?

She only hopes that he can find a girl who is really suitable for him, so that she will feel happy for him, although she will feel very sad and she will not regret it.

Fang Canjun's heart couldn't help suffering for a while. What he was most afraid of was hearing LAN Qin say such words. What he didn't want to hear was LAN Qin say such words. The speed slowed down slowly. He was puzzled in his heart. He didn't know why LAN Qin wanted to say such words to him. He didn't understand why LAN Qin had been together for so long Just don't understand what kind of person Fang Canjun is?He has recognized her in his life and will never let go, but LAN Qin seems to have been avoiding him. Although LAN Qin doesn't say it, he can feel that Lan Qin has worked very hard to make money this year, but he doesn't want Fang Canjun to give her any help at all, which makes Fang Canjun feel very powerless. He doesn't know how to help LAN Qin.

Maybe it's because LAN Qin doesn't understand the real situation in his family at all. In fact, if LAN Qin is willing to accept his help, she can live a very good life. But LAN Qin doesn't want to, and he doesn't want to force her. After all, he understands LAN Qin's personality and how stubborn he is. It's useless for anyone to force him to do things she doesn't want.

Fang Canjun is completely helpless, and he has no way to take LAN Qin, a stubborn woman. Although LAN Qin makes him feel very powerless most of the time, because he can't feel that he is loved by LAN Qin, and even more often LAN Qin is hiding from him. Fang Canjun knows all these things, but Fang Canjun is not willing to easily pierce LAN Qin .