Chapter 825

This is not the thinking that a woman in a new era should have, but what a normal woman should have. She loves Zhan glacier and certainly wants to have a child for him. He is the only boy in the Zhan family. If he has no children, the Zhan family will be lonely.

She can't imagine, all this is because of her.

"Xiaoxiao ah," Wang Shuhui looked at her with a straight smile, stretched out her hand, took her hand and laughed: "you know? What do I regret the most in my life? "

Lin Xiaoxiao listened to her carefully.

"My regret is that my father who gave birth to Ogawa should not have suffered anything in this world. He should have grown up healthy and happy like ordinary people's children, but he did not. He took all that he should not bear at his age. Finally, when Xiaochuan was a child, he died."

about himself Wang Shuhui has no way to let go of her eldest son's death. In her words, "this is a political contest. He is the one who can't be loyal and filial, so he chose loyalty, but he left us and his children..."

Lin Xiaoxiao feels sad and sad, but she can't express anything, because she has no right to speak in this matter.

Unable to empathize, she couldn't understand her pain.

"I've been holding these things in my mind for decades, waiting for him to grow up. But he has such a long way to live. We look at it and feel more and more uneasy, because we will eventually grow old. But they have their own lives. We hope that they will accompany them, but we hope that they can live a good life. Many things are always difficult to achieve the best of both worlds, Like now, he went to the battlefield for his grandfather, but that was his will. If it was me, I would not let him go. "

Wang Shuhui has always wanted him to have a peaceful and ordinary life.

"But he was born in Zhan's family, which is his destiny..."

The last sentence, she said with tears in her eyes, those sad past events, can not be mentioned, a mention can not stop the torrent, she has no way to stop, these emotions, she can not control, these hidden in the depth of the body of sadness, pain and helpless

"Grandma," Lin Xiaoxiao didn't know how to comfort her, because she knew that only she could digest these miserable feelings.

It's like she lost her father, and until now she has no way to recover from the shadow of death.

Relatives go, is death, there is no way to come back, he went to another world, you will never see each other, but the world is still changing day by day, every day, is changing, the fate of merciless abuse of you, but you have no ability to resist.

This is the change that time brings, so-called surrender.

Wang Shuhui refused to go on. Every time she said something too painful, it would be like stabbing a knife from her heart, which made her sleep hard for several days and nights.

But today, there is something she has to say.

"Xiaoxiao, Zhan's family doesn't want a great grandson, but if his fate is still to follow Xiaochuan's old road, I'd rather not from the standpoint of me and your grandfather," she looked at her, her eyes were full of tears, and her voice was a little trembling: "Xiaoxiao, grandma's whole life, so painful, but you can live peacefully with Xiaochuan, you don't need to To go through all this. "

Because of love, that's what she did to make them live well.

Lin Xiaoxiao never thought that one day, her grandmother would say such words to her, such ultra avant-garde words, even she had never thought of

This topic is too heavy. After only talking about it for a short time, Wang Shuhui couldn't hold on. She waved her hand: "OK, don't say it. It's all sad and it will add to your worries." she sighed and swallowed the topic back. It's too heavy for anyone.

She didn't want to say these words to her, but Lin Xiaoxiao is her most intimate granddaughter-in-law. How could she not? Her life is still very long. If she doesn't mention her, who will pick her up?

What kind of person is Zhan bingle? She can't help but know that her grandson is almost separated from him and lacks skills. He has his own loyalty and filial piety. However, his wife, like her, has a lot of bad luck. Only he can rely on him. If something happens to him in the future, what should she do?

Over the years, no one has ever tripped over the Zhan family. It is because Zhan Yuanpei is in town because he has his son. Now there is no servant in the Zhan family. It can even be said that there are few people in the Zhan family. If so, some people will take this as an article.

They don't care, but what kind of harm will be done to Lin Xiaoxiao if they talk too much about it?

Wang Shuhui thought about these things in the dead of night. She even agreed with the medicines that Mrs. Liu prepared. One was to give Lin Xiaoxiao a good health and the other was to give her more chances to have children. It was a kind of accomplishment for her and everyone.

Although she didn't think it was lucky for the child to be born in Zhan's family.Just because she loves two people doesn't mean she doesn't think about them.

However, it is because she thinks too much that her mind is in a mess. Zhan Yuanpei has gone through a lot of roads, but the only one who has not entered her heart. The two people have been with each other for many years. The days they really accompany each other are not more than five years. He treats her and she treats him like relatives.

Support each other and grow old together "Madame? What do you think? You are so distracted. "Liu Ma Duan comes with the clear soup, and the two people are cushioned first. Lunch will be ready soon.

Wang Shuhui came out of her trance and gave a dry smile: "people, as soon as they are old, they are easy to think. If you look at my brain, you don't know what I'm thinking. It's just a mess."

"You may be too worried about the master. Don't worry. The young master has gone and will surely bring him back safely," Liu Ma Ru comforted her.

Wang Shuhui just nodded calmly.

Who can say exactly what happened on the battlefield?

Take a sip of chicken soup, she wryly smile: "my life, spent here, endless waiting, Xiaoxiao, you must not go the old way of grandma ah."

This road, full of thorns, full of loneliness and loneliness, full of helplessness and indifference, all have to carry on their own.

No one carries it for you. The only one who is willing to carry it for you is always carrying it for others.

Lin Xiaoxiao looked at her grandmother so tired that she didn't speak. She just smiles and calms her down: "I know..." But should she?

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