But all along, Huo Yan is not able to understand this layer of meaning.
Huo's mother, too, has never really understood her daughter. She thinks that correcting her daughter is good for her daughter, and that she has made her daughter.
It is true, but Huo Yan is forced to be like this by Huo's mother, which is against her nature. Huo's mother mistakenly thinks that Huo Yan wants to understand herself, understands that she can't be indecisive in Huo's family.
The two never sat down to talk seriously. Later, they always had one intention and one pretense, and they could not talk together.
Later, no matter what Huo's mother said or did, Huo Yan no longer believed it. She always felt that Huo's mother had a certain purpose. In addition, Huo Yan always investigated Huo's mother's affairs.
No matter how Huo's mother is still the master mother of Huo's family, Huo Yan has been accumulating her own abilities over the years, but no matter how she is a child, how can she compare with the master mother of Huo's family.
Knowing that the pastry and food she brought were all thrown away by Huo Yan, Huo Yan also sent someone to inquire about her whereabouts. Huo's mother was suspicious at first, wondering why her daughter did it.
Huo's mother sometimes takes things to find Huo Yan, deliberately suggesting that Huo Yan takes them perfunctorily every time, but what she says is quite reasonable, and Huo's mother can't even make mistakes.
But as soon as Huo's mother left, Huo Yan immediately arranged to check Huo's mother's recent schedule. At the time of arrangement, she threw all the things sent by Huo's mother into the garbage can.
Fortunately, every time Huo's mother brought food, she would lose it if she lost it. Huo Yan could also say that she ate it by herself.
She thought she was safe, but once she was heard by Huo mu.
Once, Huo's mother still came to see her as usual, Huo Yan's attitude was just like that. She looked so cute that she couldn't pick out any mistakes.
But Huo's mother still feels strange. She always thinks Huo Yan is absent-minded and perfunctory. Her long-standing doubts are pressing in her heart. Huo's mother really wants to ask Huo Yan.
But look up at the expression of Huoyan know, even if she asked Huoyan, Huoyan is not easy to say.
If I wanted to tell myself, I would have.
So Huo's mother told Huoyan that she had something to do and left first. After going out, Huo's mother didn't rush to leave, but stood outside the door.
In the end, Huoyan is still a child. As soon as Huo's mother left, she immediately lost her temper. Huoyan called the people she had been using around her and began to explain. She didn't know that Huo's mother was really listening outside the door.
"Go and find out what my mother has been doing recently? You should be clear about who you have met and what you have done. By the way, you need Huocheng. "
"As usual?"
"Yes, make it a little more covert."
"Yes, miss," the man seemed to have something to say after receiving the order, but he wanted to say it again.
"Miss, why do we always investigate Madame like this?" The man finally asked.
"Let you go, you can go, where there is so much nonsense"
"yes, miss, I will do it immediately." The man looked a little frightened and was ready to leave immediately.
After hearing this, Huo's mother at the door is ready to leave. Suddenly Huo Yan calls people back.
"Wait, take these things and lose them."
Huo's mother guessed something. After the man came out, Huo's mother hid behind the pillar and saw that what the man was holding was the thing that she had just given her daughter.
Rao is a wise mother of Huo. She never thought that one day her own daughter would be one of those wolves in Huo's family. Now that she has started to count her.
Listen to the dialogue between Huo Yan and that person, this should not be the first time. Huo's mother can hardly imagine how her daughter treats herself secretly.
Find someone to check their mother, but also lost the things they brought in the past, those cakes they brought in the past, in fact, Huo's mother made them by herself, but I think Huo Yan has never eaten them.
Should be lost, Huo mother guess, but the fact is also true, Huo Yan really lost all, she did not know that these things are Huo mother hand-made, she just think Huo mother don't want her.
In front of this idea, whatever Huo mother does to her will only make Huo Yan feel that Huo mother is for her own interests.
So Huo mother's Pastry also seems very funny, Huo Yan never eat, only in Huo mother when pretend, eat one or two pieces.
Huo Yan now does not know that Huo mother has known Huo Yan's way of doing, Huo Yan's head is full of Huo mother slap her like.
Huo Yan still remembers that Huo Cheng was held by Huo's mother at that time. Huo Cheng was crying. In a twinkling of an eye, a few years have passed and Huo Cheng has grown up.
But Huo Yan still can't forget, can't forget that scene at that time, now Huo Yan as long as is a see Huo mother to her here, or see Huo mother and Huo city together, can't help completely.
I can't help thinking about that picture at that time. Whenever Huo Yan's head is full of this picture, Huo Yan will want to calm down. These pictures always torture Huo Yan's head.This is also the reason why Huo Yan doesn't like Huo's mother coming to the room to see her. As soon as Huo's mother leaves, Huo Yan will be inexplicably upset, and then her head is full of pictures she hates the most.
It's almost a physiological reaction. Huo Yan doesn't know why. She tries to adjust and doesn't think about these pictures for so many years.
Every time Huo Yan feels that she is about to forget that time, Huo's mother will come to her room. Every time, if it wasn't for Huo Yan's knowledge, Huo almost always thinks that it was someone who snitched, and then Huo's mother deliberately wanted to make her feel uncomfortable.
Huo Yan still remembers waking up from her nightmares for countless times, shouting "Mom, Mom"
at that time, Huo Yan really needed her mother, and wanted to take a good rest in her arms.
But what Huo Yan is afraid of and afraid of hearing is what Huo's mother used to say:
"don't cry, you have grown up, girls should be strong, tears are worthless."
It seems to be a warm word, but with Huo's mother's dignified and irresistible tone, it can't move Huo Yan even if she spends more, which will only make Huo Yan's pressure double.
Huo Yan had the most nightmares that she had ever dreamed that she was still the same as before, lying on Huo's mother's knees, and Huo's mother didn't treat her like this.
Like the gentle Huo mother in the memory, the dream Huo mother has a pleasant face. She talks with Huo Yan, walks with Huo Yan, solves her troubles, and listens to Huo Yan. Everything is harmonious and beautiful.