It's a very strange process.
When you talk to others, the past in your body is like a transition from you to another person.
Although he can't feel the same feeling, he can certainly understand it. What B wants is not Zhou Zichen's understanding, but release. He needs to be released.
He can clearly remember the people who were killed in those years. Even now, he still remembers what they looked like before they died. Just like now, when he looked at Zhou Zichen, what he thought was all the people he had killed.
"From then on, I couldn't stop. In order to survive, I killed a lot of people. Some people didn't even know why they killed them. They only knew that if they didn't die, it would be me..."
"So you can kill?" Zhou Zichen's tone is full of ridicule and inconceivable.
What kind of man is it to kill in order to survive, or how bad the environment was when he was a child.
B looked at him and laughed. He said, "I'm different from you. I didn't have enough food and clothing when I was a child. Only when I learned how to kill people with guns, I could eat. In order to survive, I had to do this."
Zhou Zichen really felt that he had lived in vain these years.
"Just like you are on the battlefield, if you don't kill others, on the contrary, others will kill you. That's the same truth. I think you should understand."
Zhou Zichen stood up and was filled with righteous indignation: "this is different. Those people are aggressors. They invade our country and destroy our homeland. We are in self-defense."
Different from his anger, B was very calm. He looked at him without any expression until Zhou Zichen's mood was slightly calmed down.
He told him seriously: "you take up arms to defend your home, and I, to protect your life, as long as it is to kill, there is nothing right or wrong."
"Both Buddhists and Taoists have a saying that we can't kill people indiscriminately. But I have no God, no religion, no faith, and nothing to fear. But if I don't kill them, I can't even survive."
This is not the reason, Zhou Zichen yelled in his heart, but he knows that he must control his emotions now, and can't interrupt his talk. Otherwise, he will never have a chance to know what he has experienced, and there will be no way to break through and find the clues of the cold owl.
It's even a sad story, but you feel pathetic and pathetic, and at the end, there's only a sigh.
Because B's life, no one can decide for him, fate in a long time ago, decided what his life is like, so every time he makes a choice, he is pushed into the abyss.
Until he couldn't come up again.
Since he was born, he did not know who his parents were. Until he was seven years old, he met his so-called biological father, who taught him all the skills of killing. He had many brothers and sisters and more than a dozen mothers, but until later, they died one by one, leaving only himself.
However, in ten years' time, there were only a few houses left in the whole mountain village. There was nothing left, and my old father hid in them and never came out again.
He was young and didn't want to die like this, so he came out. With his own body, he survived, went to the battlefield and became the best mercenary.
What he did was still killing, but he was no longer short of money. In this life, he did not enjoy the warmth of his family, his children, his wife, no Maybe it's not his child, it's not his wife.
What a said, he only understood now that all this was a dream.
Because he lives in such an environment, what he wants most is what some people know and then make use of. He has lived for so many years and has not yet seen through.
Now, it's too late.
As time went by, there was still no news of Leng Xiao and Chi Xiaoxi. Lin Xiaoxiao was so anxious that her forehead began to sweat. She had no idea at all. She could only watch Zhan glacier holding a map and drawing there, but she couldn't help anything.
"Sizzling..." The walkie talkie rang suddenly. After the current flowed for several times, he heard the panic voice coming from there, shouting: "Zhou Xuelin, come here quickly, I found a lot of blood..."
Before he finished his words, Zhan glacier grabbed the walkie talkie and pressed down: "say, what's the situation? Where is blood? Have you found anyone? "
As soon as the voice fell, the whole room began to quiet down. Everyone felt flustered and found blood This is a very bad sign.
Liu Feifei and Lin Xiaoxiao, in particular, are worried that something might happen to Chi Xiaoxi.
"Xuelin? Zhou Xuelin? You, who are you? " There are some elusive, but also specially reply to ask two.
Zhan glacier pounded on the table and yelled: "is the name of Zhan glacier enough? What else do you want to know? If you don't want to know, report back to me immediately. "Don't say it's that person. Even Zhou Xuelin's heart is stuttering. He is afraid that his colleagues may upset the commander Zhan and make him angry again
Fortunately, there are only doubts, the brain has not been hot, but also recognize who Zhan glacier is.
Otherwise, it will be too much to eat.
"Zhan, chief Zhan," the man thought he was sweating and stammered. "The scene is located at the corner of Building 2, unit 18. There is a bloodstain. After identification, it should be fresh, and we have traced it all the way. Therefore, it is very likely that the bloodstain belongs to chief Leng Xiao Xiao or miss Chi Xiaoxi..."
The sound of the current began to sizzle again.
Using walkie talkie is such a disadvantage, there may be the sound of electricity plug in at any time, very annoying.
Zhan glacier frowned: "go and make an identification immediately. They should not go out of the residential area. Since someone has been injured, go to the drugstore in the community to ask if anyone has bought the medicine for trauma..."
"Good, chief Zhan. I'll do it right away."
Liu Feifei immediately met: "I will go, too. I know what medicine they want." With that, he was about to pack up his clothes. Chen Bian came in and took a look at her: "where are you going?"
"It's none of your business," Liu Feifei didn't give face at all. She turned around and was about to go out. Anyway, she didn't need to listen to Zhan glacier's command. She was not a member of Zhan glacier.
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