"Oh, what can I say?" Chi Mohan smiled softly. The bitterness inside made Lan Xi feel a faint sense of guilt.
"I'm sorry," she murmured.
"You don't need to say sorry to me. Lanxi, you don't live for me or Lanyang. You are a free man. What you do is your right, including choosing life and death."
Chi Mo Han's words pressed hard on Lan Xi, making her out of breath. A moment ago, all the emotions that had been suppressed surged up, fear, guilt, regret, embarrassment and helplessness. Lanxi wanted to say that she was forced, but no matter how she explained, she hurt the best person for herself.
"In fact, I thought about you, but I know you can still live well without me, so I'm relieved. Mo Han and Lan Yang, you can have your own life, but I can't. at that time, I was not locked in a cage like a bird. Every time I fly out, I will be caught back. It's too painful. It's too painful whether it's punishment or in my heart , so I want to be free. "
Lan Xi opened her heart and showed it to these people she trusted most to pray for forgiveness. She was very painful, but she would be more painful without their understanding. The two people opposite didn't speak for a long time after listening to Lan Xi's words.
They know that Lan Xi's pain is brought to her by Xiao Yunyi, but they can't intervene in feelings. They can try their best to take Lan Xi away from that person, but what will happen in the future? What should she do in the future? What about the injury in his heart?
With a heavy sigh, Chi Mohan also gave in, "Lan Xi, do you think so now?"
"What?" Lan Xi was a little confused. Didn't he say something before? Why did he talk about other topics now.
"We can't change what has happened. Since you decide to stay with Xiao Yunyi now, we respect your idea, but you can't hurt yourself like this in the future." Chi Mohan reminded him, "we can't revive the lost people, but we can avenge you."
Lan Xi naturally understood what he meant. Now think about it. If he really died, they and Xiao Yunyi must lose both sides, especially Lan Yang must be more irrational. Having settled down, she promised, "I know, there will never be such a thing again in the future." with a bitter smile, she whispered, "it's enough to die once."
"That's what you think in the future. Since you say Xiao Yunyi has promised to yourself, I believe you, but you can recover from his injury now. What about the future? What are your plans after the injury?"
Lan Yang also calmed down at this time. He should pay more attention to her future situation than yelling at Lan Xi. Seeing Chi Mohan asked so, he quickly echoed, "yes, what should we do in the future?" he didn't dare to mention that Lan Xi came to the base. He knew that she didn't want to come if she didn't answer deliberately, so he wouldn't force her.
"Later..." Lan Xi hesitated. "I haven't thought about the future, but I'm sure I won't stay here with Xiao Yunyi. I still have some savings in my hand over the years. The biggest possibility is to find a place to settle down."
"That's great." before Chi Mohan spoke, Lan Yang shouted. At this time, he had a little simplicity of his age. "Isn't this our original idea? If you really decide to leave, you must not leave me on the day you leave."
Lan Yang is wronged. Lan Xi really scared him this time. He knew that his feelings for Lanxi might never be able to say. Seeing that Lanxi was treated like this by Xiao Yunyi, he could forgive him. She completely fell into the big pit called "Xiao Yunyi" and couldn't run out. If he is an honest brother, he can still have a place in Lanxi's heart.
Lanxi naturally doesn't know what Lanyang thinks, but Lanxi is also thinking about it. She must not go by herself if she wants to go. Lanyang has suffered a lot for so many years. Now he is willing to have the opportunity to live a normal life. Without thinking for too long, Lan Xi replied, "OK."
Looking at the two brothers and sisters, a few words back and forth determine their future life. Chi Mohan has a headache and envies the people around him. He can say it without scruples, but he can't. It's not easy to master the base. Chi Mohan can't give up now. In the final analysis, Lan Xi is not enough for him to give up everything.
"OK," Chi Mohan smiled, "when you settle down, I'll go to your house to eat every day and break you down."
"Come on, come on, I'm not afraid of you."
The three talked about their future life in a relaxed tone. Although everyone had their own ideas, they were happy at this moment. Lan Xi was relieved to see that they were not persistent in that matter. After a few words, Chi Mohan and Lan Yang hurriedly asked Lan Xi to have a rest. Now there is nothing more important than letting Lan Xi get well.
Looking at the complete darkness of the mobile phone screen, Lan Xi's fiery heart cooled down slowly. I don't know how long it will be or what will happen in the future. After looking at the mobile phone, Lan Xi opens it again. Thinking that it belongs to Xiao Yunyi, he has a secret idea in his heart - she wants to see what's in Xiao Yunyi's mobile phone.
Her fingers are sliding on the screen. Lan Xi is afraid to do it. After all, this is Xiao Yunyi's privacy. It's still bad for her to look rashly. The most important thing is what to do in case there are things she doesn't want to see. Hesitating, she thought about it and put down her cell phone. Forget it, just let him go.
Unexpectedly, as soon as Lan Xi put down his mobile phone, it rang. Subconsciously, mu Yaran hung on it. In a rage, Lan Xi hung him up. Looking at the screen pressed down again, she looked blankly, then suddenly covered her face and cried, "what have I done?"
Xiao Yunyi waited in the next room for a long time, then estimated that the time was almost, and hurried to knock on the door. When he heard Lan Xi say that he came in, he was secretly happy, but when he appeared in front of her, he looked expressionless.
"Are you finished?" he asked tentatively, and then saw Lan Xi nodding.
Xiao Yunyi wanted to ask what Lanxi and Chi Mohan had said, but it was not easy for him to ease his relationship with Lanxi, so he had to hold back.
"Mu Yaran called you just now."